Fan Fiction

I never asked to love you okay! -COMPLETED-

by EHHLLIIE(:

Chapter 21

Damnit I love you.

-JAE JOONG’S POV-

I stared at him and he did the same. Who would have thought that we’d meet here?

“Y-Yun Ho.” I called out again to make sure that my eyes were in fact not deceiving me.

“Jae Joong.” He acknowledged. Okay fine. I’m not hallucinating. Hallelujah!

“What are you doing here?” I gave myself a mental slap for that.

‘You neither see nor talk to your beloved in two weeks and that’s the best sentence you can come up with?! What the heck is wrong with you Kim Jae Joong?! Aish!

“I-I…” He started and his eyes trailed down to look at the books he was carrying. I squinted my eyes before widening them.

“You’re… you’re studying?” I was flabbergasted. Okay this was unexpected. What’s next? Snoopy and Charlie Brown come knocking at my door, asking for lemonade?

“Erm… yeah I guess.” He muttered softly. If it wasn’t for the echo, I wouldn’t have had been able to hear him at all.

“Maths?”

Another nod.

“Y-You don’t tutor me anymore and since… well since I didn’t want to fail or let our tution sessions go to waste, I decided to come here myself to study.” He said in one breath. I could tell it was hard for him to admit that he had to work hard for something but it touched me. It tuoched me that he actuall decided to do something for his own good. And not to show off.

“O-Oh I see.”

Awkward silence.

“So… so how have you been?” I asked again.

I gave myself another mental slap.

God Jae Joong how stupid can you get?!

“Fine I guess.” He said unsurely.

“Me too.” Yeah sure I’ve been fine. Apart from the random moments when I thought about you and my heart just went crazy or the times where I missed you terribly. Yeah sure I’ve been fine. Wonderful. Spectacular. A-okay.

More awkward silence. How lovely. Let’s keep this up shall we?

Urgh.

“Jae Joong…” He started and my ears pricked up at the mention of my name from his lips.

I nodded, signalling him to continue.

“Jae Joong I’m sorry. I really am. I wanted to tell you but I just… I…”

By then, I was one foot away from him.

“Jae Joong I would have told you. I was stupid. I was stupid to have told my father about you.”

I furrowed my brows.

“You told your father about me? When? Why?”

“I-I went to his office somewhere around last month to tell him that… that I didn’t want to marry Mi Young anymore. It was true at one point of time I actually thought she was cute and thought that I wouldn’t actually mind marrying her but then, then I found myself being captivated by you. So that day, I went to my father’s office and told him that I had no intention on marrying Mi Young anymore since my mother had already decided on you being my tutor. I was so happy. I really was. So from then on, I decided that I would make us closer and ultimately, I wouldn’t need to marry Mi Young and be allowed to stay with you for the rest of my life.”

My cheeks reddened to no end at this point.

“But my father he-he disagreed. Saying that being gay for a common person would bring shame to the Jungs. Like shit I care about my family name. I mean, tons of people have the same surname but argh. I told him your name and he just mocked at me. The main reason why I didn’t tell you about the goddamned engagement was because I know you. You would probably introduce yourself as my boyfriend and if word got to my father, he would probably send out men to get you and to do what, well that I don’t really want to know.”

‘So that’s why…’

“I know I was a jerk but I’m sorry Jae Joong. I really am. I promise never ever to hide anything from you again and I swear that I—“

Too late.

I kissed him.

Finally! Now we’re talking! … Kissing in this case.

My arms wrapped themselves firmly around his neck as my fingers ran through his hair. God I missed this feeling.

I slid my tongue into his patially open mouth before savouring the taste I missed and craved for so much.

I pulled away slowly and stared deep into his eyes.

“You still could have told me you know. I would have understood.”

He nodded solemnly before placing his hands on my shoulders.

“Jae Joong-ah… I sorry. I’ll never do it again. I swear.”

I smiled and placed my hands against his cheek before leaning my chin on his shoulder.

“Good boy.”

“I’m sorry.”

“That’s not what I want to hear.”

“I missed you.”

“Nope not that either.”

“I’ll never do it again.”

“Try again.”

“Damnit it I love you Jae Joong.”

“I love you too Jung Yun Ho.”

And I leaned in and kissed him. Again.

-END OF POV-

-ALLIE

My shortest chapter-.-