| Fan Fiction |
by ArCoUz08_2
sorry for the late update dudes! school is shit... i'm getting loads of homework and it's our last week of being yr 9! how cool is that? very...
and who's watching Romance Zero?...KangIn oppa is so cute! ^^
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Your POV
it was Monday today, and i had to miss a week of school to stay here...in this hospital, god am I bored! JaeJoong oppa is going to bring me back some notes from our lesson's that I've missed... what would i do without him? although, while he's at college, i have to stay here alone. i decided to hobble outside to get some fresh air using my crutches: doctor's orders. it was really annoying..it was really hurting my armpits and my palms,...once in a while i would stop and wince from the pain in my ankle. i don't know why it hurt so much...
" Miss _____!! Miss ______!!!..." my doctor Mr. Byun ran over to me.
"oh..Ahjussi! Good Morning...!" i mumbled to him as he finally reached me
"Why are you outside?! and alone? aish..your ankle must be hurting!" he explained panicking...
"Ahjussi..no need to worry...I'm fine, it stings sometimes but i can handle it...it's only a sprain" i shrugged
"no! its not ONLY a sprain ________ah...it is much more serious than that! didn't Mr Kim tell you?" he asked
"Mr. Kim??...ah! JaeJoong Oppa...what do you mean Ahjussi? much more serious?" i replied
"you can loose your feet _________ ah! please don't risk it... please don't walk around like this carelessly...!" he explained
"what?! what do you mean? I don't get it.." i was really scared now. not understanding what he is saying..i can loose my feet form a sprain? or was it JUST a sprain?
"i guess that JaeJoong didn't tell you then...come with me...i will explain..." he insisted and i followed him without hesitation...just to get rid of my curiousness
he lead to an x ray room, the light was so bright, it was blinding, Mr. Byun picked a piece of black plastic film and placed it on the light. it was my ankle bones.
"here, you see? your ankle is somehow twisted, a vein got stuck in it and it won't leave, that explains the pain every time you move it." he explained
"so...what am i supposed to do? how long will it heal? i need to make up for my dad," i smiled but his face didn't.
"you can't _________ah..i am sorry..." he apologized
"what do you mean? it won't go back?! I'm going to be like this for life?!" i was getting frustrated and angry now.
"there are choices _______ah... you can get surgery and get the vein out, it has not been yet confirmed perfect but, as i said to JaeJoong before, we will try our best...either that or you can wait until it goes back to by its own accord. it will take time and you will feel a lot of pain in both choices...i am sorry to tell you but, you won't be able to play ANY sports or run. in a few weeks, the vein will be able to stretch in between the bones a bit so you will be able to walk. but that is all....again..i am sorry" he explained
i stayed quiet as i was completely speechless, shocked, angry and sad. why would all of this happen to me now? just when i was just about to start something new.
"you told JaeJoong this?" i croaked preventing the tears coming out of my eyes
"yes i have, i would've thought he has already told you." he replied
"ok Ahjussi...thank you for confirming with me.." i said looking down, with my eyes slowly leaking, tears came down one by one and i wiped them with my arm. i waited for a few hours before going out...i didn't know why. then i decided to head back to my room and rest, then i found JaeJoong going ballistic at the nurse looking for me.
"Nurse! WHERE IS SHE! THE GIRL IN THIS ROOM?! ____________!!" he shouted at the nurse, the nurse was scared at him and was prepared to call the mental home until
"JaeJoong!" i shouted at him, not calling him forth to me but because i was angry...why didn't he tell me? i could've lost my foot...no...correction...my LEG in a second!
"THERE YOU ARE! I WAS LOOKING FOR YOU EV-" he screamed at me looking all worried but he suddenly stopped when i slapped him
"why didn't you tell me?! JaeJoong... why?" i cried, my tears flowing on their own, even if i tried to stop them, they would still leak out.
"about wh--.. oh... you found out." he murmured looking down and stroking his cheek.
"how long were you going to keep it from me?! huh?! when i have already lost my foot?!" i screamed at him making everyone turn around and look at us.
"let's not this out here" he stated and carried me suddenly bridal style to my room. after, he put me down and stared at my teary eyes.
"_________ah..i am sorry..it's just that...i didn't know how to tell you..." he murmured again looking away from me
"so...you decided to NOT tell me?!" i shouted and he flinched
"ssshhh..calm down please ___________ah.. i was going to tell you! but i knew you would react this way!" he replied with concern
"well... i wanted YOU to tell me JaeJoong... i didn't want to hear it from someone else..." i cried holding my palm in my mouth to prevent me from breaking down. he didn't reply and was just speechless in front of me, with apologetic eyes.
"did you know how i felt when i heard? i wouldn't react this bad if i heard it form you!!...you know why?" i cried again... but he was still looking away form me.
"LOOK AT ME!" i shouted making his eyes meet mine.
"i needed you JaeJoong...it was so shocking to me and you weren't there.. you said you would stay with me... no body comforted me, all i heard was 'sorrys'." i explained to him
"I am very sorry __________ah" he apologized
"NO! i don't want to hear your sorrys! I've had enough with the doctor, not you too...your sorrys are not going to help me now." i snapped
he hugged me tightly, i pushed him away because i was mad at him but also i didn't want to bother him, i didn't want to be a burden to him... like i wasn't enough damsel already. as i did this, he hugged me tighter making all my suppressed feelings inside, out. i wouldn't be able to do sports, my dad, we won't be able to spend time together, I'll be a big problem to both of them and i do not...do not want to loose my foot.
i cried burying my face in his chest, by the sound of it...he was crying too, which me cry more. i couldn't stand it. a few minuted later
"___________ HONEY! APPA@S HE--" he yelled inside the room surprising me, but when he saw the both of us...
"what happened?" he asked JaeJoong with serious eyes, i was so frustrated during this day and i slowly drifted off to sleep with JaeJoong stroking my hair.
he explained everything to my dad and he also broke into tears.
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Yunho's POV
finally my mother let me out of my room and made me some dinner, i was trying to be a rebel and tried NOT to eat but i couldn't resist anymore, i ate it all like a pig. after i finished, she went to wash the dishes and had the guards to pull me back to my room. oh my god, not again.
"Umma... " somebody else muttered in the background.. it wasn't me, sure wasn't me...but who was it? i turned around to see
"SeungHyun ah! come, eat! i saved some for you" my mother cooed at him...what the fuck was this?
"YAH!Umma...who the hell is he?!" i shouted making him face me with furrowed eyes.
"this is....SeungHyun...your brother. he's your father's son." she explained with obvious pain in her eyes
"Fa-...fa--..father's son?! from another woman?! fuck no! he is not my brother! and YOU are not his Mother! i yelled in anger, first ________ah, now this? it can't get any worse can it?! a few moments of awkwardness, SeungHyun finally broke the silence
"your father is my father and now...your mother is MY mother, as mine passed away... do you understand now...Bro?" he smirked, apparently it CAN get worse
"YAH! I AM NOT YOUR BROTHER! UMMA! GET HIM OUT OF THIS HOUSE!" i yelled
"i can't Yunho..and i won't... " she snapped
"take him upstairs.." she ordered the guards, instead of them grabbing me by my already bruised arm, i got out of their grip and decided to walk to my room myself. why is this happening to me?
i layed myself on the bed and sighed. this is fats, first my girlfriend is in the hospital and now i have a brother plus my mother is being such a bitch! seriously...what has gotten into her? i really need to see _________, i could care less with SeungHyun.
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ok guys, 2 more days and it's my spring break!
so guys choose, whether you want your foot to be fixed by surgery or by time.. you vote..
:D
ArCoUz08
xoxox