| Fan Fiction |
by Alexa
Alex p.o.v:
-Yah!! Let me go!!
We got to a private room… well, it wasn’t like a room, I mean there was no door and no walls at the entrance; most likely the room had the shape of the letter “U”. Some curtains were replacing the walls at the entrance, but those curtains were kind of transparent. He went straight to the couch while he sat down, pulling me on top of him. My knees were on the couch and I was sitting on his lap, facing him.
-Yahh!! What are we doing…?
But he started to kiss my neck and I stopped from talking. He was giving me a lot of pleasure and I might sound crazy, but I dreamed of this when I was at school watching him from a far distance. I wanted to get off so I moved myself a little but I guess it only turned him on more. His hands went from my waist to my ass to prevent me from getting off and I moaned when I felt this, but then opened my big eyes when I realized it.
-Yah!! Stop it, let me go…
Yet, he didn’t say a thing so I started to fight in his arms not realizing that I was causing him a lot of pleasure down there.
-Stop moving or I’ll take you right here and trust me, I don’t care that people can see us, he finally said.
Then I thought that all the moves I made touched his privates and I blushed like hell, shaking my head hard.
-Let me go!!
He flipped me over and I was sitting between his legs, with my back facing him. He started to lick my ear lobe and I felt him getting even more turned on than before. His right hand went under my t-shirt and started to rub it against my tummy. He slowly let his hand slide down to unbutton my pants…
-S-stop it…
-What? Are you afraid that someone might see us?
-Of course!
-That means you want it, right? He whispered in my ear, making me feel chills down the spine.
-I… let’s just stop it; I need to go with home with Lexie.
He started to laugh and placed his right hand on my cheek, making me look at him.
-When I said you’ll sleep over at a friend, I meant me…
I knew what he meant!!! I was just hoping that he’ll let me leave with Lexie… I looked at him, pouting and he smirked.
-Besides, Lexie is busy with Min so she won’t go home, I bet.
-How do you know that? It’s not like Min is your friend…
-But Lexie is your friend and I heard what she told you… that she’ll stay this night over Min’s house.
I didn’t know what else I could say so I stood there quiet. He stood up, with me in his arms and he took my hand heading to the exit.
-What are you doing?? I asked.
-Let’s get out of here…
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Delia p.o.v:
After I returned from the bar, I saw Denisa was gone. “Where the hell are they?” I asked myself. I saw Diana still dancing with Chun, Andra the same with Jae. I didn’t see Alex and TOP and neither Lexie with Min. So I stood there, enjoying my lonely night when someone took a seat right in front of me. My heart stopped: it was Chiro.
-Where’s Alex?
-I don’t know…
-Come on, you have to know… she’s your friend! Where is she??
-I really don’t know… last time I saw her, she was heading to a private room with TOP.
-What???
-Wow, chill… why do you ask? Do you like her?
-No, I don’t… I don’t usually like every girl I help…
-Wow, that’s something new…
-Excuse me?
I saw him getting angry so I couldn’t look at him anymore. He came closer to me and I was ready to receive his punch. But he didn’t hit me, instead he came closer and closer until he was about to kiss me.
-Don’t shake like this, honey, I won’t hurt you…
And he left. Phew, I thought I was about to die… but he left and I was alive and… where the hell were those girls???
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Lexie p.o.v:
I got off from his car and he did the same, while he came to me and grabbed my hand. Just about when we had to enter in his house, he signed me to be quiet and opened the door slowly. We went to his bedroom and he locked the door. I gulped; I knew what was about to come and I was really scared, because I didn’t know him.
-Uh… I…
-You what? He said while he pushed me against the wall.
-Min, we should… uh… I mean, I should…
-You should kiss me… now!
He started to lick my lips with his tongue, making me want him more. He started to squeeze my thigh and he lifted my right leg up to his pelvis.
-Yah!! Stop it, Min…
-I won’t…
He started to kiss me more and more… then I realized that I need to make him stop.
-Let me go!! I don’t like you…
-You don’t? Because I see you do…
-Yah!! Kang In looks better than you, why should I like you?
-Kang In?? He said angry.
-Yeah, Kang In! What’s the problem?
-The problem is you like what I’m doing to you… and stop saying that bastards’ name.
-I won’t stop, because I…
But his hand went under my t-shirt and started to squeeze my skin. I was moaning and he was kissing me roughly on the neck. His other hand was still holding my leg up to his waist.
-Ahhh… I… no… ahhh… stop it…
-Moan my name, Lex…
-No… I won’t… Ahhhh… Kang In…
-Not that bastards’ name!! Mine, Lexie, mine!!
-I… ahhh, I won’t!!
I was breathing fast and he kept pushing his body against mine. I felt he was hard and he really wanted me to be his, but I knew it would only be like this: I will be his girl for sex and nothing more. I didn’t want that, that’s why I tried to make him stop.
-Kang In ahhh…
He hit the wall with his fist and looked at me really angry.
-If you’ll say that name again, I swear…
-You’ll beat me??
-No… I will do something else…
He lifted me up from the ground and took me to his bed. Oh God, I really wanted him, I guess that I was starting to like him. I gave him a scared look and he smirked.
-You don’t even know how I am going to punish you…
I gulped and he started to rub his hands against my tummy, then on my waist and on my thighs. My t-shirt went off and so did his shirt and I saw his chest. I couldn’t help but starring at it, while he kissed my lips fast.
-I may not have the chest that Kang In has… but you like this for sure… and he can’t do this to you, because you’re mine!! Just mine, Lexie…
-Ahh… Uhh… Min… I… you barely know me…
-Do you think I care?
I wanted to hit him right in his face! What does he want to say with that? Just what I thought at the beginning: that I’ll be his girl just for sex and nothing else. I wanted to stand up from the bed, but he pushed me on my back again, while his hands went from my shoulders to my bra. He wanted to take it off, but I was struggling not to let him. Just when I was about to fight again, he started to squeeze that part of my body, making me arch my back and moan more.
-So… what name will you say now?
-Ahhh… just… stop it…
-You don’t want me to stop… you like this, admit it…
-I… ahhh…
His pants flew to the floor, just like mine. I didn’t even realize when that happened, but it did. And I was now naked, under him, moaning and wanting to be his, but knowing that he’ll dump me the next day. He started to kiss my abdomen, then up to my chest, my neck and finally my lips, while his hands were squeezing every inch of my body. I was in such a pleasure that I didn’t want him to wait anymore; I wanted it now.
-I want you… to be mine…
He whispered to my ear, making me feel like nobody else did. I saw he was turned on really bad and he couldn’t wait anymore. I closed my eyes tightly and put my hands around his neck, pulling his face closer to me.
-I-It’s my… my first time…
I whispered in his ear, while he kissed my cheek softly.
-Don’t worry; I’ll make you feel like you’re in Heaven. That’s a promise…
I closed my eyes again and let him do what he wanted to me. He rubbed his body against mine a little and then he entered in me.
-Aaaahhh!!!!!! It hurts…
-Shhh, you’ll wake up my parents…
He started to kiss me to make me quiet. The pain was still there, yet he didn’t move. When I relaxed and he felt this, he started to make me his and I soon felt pleasure not pain. Yet, I wanted him to stop it, but I couldn’t make him.
-Ahhh, Min… Stop it, no more…
-Oh, now you’re moaning my name?? Well, let’s see how you’re going to moan more…
And he started to push in me faster and deeper until he released himself. He lay on me, while I felt all the pleasure from before vanishing. The pain came back again and my tears began to come in my eyes. He stood up and went to the bathroom, taking a shower. I started to cry now really hard; he made me feel good, but that was the only thing he has done. I wanted him to love me, to hug me, to kiss me gently, yet… he didn’t do anything of that. I took my clothes, got dressed quickly and left his house. Lucky me, I still had some money and even though it was 1 am in the morning I found a taxi and went home. I got in my shower, while I could barely stand on my feet. It was really hard the first time, I knew it, but I was also hurt inside. I took a bath and then went to sleep with tears coming down on my cheeks…
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Alex p.o.v:
I really hoped my mind won’t go crazy… being at his house, in his apartment, was exactly what I dreamed for but…
-Let’s continue... he said, while coming closer to me.
I knew he wanted to have me, but it was too awkward and I never wanted to happen this way.
-You know… your hair smells delicious… orange…
-It’s m-my… shampoo…
He sniffed my hair and kissed me on the neck, while sucking on my skin.
-Ahhh!! I… uh…
He pushed me on the bed and went on top of me. I was looking into his eyes and he smirked, while he started to pull my t-shirt, wanting to take it off. I start to tremble and he felt it.
-Why are you shaking?
-Uh… I…
-Is this your first time?
-No…
He looked at me shocked. He didn’t expect me to say this, so he started to ask questions.
-When did it happen?
-Almost 2 years ago… I… I’ve been… uh…
He opened his mouth, blinked a few times before he realizes what I was going to say.
-Who raped you?
-A guy I liked… it wasn’t really raping but…
-What do you mean it wasn’t really raping?? You’re shaking and I just started to touch you!!
-He did force me but at certain point, I… I felt kind of pleasure…
-You liked him…
He suddenly stood up and looked at me a little; he went towards the door then stopped before open it.
-You sleep here… I’ll just… sleep on the couch…
And he left me alone. My tears started to come down my cheeks because I now remembered everything it happened… yes, I liked that guy and he did rape me… still, he was my first love…
The next day, I woke up while he was in the shower. I quickly made some sandwiches and waited for him. When he got out, he had just a towel around his waist and he was wet from head to toes… I guess he didn’t expect me to be awake.
-Uh… what are you doing here?
-I… I-I was just…
I blushed like hell and I guess he smiled; I am not sure because I turned my head as fast as I could. Then he went to his room, put some clothes on and came to me, taking a sandwich while he headed to the fridge and took a bottle of water.
-Uh, you live alone, right?
-Yeah, it’s a small apartment but if I live alone I don’t need another one bigger.
-But… how come you have a car like that and a motorcycle?
-Not mines, the boss gave them to me. Hurry up, I’ll take you home.
-Ok…
After I ate the second sandwich, I grabbed my purse and followed him to his car. In 10 minutes, we arrived in front of my house. Compared to his apartment, my house was 5 times bigger.
-Thanks for the ride…
-No problem.
-Uh… bye…
He didn’t say anything. He became as cold as I knew him and when I saw this, I got off his car and went inside the house.