Royal Battles (R) (Complete)
by Alex (Alex1906)
Chapter 36
JaeJoong’s jealousy
Alex p.o.v:
I got home and TOP was waiting for me in the lobby.
-What did she want?
-Well, apparently she’s the one who transports those weapons, TOP…
-What??
-Yes… and she wanted to talk about the war... and I told her about my point of view.
-She didn’t agree, right?
-No… whatever, I really wanted to end this war, but she doesn’t. Anyway, I’ll go to my room, it’s already late and I need to sleep.
-Ok, sleep well!
I walked to my room and got in. I went to the bathroom, washed my face and looked a little into the mirror.
“What have we become, sister?” I asked myself.
After that I went to the window and stood there a little. I felt some arms wrapping around me and keeping me really tight.
-What do you want, JaeJoong?
-To hold you… to love you… I want you…
-Yeah, right!
He suddenly let me go and came in front of me.
-What the hell was TOP talking about?
-What do you mean? I tried to avoid the answer.
-His future wife??? He yelled.
-You know, this doesn’t give you the right to yell in my house and in my room!!
He grabbed me and pulled me towards him, keeping me really tight in his arms.
-You’re mine!! Do you get that??
I blushed because he was really mad and serious when he said that… I couldn’t look him into his eyes and turned my face.
-Look at me!!
But I didn’t. And he got mad and kissed my neck roughly while I start to moan.
-Stop it! I said.
-You like it… he said while he kept kissing my neck.
-I… uh… JJ, stop it!
-Oh, now you call me “JJ” again? Well, how to explain this, Alex? I’ll show you that you love only me!
-It’s not necessary… I can tell you…
-Well? Do you love him too or just me?
I felt like I couldn’t hold on more and I started to cry. I really was weak now and all I wanted was him to keep me tight in his arms.
-I love you, idiot!! Why do you think I didn’t kill you?? Huh??
-Shhh… Don’t cry anymore… I didn’t mean to make you cry.
I held onto him like I wouldn’t want him to leave and stay with me forever and he patted my hair and hugged me tighter.
-I knew it already, but it was the time for you to admit it, don’t you think?
-Maybe it was a little hard since someone killed me…
-Do you really have to bring this up?
-Yes, I do! You killed me although I loved you and I trusted you the most. You just… knew that I trusted you and you used my trust to kill me.
-It wasn’t like this… you have no idea what I felt when I killed you.
-Yeah, right…
-I mean it, Alex! I love you and you know it! Do you think it was easy for me?? Well, it wasn’t! It hurt like hell…
-Than why did you do it????
-She told me to!!
He let me go and took a few steps away from me. He tried to be calm but he couldn’t. His eyes were red, I knew he was furious because TOP and because of what he has done.
-I thought she really mean it so, as her servant, I accomplished her wishes. But when I came back home she told me she didn’t think I was capable of doing it.
I sat on the bed, shocked of what he was saying to me. I didn’t want to hear anything else so I put my hands on my ears.
-Shut up!!
-Look at me, Alex! He said kneeling in front of me.
-No, you look at me, JJ! Look at these scars and you’ll see the pain I went through…
-I love you…
-I love you too, but this won’t work… you need to go back to your “family” and I’ll stay here with mine.
-Just because Andra said she doesn’t want to end the war and mix up the races doesn’t mean I have to give up on you.
I looked into his eyes and I saw he was really serious this time. I leaned forward and kissed him. Then he hugged me again and whispered in my ear “I will never let you go… I won’t lose you again, baby…”