| Fan Fiction |
by EHHLLIIE(:
I will not cry.
I refuse to cry.
I will not cry until I find out why. The reason. The real reason. The truth.
I stood in front of his house and breathed in deep before pressing the doorbell.
“Hello this is Kim Jae Joong here, Yun Ho’s tutor. I’m here to pass him something.” And the gates immediately opened.
My mind was in a blur. Everything was in a blur. Things were happening way too fast.
In just one day, he confessed he loved me, we went on a date, had hot loving sex on a beach and I found out that he was freaking engaged. Fucking engaged to some random girl I didn’t know.
Things were going to fast but time’s a game I guess.
I walked carefully, careful not to spoil the ‘delicate marble’. I opened the grand doors by myself and stretched a smile for all the servants and butlers in the living room.
“Young Master Yun Ho is in his room.” I nodded and without even facing them, said, “Thanks.” And raced up the stairs. I walked through the vaguely familiar corridor and arrived outside his room. The door was slightly ajar and I would have pushed it open if not for the voices inside. Note, voices. Not voice.
“What are you talking about?” Yun Ho?
“What do you mean what am I talking about? We’re getting married for God’s sake! You agreed just this afternoon!”
Oh so that’s why he disappeared. I felt my lip tremble slightly.
Silence. Oh he really did agree huh.
“Kimi wa doko in ite? Dare to doko ni ite?” A phone rang and I heard some rummaging come from the room.
“Sorry I have to take this call.” A voice, Yun Ho said as I heard a chair slide, full of friction across the floor. I wanted to open the door and ask him there and then what was happening but I realized, that I had my phone in my hand and I was calling, Yun Ho.
“Hello?” He answered, still not outside the door. He pushed the door open once he had said that and came face to face with me.
His eyes were like plates as he looked at me while I just smiled bitterly, “Hi Yun Ho.”
“J-J-Jae Joong?” He gaped at me, probably not believing I was there and even worse, hearing whatever he was saying to his god damned fiancée.
“Wh-what are you doing here?” He mumbled nervously and I could feel my defenses crumbling down.
“I want answers.” I said as I glared at him, “Now.”
By now, the girl he was talking to had run out of the room and I instantly recognized her.
“Mi Youngsshi.” (MI YOUNG IS NOT TIFFANY FROM SNSD! SHE IS A MADE UP CHARACTER FYI!)
“Hello Jae Joongsshi.” She smirked at me, probably taunting me for not knowing that the man I loved was in fact engaged to her.
I turned my attention away from her and grabbed Yun Ho’s arm. “Let’s go outside and talk.” And dragged him out to the garden.
I ignored all the stares I received from the people in the living and continued walking towards the door leading outside.
“Care to explain Yun Ho?” I hissed through gritted teeth. My face was turned upside down into a complete frown as I folded my arms, waiting for an answer. I was angry. Very, very, very angry.
“I-I… I’m sorry Jae Joong.” He started but I cut him off.
“Save the apologies. I want answers. And now.” I demanded, my patience growing thin.
He sighed before looking at me.
“Jae Joong-ah…”
“Don’t ‘Jae Joong-ah’ me! Just tell me why did you keep your engagement a secret? How long have you been engaged to her?!”
“I-I’ve been engaged to her ever since Hyung passed away.” Shock washed over as I just stared at him.
“Y-You’ve been engaged to her since your Hyung passed away?”
And all he could do was nod.
“And you didn’t tell me?”
“What was there to tell?” Disbelief was all that was painted on my face as I shook my head slowly.
“I… I was engaged to her since I was 13. I had always resented the idea but after awhile, I didn’t think she was that bad. But when I turned 16, and you came into my life, I don’t know, I felt some sort of connection with you. I didn’t exactly realize I loved you till this year. I don’t know when but I just realized I was madly in love with you. That’s why the teasing turned worse this year. I’m like Yoo Chun. I didn’t know how to show affection towards you so I just teased you more.”
I nodded my head slowly.
“I was elated when I found out that you were my teacher and from then on, Mi Young washed out of my mind completely. However today, her parents and my father met up to discuss the marriage. My father dragged me there and I straight down refused but my father is an influential person. He can do anything, to make me agree. I didn’t want anyone to hurt you so I had no choice but to agree.”
He was telling the truth. I could tell but.
“So what were you going to do? You get married and then suddenly call me on the phone and say something like, “Oh hi Jae Joong I’m married so I can’t see you anymore?” I was still angry.
He opened his mouth to say something but remained silent, at a loss for words.
“Am I really that difficult to talk to?” I lowered my voice, not wanting to scare him or anything.
“What? No!”
“Then why didn’t you tell me? Yun Ho I know we’ve only started going out today and stuff like that but Yun Ho, you could have told me. I would have understood. Unless, unless everything you said and done to me all this while was a lie.”
I started to doubt myself.
“A lie? No! No Jae Joong I love you!”
“And you didn’t tell me.”
“I-I’m sorry.”
“No. No it’s completely fine.” I snapped back at him sarcastically.
“Jae Joong…” He grabbed my waist and pushed me into a hug. “Please Jae Joong I… I would have told you but…”
“But you didn’t.” I kept to the pessimistic side of the story.
“Just… just give me time to adapt to this new situation okay?” By now, I had calmed down.
“I’m not longer angry but Yun Ho, this is your problem. Please choose. Your father or me.”
“My father? Wh—“ But I had already pushed him away and walked out of the gate.
I will not cry.
-END OF POV-
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