| Fan Fiction |
by Khimme
no other than..
Park Yoochun!
Your POV
What is he doing here? Why isn't he at school today?? Aissh
i was looking for a place to hide, but i can't seem to find one. Aissh.. Where should i hide?? Aissh.. this is an emergency! I can't take this seeing him right now. Right after what he did to me. I lost my trust on him. He betrayed me. He promised me that he won't hurt me. But look at me now, i'm still hurt from what happen. and i can't forget about it.
A few seconds, i didn't notice that Yoochun was right infront of me, but i kept looking down because i don't want to see him right now. I don't want to look at him, never! Not really never, but now is not the right time.
"PLease _______--ah....look at me.." he begged.
But i totally ignored it and i still keep my focus on the ground i was looking at.
"Please.._________-ah.." he begged again and lifted my chin up. But i didn't look straight at his eyes, i might cry. I might loose all my strength and flashbacks of images of what he did to me. I don't want to remember that anymore! NEVER! i tried to forget what Kibum did to me but now.. Yoochun..
"Please..._________-ah.. i know you won't forgive me for what i have done, but i wanted to let you know about this. I totally regretted what i've done to you. I just don't know why i did that. I... just wanted to say sorry..Please..____-ah.. at least listen to me , just once.. I really did regret about the sin i did, and i'm truly sorry. Please just hear me out, and i know you won't forgive me that easily, but I'll wait for that time. And i hope we can start over, not as a girlfriend-boyfriend relationship. But as a dongsaeng-oppa relationship. I hope..that time comes ____________-ah..I hope....But for now.... I'm sorry and Goodbye" then he left.
I was still here, standing. Stunned at what he just said. My mind can't focus on one thing anymore. I... i don't know what to feel.
Yoochun's POV
I ... I'm so sorry ___________-ah. It hurts me seeing you in pain. It hurts me a lot more when your hurting because of me.
aissh.. I'm so stupid! I'm so foolish! Why did i do that? I promised to her that i will never hurt her! But look what i have done, i...betrayed her. I hurted her,! The one and only girl i ever loved! The one and only girl i cherished is hurted because of me! Because of that stupid thing i did.! I'm so...stupid!
WAH!! Why in the first place, i lost my control? Why did my hormones gone wild? WHY?? Aissh.. i'm just like other guys, like Kibum. Aissh! I wasn't even different from him. But to be honest, i'm a lot more handsome that him though. aissh! That's not the point! Aissh!
End of his POV
You went back home stunned and very confused. You don't know how you feel about Yoochun anymore, mad...forgiveness...sadness..pain.. and many more.
You saw Jaejoong at the kitchen w/ worried expression on his face.
"YAH! _____________! WHERE HAVE U BEEN?" he shouted.
You didn't answer and just walked pass him. You didn't even bother to answer because of the mix emotions your feeling right now.
"YAH!! ANSWER ME!" as he grabbed your shoulder but you didn't answer and just looked at him w/ tears falling from your eyes. His serious expression was turned into a worried expression.
"Yah.._____________! Why are you crying?? I'm so sorry i shouted at you..but please don't cry" he said as he hugged you. but you didn't stopped at crying. You didn't know what to do now but be in your brother's embrace. In your brother's arms, because you know that the safest place for you.
Jaejoong's POV
_____________-ah didn't answer any of my questions but she just cried. I wonder what happened to her. aissh.. It's not because i shouted at her right? i wished it wasn't me who maked her cry...aissh.. Please stop crying
"Please stop crying __________-ah.."
Aissh..she won't stop crying...but i didn't really mind since i wanted to keep her like this. To embrace her and comfort her. I always wanted to do this for a long time, but that would be kind of weird for us. But now, i won't hesitate to do this anymore. Because i realized that......
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A/N:
Ok..another cliffhanger huh? Well you'll find out soon guys! i'll update on thursday! So don't worry..i can't update tomorrow since i need to study on our unit test on biology on thursday..and i need to study today history for our unit test tomorrow. But yeah..i'm back at updating regularly..not really regularly..but at least.. i did update.. haha
Sorry for my bad english grammars.. i wanted to say sorry..haha..i'm not perfect ok? but please comments.. i really do love reading reader's comments... it will made me closer to readers.. haha
Replies:
@LESLIE
- wow thankz a lot.. i really appreciated your comment. and i also have 2 little brothers..and i don't feel awkward..maybe because i'm older than them..
@JaE_LoVe
- really? wow thankz! you mean "from thick to thin" right? well i wanna say thankz for reading that.. it was my first dbsk fic..haha.. and i also want to recommend you reading my other ongoing fic /Ayumu2 ... titled "I LOVE MY SISTER'S BOYFRIEND" ...
@A.No
- haha..unnie update your fic too! i also wanna read your updtes! especially on your fic "i spied you spying on me"
@Jaemin
- yup your guess is right!
@ShinHye
- ang galing mo ah! HAHa.. yup si yoochun..actually dapat tlga di ko kayo ibibitin nung previous chapter..kaso..trip lng..haha:D
@KimJiJae
- wow thankz a lot! and i'm glad you liked the poster and background..since i kinda make it in a rush..
@Nikkio
- thankz :D ... i made the poster and bg using the program ADOBE PHOTOSHOP..
@JaeSu fan
- here's an update
@mmph92
- here's an update.hope ya like it!!
@HaNa^JaE
-wah.. your guess is right! it is yoochun! wow your good! HAHA:D..your right about learning a new language is fun.. like me.. i really want to learn how to speak korean..and japanese..
@Eun Hae
- well..you'll find out more about yuri's and junsu's role on the next chapters..and yeah..Yoochun you should do something to bring her trust back!!
@-..._3t3rNiTy_...-
- i'm glad you showed up..hehe..i don't mind silent readers..but i hope they'll showed up once in a while..wow i'm also glad you liked the poster and bg.. well it will be the official poster and bg for this fic..haha.. is that ok? or should i make a new one? you'll find out more about yuri's and junsu's role on the next chapters..btw.. how old are you? i just wanted to ask..because i was shocked when you called me unnie..haha but i won't mind
BTW guys..have you seen Bigbang's parody of BEETHOVEN VIRUS? haha.. it's just ...it's really funny..and i never think that seungri would be ...*coughs* pretty... haha:D
-Khimme (July 28,2009)