Fan Fiction

I never asked to love you okay! -COMPLETED-

by EHHLLIIE(:

Chapter 20

Fate? Nah. Cheesy word.

--JAE JOONG’S POV-

“Jae hyung! I’m hungry! Help me cook something!” Jun Su whined into my ear for like the fifth time in two hours.

“Jun Su, what kind of activities are you doing in your room with Yoo Chun till it requires 5 plates of rice cakes to satisfy your hunger?” I replied sarcastically as I turned my head back to the newspaper.

And all he did was blush and look down.

“Thank God I rented an apartment with sound proof walls.” But I smiled. Despite the fact they were doing… how should I put it. Inexplicit actions in the room, I was happy for him. I was happy that he had actually found his own happiness.

Not Chang Min though. Since they shared a room, the poor boy was kicked out and he’s probably robbing food off all the shelves at this very moment.

“Please hyung?” He gave me his irresistible puppy eyes and I put down my newspaper.

“Fine.”

“Yay! Thanks hyung! I love you!” And jumped back happily to his room. I hope I won’t need to repair the bed.

I got up and stretched my tired limbs before shuffling my feet to the kitchen again. I opened the fridge door and a rush of memories flooded through me.

Yun Ho.

I admit. I missed him. It’s not that I didn’t see him. I still did. Quite often. Maybe twice or thrice a week. He didn’t come to school that often anymore and I guess it’s probably because of all his wedding business and all that.

I gave a snort and pulled out the almost empty packet of rice cakes.

I wonder if he missed me. I wonder if he even thought about me. He and his stupid selfish nature, only thinking about himself. Why didn’t he tell me about his stupid goddamned engagement? I could have worked something out other than find out like that!

I poured the sauce over the cakes and decorated the plate a little with some literally un-needed veggies.

Two weeks. Two bloody weeks and not a single word had been exchanged between the two of us. Which really sucked.

But seriously. What could be said? And because of this, I couldn’t go to his house to tutor him anymore either.

“Jun Su open up! Your rice cakes genius!” I shouted from outside his room and figured it might be better if I just left it outside his room so that’s exactly what I did. I didn’t exactly want to see what was going on inside there. Even though I knew exactly what was going on.

I grabbed my coat from the hanger and threw it on, not exactly knowing what I was doing.

“I’m going out!” I shouted into the air above me and it dispersed like ashes in the wind.

I walked aimlessly down the road, not knowing where I was going and why. I just let my feet take me wherever they wanted to go.

‘Maybe he had a reason for not telling me he was actually engaged.’ The sentence ran through my head as if it was running a cross-country marathon. But the reason why I didn’t want to bring myself to sit down and talk to and ask him why, I didn’t know.

I walked some more and for some reason, ended up at school.

‘Well, if my feet want to come here then, why not?’

The school was awfully empty on Saturday and I was glad. I hated crowded places like utter crap. Gah they really scare me the way everyone touches you when they walk past and the worst part is WHERE they touch you. And who touches you. God that is really disgusting once you think about it. Which is a natural and common occurrence for me.

I walked through the slightly ajar gates and breathed in the air. Not very fresh but it’ll do.

I walked through the corridor and thought about all the times Yun Ho and Yoo Chun had bullied me.

-FLASHBACK-

“Hey that’s my locker!” I yelled at the guy who had chucked his textbooks inside.

He glared at me before smirking.

“So?”

I glared back at him.

“So? So what? Take your books out! That’s my locker!” I yelled again and tried to remove his books but he refused to budge from the spot he was standing on.

“Why should I?” He said coolly before placing his bag inside too.

My rage pooled over in me and I could swear steam was coming out from my ears.

“Take your goddamned bag and books out of my locker and put them in your own!” I shouted again at the annoying guy who was invading my place and privacy. I had very precious things still in the locker.

By then, the entire school was staring at us and especially at me, thinking I was mad. What’s their problem?

“Oh wow I’m so scared.” He mocked at me before lowering his body to level his eyes with mine. I leaned back at the degree of closeness we possessed but he just leaned in further.

“Kim Jae Joong huh?” He smirked again and leaned back, still looking down at me.

“H-Huh? So what about my name?” I tried to sound un-nerved but I think I failed.

“So you’re the one with just the grades.” He smiled, cockily as me raised an eyebrow in amusement.

“W-What?” I knew where he was getting.

“So where are your parents? Scrubbing the toilet floors?” He threw at me and it felt as if ice-cold water had been flung in my face, leaving none of my pride and dignity spared.

The people around us started laughing and I bit my lip. I knew the emotion that was stirring up in me and I didn’t like it. I was going to cry. And shit, f I cried in front of this ass, who knows what he’d say.

“Guilty?” He said again.

“My parents are dead.” I said softly so that perhaps, he was the only person apart from me who could actually hear what I was saying.

He looked slightly shocked. Oh so he did hear me.

“Dead? Oh no wonder you need your grades to get in. They can’t earn anymore money for you now can they?” He said again and smiled.

I looked down and suddenly became immensely interested in the floor below me.

I saw him from the corner of my eye take his things out of my locker and lean down again, our noses a millimeter away from touching.

“Jung Yun Ho. Remember the name.” My heart jumped a beat as I carefully avoided his gaze.

“W-Whatever.” I snapped back softly and dodged myself from anything else other than superbly close body contact.

He straightened his back and smirked.

“Good.” And walked away.

I rested my back against the cool metal of my locker and felt stares… and glares from the people around me but they turned their attention away from me as they walked away from the supposed scene.

Jung Yun Ho…

-END OF FLASHBACK-

I chuckled to myself as I reminisced our first meeting. Not a very pleasant one I had to say but better than nothing. Imagine what would have happened if I had never happened.

I hate to admit it, but it would have been… well, horrible.

I walked slowly to the library, where I spent a terrible long time studying. I even made friends with the librarian who knew my name, class, age, birthday and the list goes on.

-FLASHBACK-

I sat there in my own cubicle as I memorized yet another page of Du songsaeng-nim’s lesson. Physical Education was undoubtedly my worst subject. I could fail it hands down and thankfully, it was the only subject.

“Oh what have we here? Kim Jae Joongsshi studying for yet another test?” I rolled my eyes and closed my book of notes before looking up and giving him a sarcastic smile.

“Hey Yun Ho. What do you want this time?”

“Ouch I’m hurt. Couldn’t you use a nicer tone towards me?” He said mockingly before grabbing the top of the chair and sitting on it, studying me.

“Why would I? And seriously what do you want?” I glared at him.

“Nothing. Just wanna see what you’re up to this time. Inventing a bomb to put in Science class?”

I snorted.

“That’ll be you. Although you’ll just blow up the experiment room before you could even bring the stupid thing to class anyway.” He gave me a long sharp glare but let it go.

“Whatever.”

“I know.” I replied breezily and opened the booklet again, highlighting more phrases and key words.

“Seriously. Jung Yun Ho what do you want from me this time? My Math textbook because yours fell into the toilet bowl again because you mistook your textbook for the toilet paper because you look at the textbook less than you look at toilet paper and can’t even tell the difference between the two of them?”

“Hahaha. You’re a joker Jae Joong and no. I can actually tell the book and toilet paper apart thank you very much. One is white and the other is red. Although I think the inside of the book is white too.”

“Urgh just get to the point Jung!” I yelled exasperated at him. “Gosh you should go audition for some comedy. You’d make the lead actor. I mean, your face itself is a joke.”

“If my face is a joke then what is yours? Dog food?”

“I refuse to believe that my face is lowly enough to pass off as dog food.”

“Oh wow okay I’m so convinced.” I shot back blandly at me before whipping out his phone and snapping a quick picture. Unfortunately, the photo was of me.

“What the hell was that for?”

“For the year book. I can picture it. Kim Jae Joong, the boy who can’t leave the library to save his life.”

“Shut up Jung.” I hissed through my teeth.

“Anything you say Jae Joong. I’m off!” And hopped off the chair before dashing out of the library.

“Asshole.” But I was smiling.

-END OF FLASHBACK-

I sat down on the same cubicle and rested my head of the cool wood.
I heard rustlings and a book falling to the ground from one of the aisles and curiosity caught me by the tail. Who lse could be here other than me?

I stood up and walked over to the aisle and peered into it.

I nearly got a heat attack.

“Y-Yun Ho?” I gasped. He was… studying?

“J-Jae Joong.” He answered mutually before picking up allthe books and standing up so that he was now facing me directly.

Perhaps this is what you call fate.

Nah scratch that. Fate is too cheesy a word for me to say.

-END OF POV-

-ALLIE

OHOHOHOHOHOHOHO! They meet again! The next few chapters will be much better! I swear! Comment people! No comments, I don’t get motivation D;

-COMMENT REPLIES-

kamerer220 - Lol that I can DEFINITELY DO! Well his Dad is a meanie huh… :D Next chapter won’t have Yunjae smut but it will happen once they straighten everything out! Be prepared :O

xicipr3n1x – LOL! I know he’s such a jerk! But he’ll get proven wrong and YUNJAE be together in the end. Don’t worry XD Thanks for commenting btw!

Wasur3naid3 – I KNOW. GAH. I hate writing about annoying stupid people but I love punishing them in the end;D Bitch? Bastard more like! I know he’s freaking low-.- But don’t worry! There’s no freaking way I’ll ever let him win! YUNJAE HWAITING;D

yjfrvr – Of course there’s a way for them to be together! I HATE SAD YUNJAE STORY ENDINGS. REALLY I DO. I CAN’T STAND THEM. So I shall give this story a very, very, very satisfying ending;D

Kim HeeChul – Nemron! AHAHAHAHAHA! Lol the older Jung. The annoying Jun more like! And I just saw Boy meets boy (Did I get the title correct?) on the list! I will BE SURE to read it later;D Kim Hee Chul HWAITING^^

Lee Ji Eun – Did I mention already how much I love your screen name? :P Here’s an update! I hope you like it!