| Fan Fiction |
by 913_aNg3l
TADA!!! lol.. another chapter... but it was already written.. keke.. but yes.. I'll do a double post.. I don't think I posted up on Friday... I don't really remember.. but I'll do a double post anyways.. kekeke..
Well yea this is in Junsu's POV obviously.. hope you enjoy!
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When I arrived to the kingkas’ and queenkas’ home I didn’t expect for anyone to be up when I got there. As soon as I stepped into the house, I notice the family room light was on. ‘Wonder whose up this late.’ I thought walking over there. When I reached the couch, I saw Ri In lying down on the couch.
“What are you doing out here?” I asked. Ri In looked up at me standing behind the couch. My eyes widen when I saw her swollen red eyes. This is the first time I’ve ever seen Ri In as this vulnerable person in front of me.
“What’s wrong Ri In?” I said coming around and sat on the couch rubbing her back.
“It’s nothing, really. I’m just not used to being away from my sister, that’s all.” Ri In told me, her head buried in her knees.
“It’s got to be more than that, right?” I said looking at her position. It’s got to be more than that; something seems to be really wrong with Ri In, but what?
“I just…. miss my family.” She choked out. Oh, so that’s the problem. I took a gentle hold of her arm and pulled her up so that she was sitting up. Then I sat closer to her and hugged her, resting my head on top of Ri In’s.
“I’m sorry. I’m sorry you have to suffer with all of my torments and I’m sorry you miss your family. But you’ll be able to see them soon.” I promised. Ri In didn’t say anything. I felt fresh tears running down her cheeks. I wiped away her tears and kissed her crown.
“I can’t make you feel better, I can’t make the pain go away, but I [i] can [/i] comfort you. I [i] can [/i] try to make your tears go away. I [i] can [/i] make you feel like you’re not so alone anymore, if that’s what you wish for. But only [i] you [/i] can make yourself feel better, only [i] you [/i] can make the pain go away.” I whispered rocking Ri In back and forth in a comforting way. Ri In didn’t say anything for a while.
“Thanks Junsu, for the flowers, for comforting me, for removing my tears…. For making me feel not so…. alone anymore.” She said and wrapped her arms around my waist returning the hug back to me.
As soon as I thought Ri In was asleep I looked down at her to see that she was crying again. ‘Why is it that when I see her, I see Li Yin? Why is it that when I see Ri In cry, I want to make her pain go away? Aish!’ I shook my head wiping away Ri In’s tears and continued to rock her to sleep.
“Genie umma…. Tian Jun appa…. Ethan harabuji…. Xiao Xing halmoni….” I heard Ri In mumble. ‘That’s not her families name…. is it? Or does Ri In call her family that? Aish, whatever.’ I thought. I looked at the clock and it read 3:00 am.
“Time to go to sleep, we have a big day tomorrow.” I said quietly and lifted Ri In up. Dang, this girl weighs like a fcuking feather. I carried her to her room, but when I saw the queenkas there. I suspected that I wouldn’t be able to put her down without getting caught. So I took her to my room and laid her down on the bed covering her with the blanket.
I grabbed a pillow and put it on the sofa. Going to the closet I pulled out another blanket and put it on the couch.
“Help me…. Someone please…. Help….” I heard Ri In mumble and walked over to the bed, crouching down beside Ri In.
“Ri In?” I whispered making sure she was still asleep. When she didn’t answer I got up and was going to head back to the couch.
“Umma, appa, harabuji, halmoni…. Why…. Why’d you leave…. me alone….” I heard Ri In mumble. ‘What? How can her parents leave her when they’re at home right now? What’s really going on?’ I thought turning back to look at her with wide eyes.
“Ri In….” I whispered heading back to her and stroked her hair, hoping it would calm her down
“Someone please…. help me…. my family’s been hit…. please….” Ri In grabbed my hand. I gave her hand a squeeze and she finally quieted down, letting go of my hand.
“Ri In…. What’s your real story?” I whispered stroking her cheek, wiping away the tears that escaped. I walked over to the couch; I stayed up most of the night thinking about Ri In’s real life.
“Is Choi Woo Hyuk really your father? Choi Eun Hae your mother? Choi Ri Na your sister? Why a different name for you? Why go with Zhang and not Choi? Did your mom have an affair? Your dad?” I asked myself lying there thinking about Ri In’s family background. ‘What is she really keeping from everyone else? Or does everyone already know the truth?’ I thought looking back at Ri In, only to see her tossing around while still sleeping.
I got up and went to sing her the song I wrote. [u] Xiah Junsu – Rainy Night [/u]. It seemed to have calmed Ri In down, because she stopped tossing and was breathing normally rather than short raspy gasps.
I returned back to the couch for the millionth time tonight and finally got some sleep without Ri In saying anything or tossing around.
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a/n: So what you think?? I know it was weird and probably confused the heck out of everyone.. Sorry if I do.. but I will answer your questions on the next chapter I post up LATER TODAY!! HOPE YOU ENJOY UNTIL NEXT TIME!