| Fan Fiction |
by ArCoUz08_2
my first one is called Fate & Destiny http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/ArCoUz08/
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Your POV
Have you ever felt like something about your life is missing? like something that you can't fill up? no matter how hard you try? that's what I feel... everyday, ever since i was born. It's not like it's a bad thing. it has always been me and my dad living our lives here in the city of Seoul, in relative-wise i was lonely, i don't even hear of a cousin or a niece anywhere around me, my dad is an only child and my grandparents are dead. My mother though, was something that my dad won't even mention anything about. he said that her death was so painful for him to even think of, that's why he's very protective of me... i was her spitting image.
another thing that was missing from me, is my "twin", he apparently died with my mother at birth. patronizing isn't it? i feel so guilty for all of it, i feel like I took my brothers and my mom's lives. living through this knowledge and still being persuaded that it was not my fault is really hard to trust, even though i was an innocent baby then. do you see now? I will be the last one of me in this world as no one else would spread our family name, usually father's would do something about that but my dad is different. he wouldn't date anyone else, maybe because his love for my mother was too great. i admire him, i want to love and be loved like theirs are, but for my situation? that's not going to happen anytime soon, you see, I'm a very masculine girl.
it's all my dad's fault and also mine as i killed her and ended growing up without a mother's care.
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Yunho's POV
my life is... complete, i have my family, relatives and friends. although i always feel like there is something missing from me, maybe because my dad is really cold towards me. i have got with girls before, hoping that maybe they can fill up that hole. but none of them was able to, that just sucks!
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now you guys might be wondering what has yunho got to do with you? keep reading and find out!
and if your thinking that this is just a mere love triangle.. i can reassure you now that you are WRONG!
jaejoong will come in sometime
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