| Fan Fiction |
by AlexaDBSK
After I visited all those places, I went to the studios to see the manager.
-Hello, JaeJoong, he said.
-I’ll go straight to the subject… where is she?
-What?
-Don’t lie to me anymore!! The guys started to tell me everything until they opened my eyes. She’s not dead, is she?
-No, she’s not.
My heart started to beat again!! I knew it; it was too terrible to be left alone. She’s somewhere here in this world!! We’ll be together again!!
-Where is she?
-In Japan… she stayed there with her step mother and her father.
-Why didn’t you tell me?? Huh??
I was really angry that I almost hit him.
-Well, first because you were dragged away by the others… you saw me crying but I didn’t cry because she was dead. Were tears of happiness… after that I cried of sadness too.
-Why is that? Is she ok?
-No, she’s not. Her brain damages left her a month paralyzed… and more… she lost her memory.
I felt like my legs will melt and I’ll fall down, but I grabbed the table and kept my balance.
-She doesn’t remember anything….?
-Well, she started to remember lately… but no, she doesn’t remember you, if that is what you want to hear.
My tears came down on my cheeks and the manager came closer to me.
-Listen… I will give you one chance to see her… but I want you to promise me it’ll be the last time when you’ll see her!
-No! I can’t! How can you ask me that??
-You are not allowed right now to stay by her side!! You have concerts and a lot of stuff to do!! Wake up, boy, it’s not like you’re an ordinary person.
-I want to see her…
-Ok… this weekend you will… pack your bags, we’re going to Japan…
So we did… we went there… we got to her house and there she was in her room… Oh my God, she was alive, she really was!! I couldn’t believe my eyes and I wanted to go to hug her, but the manager stopped me.
-No! Remember that she doesn’t know you… you can’t pressure her.
-I won’t, just leave me alone with her…
I got closer and closer and I saw that she was reading a book… I can’t believe it!! It’s the book I gave her as a gift, last Christmas… and now its 23rd December so it’s been exactly a year…
-Hey, I said.
She looked at me with the same face back then, when I first met her. I took a sit in front of her, as she put the book aside and started to smile.
-Do I know you? She asked.
I was struggling not to cry, so I bit my lip.
-No, you don’t… but I do…
-Really?
-Yeah…
She looked at me intensely, like she was remembering something but then she got up and went to pick some flowers that were in her room. I got up too and went after her.
-Here… take this…
I got a white rose from the table and handed to her. I saw her smiling just like she used to smile just for me.
-How did you know?
-Well, let’s say I’m a psychic.
She started to laugh and looked a little strange at me.
-No, you’re not…
-How do you know if I am or not?
-I just know…
-Ok…
I took her hand in mine and she looked scared a little.
-No, don’t be like this; I won’t do anything to you.
-Uh… can we go back? I want to sit down.
-Sure…
But just when I got there, the manager made me a sign, which showed that the meeting came to an end.
-I have to go, Ayumi…
-So soon? Ok…
-I promise I will come back… I will…
-Ok, I trust you.
I bend down and kissed her cheek while I whispered in her ear “I still love you”. After I took 3 steps, she said with low voice.
-I know, JaeJoong… I know…
I was in shock. She recognized me?? I turned back to her and she smiled.
-You… you…
-I guess I just remembered…
-Oh God, I love you!!
I hugged her and she did the same, while the manager was looking at us with an angry face.
-You have no idea how much I missed you… I thought you… you…
-JaeJoong, let’s go!! The manager said.
-You should go… Merry Christmas, Jae…
-What about us??
-Well, I guess it was never meant to be, right? But… call me sometimes…
-No, I won’t call you… I’ll come to see you… I will love you until you will be only mine!
And I left. Before I got out from her room, I heard her crying…
“Don’t be scared, baby… We will be together again… I promise…”
They already have everything of us... your memories, my pain, everything... but they can never take us yesterday…
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“I thought our days would last forever
but it wasn’t our destiny
cause in my mind we had so much time, but I was so wrong
no I can believe that
I can still find the strength in the moments we made
I’m looking back on yesterday.”