| Fan Fiction |
by ArCoUz08_2
'Time' won over surgery...so sorry for those who wanted it for the surgery.
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JaeJoong's POV
she has calmed down now and i have told her father everything. his heart was broken into pieces... it just makes me MAD that i really can't do anything, i feel so useless.
I didn't go home again and slept in the hospital with ________. most of the night, i just stared at her angelic face, it was full of sorrow...i layed myself down in the small couch in the room and the next morning i woke up late and she woke up before me.
"psst... wake up JaeJoong ah...oppa..." she cooed nudging me a little.
"mmm..." i replied, turning my back on her, to be honest, i was already awake but i just wanted to lie down a little more since i haven't got much sleep.
"JaeJoong ah... wake up...you still have college..." she cooed again...wait..it was Tuesday today..co..college! i shot up from my fetal position and looked at her smirking at me.
"Aish!" i whined
"why didn't you go home last night...now look, your all tired." she replied
"it's okay... I'll catch up easily..." i replied and got up to leave.
" I'm going home to take a shower and change, then I'll be straight back when college has ended ok?" i continued
"no..you don't have to oppa, appa's going to be here today anyway, i don't want you to blame me for your crashing social life" she protested
"i want to... and please...don't do anything..stupid." i pleaded and walked out. i made a funny face by the window so that she will laugh at least this once. ever since yesterday, she hasn't been smiling at all, not like her usual self.
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SeungHyun's POV
i just got in my so called father's home. it was better than i expected i got more than what i wanted. i got a new car, money in my bank and brand new clothes. i am being transfered into Seoul college and I'm going to start on Monday. by that time, i will get girls as well, as I've heard Yunho will be coming with me to introduce me and show me around. like i needed any of that, it's very obvious that he hates me but with just one word from our dad. he does it, like a lost puppy. it's funny actually, the way he's so pathetic.
these past 2 days since i moved in, i was welcomed warmly by my father's wife. it sickens me that i have to call her Umma, and of course there are reasons behind that. my REAL mother is in the hospital, very sick.
*flashback*
"Se...Seung..Hyun..my son...come closer" my mother croaked lying on her hospital bed, i did as i was told and held her hand close to my chest
"it's time that you find out the truth, your..your father is..is..alive." she continued
"what?" i asked
"he is alive, in Seoul... go find him...and get what you deserve, at least when i am gone, i know that someone will take care of you" she said
"umma...don't talk like that" i pleaded
"please my son..promise me, you will find him" she insisted
"umma..i promise.." i confirmed tightening my grip on her hand and she slowly drifted of to sleep.
*end flashback*
my plan was to get money out of him and get my move my mother here in the city so that she will get better treatment, she has Leukemia and is getting worse...that's why I have to be a god son to this bastard. he left my mother for his wife and never said a word to her ever since. and that i was only a mistake. the last thing he said to her was "i was just playing with you and now that i had my fun. I'll go to the person i really love."
pretending to like this man turned out to be surprisingly easy, i thought it would be a little difficult, as it is my father... that i have never knew until 2 days ago.
my mother is going to get moved here in the city hospital tomorrow afternoon, so i needed to spare a room for her and make everything unnoticed by my "family"
when i got there, i scrunched up my nose form the smell, i have always hated hospitals; the needles, medicine, wheelchairs, vomit, stitches and worst of all...my biggest weakness: Blood. i know it is very embarrassing for me to say, but i faint at the sight of it, i puke at the smell of it and shiver at the touch of it. as you can see, i am very sensitive with blood, even if it's just a little paper cut...because i believe that our blood should stay INSIDE of our body and stay that way.
*flashback*
*6th grade*
"okay class, our topic for today's lesson is 'Puberty'... some of you may have gone through it already some may not." Mr. Choi explained while writing on the board
i didn't know anything about it so i was curious, as we went through the lesson, the guys laughed and blushed when we talked about genitals and how we grow and blah blah blah blah blah...
then it came, we have to talk about the girls 'bits'
"now girls, there's no need to be shy, all of you go through it...here is a cartoon video of a normal menstrual cycle." Mr. Choi explained again. what is me..mest..menstrual? i put my hand up to ask a question
"Sir. what is menstrual?" i asked coolly, making the whole class quiet and waiting for Mr. Choi's answer.
"well SeungHyun ah, it's a bit odd of you to be curious about such a thing but I'd be happy to answer, just don't regret you asked ok?" he smirked, why would i regret it?
"menstrual is what girls get when they are turning into ladies, to speak about it scientifically... waste or dirty blood, whatever you prefer to call it, disperses itself out of the girls body, this lasts for five days each month and as this goes on...the girls get their breasts and shape." he continued...i sill didn't get it.
"eeww... where does the waste go?" i asked again
"you'll see in the video" he smirked again, it seems like he was really enjoying this.
as the video played, it talked about something called tampons and pads. and as it was about to finish, it instructed how to put them on and stuff, it was disgusting. they also explained how they suck up the blood coming out and how you push in the tampon and pull it back out. the next thing i know i was hyperventilating and darkness covered my eyes.
*end flashback*
god that was embarrassing. i talked to the nurse in the reception and she gladly gave me the favor. I don't know why but i had the urge to stay in a little bit longer. i walked around and looked inside the rooms..some had crying people and some had sleeping beauties and one had... a really pretty girl in crutches hobbling around her room. what the hell was she doing? i looked in closer to examine her, she was smiling and giggling a little bit, she wasn't insane right?
right after 10 or so seconds our eyes met and my heart pounded inside my chest...and it won't stop, wtf?1 i don't even know this girl! i looked down to the floor and grabbed my top. then a soft voice came form behind me
"Hey! what's your name?" she asked as her head was peeping through he door, i couldn't help but answer her
"my name is SeungHyun...how about you?" i asked
"I'm ___________" she replied gladly
"what are you doing here? why don't you come in...I'm pretty bored and i need company" she continued and i was not going to pass out of a really pretty girl. i would be crazy! so i went in and sat on the couch while watching her struggle with her crutches, one time her hand slipped and she nearly fell, however i got to her fast enough t catch her by the waist. oh my god. we only know each other's names!
"kamsahamnida!" she cheered, and i smiled back too
after a few moments, we spoke and told stories to each other...i blurted our my blood secret to her and she blurted out her embarrassing birthmark on her butt and that it was only her and her dad. this was like kindergarten, we just met and it feels like were best friends that has never ever been separated. we continued on talking and playing rock, paper or scissors and even i spy with my little eye. spending time with her made me feel like i was a kid again, a pure innocent kid without any problems.
"Rock, paper, sc--" i started but got cut of when someone went inside the room.
"__________ honey how are you?" i think this is her appa...i was right
"appa! I'm feeling a lot better now! this is SeungHyun by the way...he kept me company while waiting for you." she explained to her father
"hello..." i said gently and bowed
"what a fine young fellow...thank you for keeping my daughter company..." he smiled back at me.
i didn't know what it was but i felt my cheeks getting hotter. i think i was blushing. who wouldn't? i mean i just met her today and I'm already getting introduced to her father.
"well, I'll better get going now and leave you 2 alone" i suggested
"okay SeungHyun...wait..can i give you a nickname?" she asked
"sure.." i smiled back, no one has given me a nickname before.
"great! Seungie..." she teased...'Seungie'...it's cute!
i bowed and headed to the door
"Seungie!... you'll visit me again..neh?" she asked hopeful
"sure... if it's okay" i replied and took a glance at her dad
"it would not be a problem..." he assured then i smiled back at her and headed outside the door.
i walked down the hallway and i bumped into this girl looking guy
"watch where your going..will you?" i said annoyed, but he just ignored me and walked on, heading into...________'s room!
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oooooooohhhhhhh! TOP is having a crush on you!
because your so HOT!
nyahahaha!
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and i will update f&d season 2 tomorrow as promised!