| Fan Fiction |
by Arabel
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It's been a week since the cheating brother ordeal, May 26th, Saturday. The last day of school and the show is in 2 days. We have the performances down to a science. We just have to rest our voices until then. I'll be keeping my speaking to a minimum. I hope so anyway.
The whole week Seung Hyun keeps looking at me--I glare back and he just has that stupid smirk of his to reciprocate. He's really starting to tick me off!!!
-Morning of May 26th-
-Knock Knock-
I ignored the knocking and kept playing on the computer.
-Knock Knock Knock-
I'm trying to ignore you! Leave me alone!
-Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock-
I grouchily stood up and opened the door. "What the hell do you want?" I said as I saw Seung Hyun about to knock again. "Want to keep talking about your false accusations about my self confidence again?" I said sharply.
"Just admit it already Sae Ri shi. I know you know it's true. Admitting it will solidify it--scared to do it?" He said inviting himself into my room. Is he not afraid of the warning they give him about my room? Stupid jerk I just haven't taught you a lesson yet! I closed the door and jumped back when I saw him standing really close to me when I turned around.
"I'm perfectly fine--and did you ever learn about a person's personal bubble?"
"Bubble?"
"Space."
"Yeah, but I don't care. Are you going to admit it or are you going to keep living in denial?" He wouldn't budge and kept me close to the door.
"I'm NOT in DENIAL!" There goes my hope for keeping my talking to a minimum.
"Your way of living is very unhealthy you know."
"Is kicking defenseless girls while they were down any better?"
"About the same level I guess. But I know I'm that way. I admit it. What about you?"
"So what if I'm in denial? So what if I'm insecure. So what if I try too hard to cover up my inside issues? What are you going to do about it? Are you going to hel--" I was cut off rudely...by his mouth being shoved onto mine. How very cliché don't you think. Maybe he watched too many dramas.--Back to present life!
I was shocked by his sudden action--but even more shocked beyond comprehension of my own actions. I kissed him back fervently. I was hardly thinking, just doing. Some where in my shocked-ness I was pushed up against the door with my legs wrapped around his waist. We were practically welded together. My hands knotted in the his hair; our breathing was kept to a minimal.
We were like this about a minute, I'm not sure, when the doorbell rang and I remembered I invited Kara over. I shoved him away.
"Leave!" I opened the door and dragged him out. He seemed to be enjoying himself too much right now. I kicked him towards his room and slid down stairs to open the door.
"You seem out of breath." Kara noted when she walked in.
"I was practicing in my room. Then I ran down here to open the door." Good job! Way to lie on your feet Sae Ri!
"Oh, you know you have to rest till the big day right?" She frowned.
"I won't practice then. You speak of it like a wedding day or something." We walked upstairs and ran into Seung Hyun.
"Hey." Kara greeted him like she would any other day. I ignored him and he smirked at me like any other day. But there was more meaning to our actions. I wanted to ignore what had happened earlier, he wants to tease me about it. Great.
When we got to my room I started thinking about it even more so I started talking to Kara.
"Have you ever liked someone you don't want to like? Like you REALLY hate the person but you like them--not even you type of guy but--GAH! Never mind." I threw myself onto my bed.
"I think I get it a little. Hey, I'll be right back okay?" She said and left the room.
Without any distraction the images came back full force. I started thinking negative thoughts about him quickly.
'Seung Hyun is fat belly pig!'
'Seung Hyun is so stupid his IQ is how many feet tall he is!'
'Seung Hyun is SO ugly!'
'Seung Hyun has a stupid nick name!'
'Seung Hyun has soft lips!'
"I'm not supposed to be thinking that! Start over!"
'Seung Hyun is a pig!'
'Seung Hyun is an arrogant jerk!'
'Seung Hyun is TALL!'
'Seung Hyun's eyes are so pretty especially with his long eye lash--'
"What's wrong with me?" I changed into my bathing suit and ran into my back yard and quickly jumped into my pool. I swam a few laps to cool off. I didn’t notice Young Bae, Ji Yong, Daesung, and Kara talking when I ran out but I noticed them staring at me like I was a maniac on my 6th lap.
"What’s wrong Sheri?" Kara asked moving closer to the edge of the pool.
"Just been a while since I last swam that’s all." I said coming up from the water. "Water feels nice on hot days. Seemed like a nice day out." I was rambling. I would sound messed up to appa even. "I think I’ve gone crazy Kyo Na. One word from someone and I lose composure." I took a deep breath, "I refuse to be a softie!" I jumped in the water and swam more laps.
"Poor Sae Ri. Seems to have developed a crush on an enemy it seems. I wonder how this'll end up." Kara whispered to the guys. The reason why she wanted to talk to them--Young Bae only really--was about Sae Ri and her boy problems. She hadn't encountered this before.
"I wonder who it is." Ji Yong said counting the laps.
"Hey guys, what are you doing out here?" Seung Hyun walked out holding a sandwich and soda.
"Counting how many laps Sae Ri can do. How many is she up to hyung?" Daesung asked.
"9. Wait, make that 10."
I stopped at 12 and got out.
"You're not supposed to be over exerting yourself like this, save--" She was about to scold and lecture me so I turned 'adorably cute' to her.
I made a little pout and big puppy dog eyes quickly to her. "Kyo Na unni..." cue quivering bottom lip. She stopped quickly.
"Fine. Rest. Eat." She sighed. I ran to shower. "I said not to over exert yourself!"
"Like a little running and swimming could do that!" I replied sticking my tongue at her.
I spent my day avoiding Seung Hyu as much as possible.
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Awww! Isn't she just so weird!