| Fan Fiction |
by changminXmc (COMPLETE)
Jaejoong drove to his house. Parking the car, he walked in his home and started to throw things around. "Ah! Aish! Argh!" Jaejoong yelled out as he threw everything around trying to get his anger out. "Selina!!!!" Jaejoong screamed and threw his paper off the table and kicked the sofa and pulled his hair with a tight grip. "No! It hurts! No! I don't want this feeling again! Not this feeling! No! I don't want to go back to those days when I was in the dark! Not again!" Jaejoong yelled and felt so angry that he didn't want to go back how he was when he loved Selina.
"No, Not again." Jaejoong whispered and felt tears falling down his eyes. Jaejoong had this feeling, and he didn't want to experience it again. This was something he had discovered when he was loving Selina and he was cutting himself. When this happened, Jaejoong other personality woke up, and he would cut himself but still remember what happen even is Jaejoong other personality wasn't awake anymore.
Flashback.
Jaejoong was going to school, and he had just cut himself yesturday from the feelings he had for Selina. "Hey Jaejoong, Omo, where did you get those cuts?" Selina asked as he looked at Jaejoong's arms. "Uh...Uh..N..No..w.where." Jaejoong stuttered out. "Are you sure?" Selina asked. "Yeah, I'm sure." Jaejoong tried answering trying not to crack his voice. "Ok then, well, come on, let's go to class." Selina said and Jaejoong nodded.
Flash ends.
Jaejoong walked to the kitchen and grabbed a knife, he sat down on the kitchen table and pulled his sleeves up. He placed the knife on his wrist and started to cut his wrist. Once it was bleeding, Jaejoong stopped and moved the knife, as he felt the pain and the blood flow down his wrist dripping down onto the ground. The feeling was so painful that he couldn't do anything or move.
Tears flow down at the same pace with the blood on his wrist did. Wondering about Selina, the smile of her face made him smile, but he was still in pain. "Selina, this is for you, do you know how much I love you? This pain is because of you and only you." Jaejoong said as hte watch his tear drop mix with the blood flowing down into the cut and blood.
"Selina, I love you" Jaejoong whispered with tears flowing down on his face. Jaejoong was so sad now that he had his feelings back. He didn't want to love Selina anymore cause it was always so painful for him to watch Selina and avoiding her love. Jaejoong suddenly got a call and he looked at the caller ID. It was an unknown number. Jaejoong didn't want to answer it but he did anyway.
"Hello?" Jaejoong answered. "Hello, Is this Kim Jaejoong?" A man on the phone asked. "Yes, this is Kim Jaejoong, who are you?" Jaejoong asked. "I'm Dr. Choi, I need to ask you a favor." Dr. Choi said. "Um, How do you know me?" Jaejoong asked. "I'm one of Selina doctor, and I wanted to ask you if you know why was Selina calling your name? Do you have any relation with her?" Dr. Choi asked. "Oh, well, we are childhood friends, and I don't know why she was calling me my name...uh..Dr. Choi." Jaejoong said and wonder why he called him.
"Ah" Jaejoong said as the blood was still bleeding. "What?" Dr. Choi asked. "Oh...uh...n..n..nothing" Jaejoong said and appearantly, he was bleeding "too" much blood. Suddenly, Jaejoong vision was blurry and he felt very weak. Without noticing, there was a pretty big puddle of blood on the ground from the blood that was dripping from his wrist.
Jaejoong fainted as he was still on the phone. "Hello? Hello? Jaejoong? Are you still there?" Dr. Choi asked on the phone where he was still holding his phone in his hands. Jaejoong was unconcious and still bleeding. Dr. Choi didn't know what happened but Aaron happened to walk by his office. "Oh, Aaron!" Dr. Choi callled. "Yes?" Aaron asked. "I don't know what happened to Jaejoong but he stopped talking. Can you go to his house and check on him?" Dr. Choi asked.
"What happened?" Aaron asked. "I don't know, that's why I'm asking you to check on him before you we start the surgery." Dr. Choi said. "Ok" Aaron said and walked to his car as he drove to Jaejoong's house. Aaron arrived at Jaejoong's house and knocked on his door. No answer, he knocked on his door again but Jaejoong didn't answer. "Jaejoong!" Aaron shouted. Aaron didn't want to come here cause Jaejoong didn't appreaciate Selina love for him.
"Look! Open this door!" Aaron shouted. But Jaejoong didn't opened the door. Aaron was pissed and banged on the door. Jaejoong was unconcious and couldn't even move. "Yah! Jaejoong! Open the damn door!" Aaron yelled and banged on the door. Aaron decided to see what Jaejoong was doing and the window happened to be open. Aaron peeked in to find Jaejoong body on the floor, and a puddle of water, Aaron supposed. "Why is he on the floor?" Aaron asked himself.
Aaron knocked down the door with all his strength and ran to Jaejoong. "Jaejoong!" Aaron yelled and saw that there was blood. When he saw that it as blood, he paused for a second. "That's blood" Aaron said as he traced the blood with his eyes to find that it was coming from Jaejoong's wrist. "H..He cut himself!" Aaron yelled and looked at the pale Jaejoong.
"He lost too much blood." Aaron said and carried Jaejoong. He put one of Jaejoong's arm over his shoulder and helped Jaejoong body up. Aaron walked the pale Jaejoong to his car and drove to the hospital. "Help!" Aaron yelled when he got into the hospital. There was a doctor and a nurse, they told Aaron to bring Jaejoong into the room where Selina went last time. Aaron went back to Dr. Choi office and left Jaejoong in the doctors hands.
"Dr. Choi, I'm back. Is everything prepared?" Aaron asked. "What was wrong with Jaejoong?" Dr. Choi asked. "He, well he cut himself and seem to have fainted when he lost some blood from his wrist." Aaron explained. "Ok, well, just sign here and we'll be ready to go. Are you sure your not going to regret this?" Dr. Choi asked. "No, It's ok. I love Selina very much, oh, please give this letter to Selina and tell Jaejoong this when I leave?" Aaron asked and Dr. Choi nodded.
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Jaejoong was in the room, as the doctor was treating his wound on his wrist, and giving him blood to the needle that was inside his vein. "It's no use, he lost alot of blood." The doctor said. "I think he's in a coma now. He won't wake up from what I see and know as a doctor." The other doctor said. "We'll see how it goes after giving him blood and see if he wakes up. We'll look at the test too." One of the doctor said and they both nodded.
Jaejoong was in room 208 and sleeping as the blood was being transported into his body. His heart beat was in good stable, as his skin was still pale from the loss of blood he had lose.
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Selina was schedule to get her heart surgery. Selina had no idea who it was that donated a heart but she was very happy that she was going to live, at least she won't die and leave Aaron alone. (I don't even know who is the donor, lol ^^) The doctor opened Selina door and had a annoucement to Selina. "Hello, how are you doing Selina?" Dr. Choi asked. "I'm doing good. How are you doing?" Selina asked. "I'm doing good too, thanks for asking. Oh, today I have great news for you." Dr. Choi said cheerfully. "Oh really? What is it?" Selina asked.
"Yes, Congratulation Selina, you have a heart donor. Your going to be living a longer life now! Congrats! Your going to be having a surgery now." Dr. Choi said and had a happy smile on for Selina. Although he was sad that he knew that was close to Selina. "Oh really?! Who was it?" Selina asked. "I'm sorry, but the person asked my not to give the person name before the surgery." Dr. Choi said.
"I respect that, well, does Aaron know?" Selina asked. "Yes, he knows." Dr. Choi said and forced a smile on. "So, I'm going now?" Selin asked. "Yeah, just sign this here and you'll be ready to go." Dr. Choi said and Selina signed it. On the way out, Selina saw a face that was familiar to her. He had pale skin, and a beatiful face. He was in a wheelchair and pushed into a room. But before she could get a good glance at the man, he was pushed in already so Selina couldn't define who the man was.
"Dr. Choi, who was that?" Selina asked. "Who?" Dr. Choi. "That man that just went into that room." Selina said. "Oh, I didn't see. Sorry." Dr. Choi said. "It's ok. I'll ask you if I see him again." Selina said as Dr. Choi took Selina into the surgery room. When she was in there, she saw knife, tools, and many other tools that she never saw and it was on a table next to the bed that she was going to lay on.
Selina got up slowly and lay down on the bed. The light was flashing down on her body as she laid down. Selina put the oxygen mask on and was told to count back from 10. "Ok Selina, please count back from 10." Dr. Choi asked her and Selina nodded as she counted back form 10 in her head. The next thing she knew, she was asleep.
After 8 hours of the operation, it was a success. Selina was now going to live a long life and be able to live. Dr. Choi came out of the room and took his mask off and took a deep breath and let it out. "Love is like a drug...." He said and walked out as he changed his clothes.
The nurses took her into room 207 and she was still sleep. Selina was asleep and Dr. Choi was waiting for her to get up. Min-ja came and meet Selina and see how she was doing, she also had something to tell Selina. After 2 hours of waiting, Selina woke up. "Ah, my..hea..head." Selina said as her head was hurting. "Your up now huh?" Min-ja asked and Selina was happy to see her friend that came to visit, but where was Aaron.
"Yeah, I'm up now." Selina said as she got up and tried to sit up. "You don't have to Selia." Min-ja said but Selina still tried to get up. "Its ok. So, how are you doing lately?" Selina asked. "I'm doing good. What about you?" Min-ja asked. "I'm going much better now. Oh, do you know why Aaron isn't here?" Selina asked.
"Oh that...." Min-ja said and looked away with a sad face. "What? What's wrong?" Selina asked. "Well, I don't know if I should tell you yet about this." Min-ja said. "Tell me, what's going on?" Selina asked. "Well, Aaron, he left to U.S. to his parents." Min-ja said. "What? Why? Why did he leave me?" Selina said as she felt so sad. "Well, he had no choice." Min-ja told Selina.
"But still, he said he loved me." Selina said. "I know, but he had to. It's ok Selina, I'm sure he's happy that your still alive and you made it through the operation." Min-ja said trying to cheer Selina up. "I guess" Selina said. "Oh, Can I call him?" Selina asked. "Well, he lost his phone so he doesn't have a phone at the moment." Min-ja told Selina. "Sigh, I really want to talk to him." Selina said and felt sad for not seeing Aaron. She wanted to see Aaron when she woke up but Aaron wasn't there.
"I'm glad that you made it through, well, I'm sorry but I can't stay too long cause I have a job now. Sorry, I didn't tell you yet cause you were in the hospital." Min-ja said and Selina laughed. "Still, you could've called me." Selina said. "I know but I was busy." Min-ja said. "Ok, well, I have to go now. I'll talk to later or next time." Min-ja said and Selina nodded.
"Bye Selina!" Min-ja said and Selina waved bye. "Sigh, I hope Aaron knows I'm doin good. And I miss him." Selina said putting her hand on her chest. She smiled like she never ever did before, and it felt so much better smiling like that.
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Jaejoong was still in a coma all this time. Selina didn't know about his condition nor did she know who gave her that heart, but she wanted to thank that person. One month pass by and Selina got better. But she still didn't know about Jaejoong. One day when Selina was walking she walked by the room next to her which was Jaejoong's. She happened to look in and saw that it was Jaejoong.
Selina eyes widen as she saw him. Her heart started to hurt and she felt tears rushing down her face like a river. "J..Ja..Jaejoong" Selina said and felt really hurt to see that it was Jaejoong. Her body moved on its own but she didn't want to go in. She didn't want to see Jaejoong anymore. But her feelings for him was coming back.
"Jaejoong" Selina said as she walked and got closer to his bed. Selina touched his face as it felt cold but alittle hot. Selina missed the touch of Jaejoong skin and his beautiful face. Even when his eyes were close, he still looked hot and beautiful.
Selina felt her heart beat faster and faster, the feeling of being with him came back. The warm feeling inside. "I love you" Selina whispered to Jaejoong and kissed him on the lips. With that, Jaejoong opened his eyes slowly and his fingers moved a bit. "Selina" Jaejoong whispered.
"I love you too" Jaejoong said and Selina was shocked at what was happening. Selina moved back and saw that Jaejoong as awake. "J...Jaejoong" Selina stuttered. "Your awake?" Selina asked him. "Yes, and I've waited so long just to hear you say those three words to me. I really loved you Selina, and I just ignored your feelings cause I didn't want to hurt you." Jaejoong said and felt so happy that Selina had said that.
"No, No, I can't. Aaron and me are going out." Selina said. "He said that he let you back to me." Jaejoong said and got up slowly. "And now, I want to show you that I love you more than all the stars in the whole universe." Jaejoong said and smiled again. Selina missed that beautiful smile of his and Selina smiled again too. She smiled like she had never did before once more for Jaejoong.
"Really Jaejoong? You love me?" Selina asked with tears flowing down his eyes. "Yes, Yes, I love you. Your the only one for me. Just for me, and I will love you like no one ever did Selina, so please, would you be my lovely girlfriend who once longed for me?" Jaejoong asked as he cupped her face wipping her tears away.
"Yes!" Selina shouted and hugged Jaejoong around his neck. "I love Selina." Jaejoong said kissed her on the lips. "I love you too Jaejoong." Selina said and returned to kiss to Jaejoong. With these two, they hugged each other in their hands, and they loved each other, not letting each other go.
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One year later.
Selina now knew that her heart donor was Aaron and she was not mad but she was happy that Aaron did that. At least she had something inside of her shows that Aaron loved her from the bottom from his heart. Jaejoong was now working as one of the most popular Kpop artist in Korea and over the world. Selina now had 2 little angels. There was a boy and a girl. There name was Nana and Joongie. Nana was born 1 minute before Joongie was. So Nana always bullied Joongie.
Selina and Jaejoong just came from a interview with their two little angels on Jaejoong's wife. "Honey, your lucky to be with me." Jaejoong said. "Yes I am, I have the most hottest guy ever and I love you with all my heart. You also gave us two little sweet angels." Selina said and Jaejoong smiled. It was around 11:00 P.M. in the night and Nana and Joongie was asleep. Selina put them into their rooms and went to her room with hurt husband Jaejoong.
Selina opened the room and walked in to find Jaejoong on the bed waitin for her. "Waiting for me?" Selina asked. "Of course, if your not in bed, I can't sleep." Jaejoong said and that made Selina giggle. Selina pulled her pony tail out and walked to the bed with Jaejoong. Selina slipped in as Jaejoong did. Jaejoong smiled at Selina as Selina did too. Jaejoong hugged Selina waist as Selina hugged Jaejoong's neck. Jaejoong pulled Selina into a kiss and it was a nice and long kiss.
After the kiss, Jaejoong broke the kiss by looking at Selina deep into her eyes. Selina blushed and looked down. "Don't look down, you look beautiful with those eyes of yours." Jaejoong said. "Selina" Jaejoong called. "I love you" Jaejoong said. "I love you too Jae, I love you the most and your my everything." Selina said. "And your my beautiful wife who gave me two angels, and for that I'll love you forever with all my life." Jaejoong said as he hugged Selina to sleep.
They both holded each other in their sleeps and loved each other forever and ever with their two beautiful babies. They say love is like a drug, and love only come once a lifetime. I guess that phrase is true with these two person who experienced and went through hard times together. So don't let your love go away or you might regret losing the one you love forever.
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THE END!!!
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