Fan Fiction

I fell in love w/ my own brother - COMPLETE-

by Khimme

Chapter 18

he realized that he ...

Jaejoong's POV

"Please stop crying __________-ah.."

Aissh..she won't stop crying...but i didn't really mind since i wanted to keep her like this. To embrace her and comfort her. I always wanted to do this for a long time, but that would be kind of weird for us. But now, i won't hesitate to do this anymore. Because i realized that..

I really do love her more than a sister. I wanted to protect her even if i have to risk my life for her sake.

I'm still holding ________-ah in my arms, she's still crying. I can't take this anymore.!! I just hope i was in her place right now, that i'm the one who is feeling the pain she's feeling. I hope.

"________ah...please stop crying..i beg you."

"*sobs* sorry...jae oppa..*sobs*... i just can't..*sobs* take it anymore!"

"Please....stop crying ___________ah... i'll do anything.."

"Will you..stay by my side??? Even just for now?"

"I...Sure.."

"thankz oppa" she hugged me tighter, never wanting to let go.

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I carried her bridal style up to her room. She fell asleep while crying. Aissh.. stupid girl.. *laughs*

I gently lay her on the bed, she's really pretty. Aissh.. I can see why Yoochun really likes her, even I, her brother, fell in love w/ her.

Before i go to my room, i kissed her forehead, "Good night my angel..Sweet dreams" i whispered to her and went to my room.

The next morning...

Your POV

I was woken up by my alarm clock. I looked at the time and it's still early. But i stood up and went to the bathroom, took a bath, changed my clothes, brushed my teeth, comb my hair etc.

After that, i went down to eat breakfast.

Jaejoong oppa was already having breakfast, i joined and started to eat breakfast too.

After that breakfast, i went up to my room and blankly staring at the television which is still off. I ... don't know what to do now.. Aish..!!~~

Jaejoong's POV

_________-ah seems a lot more quiet than before. When can i get my sister back? My old little sister back. I missed her cute and bubbly personality. Aissh..

What can i do for her to make her pain and sadness to go away?

Aish..

I went up to her room to check her up, i lightly opened the door of her room and saw her watching Star king. But it's weird, whenever she watches that show , she always had a smile on her face and she started laughing every single funny thing that the MCs and celebrities do. But now, why? Why can't she forget about that little incident? Did she really love Yoochun that much? Did she really love him??

Aissh! I sat down beside her and started watching Star king too.

"Oppa..."

"HM?"

"You won't do that to me right?"

"What do you mean?"

"You won't do what Yoochun did to me right?"

"Of course i won't. Why would i do that? Your my little sister."

Your POV

"Of course i won't. Why would i do that? Your my little sister."

So..he really thinks of me as a little sister only. He won't love me the way i do. Aissh.. Of course he can't! I'm so stupid. For 100th time! He's my brother! We're blood related! And that's it!! We can never be w/ each other! We're not meant for each other! We were never can be..

"Oppa... what would you think if a brother loves his sister as a girl and not as a sister, and her sister loves her back the way her brother loves her?" i asked.

"i...Hm... That would be..." he can't finish his sentence because he can't think of anything to say about what i just asked.

so i finished it for him.."Disgusting right?" i asked.

"Actually..i don't think so _______-ah.."

i was shocked..

"What do you mean?" i asked still confused about his answer.

"even they're blood related , if the sister really had grown feelings for his brother as a guy, we can't do anything about it. Since her brother is a normal guy too. I meant, that... it's not disgusting for me if a brother and sister fall in love. But as far as i know, for others, it's disgusting... But you asked for my opinion right? so that's what i think...Like right now.."

HUH? What does he mean by that?

"What oppa?"

"About your question... it's.....like us ..."

HUH?

"HEHe... what am i thinking? Of course it's not! Because i'm the only one who fell in love.."

WHAT? did he just said that?

"Sorry ______-ah.. your confused right now... just forget about what i just said.. haha"

He was about to leave the room when i grabbed his wrist and.....

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A/N:
Another cliffhanger ..!~ NYAHAHA!Ok i'm sorry.. that i didn't updated yesterday..i was preparing yesterday for our essay writing contest today..actually many hours ago.. and i don't know if i did well... haha...its my first time joining an essay writing contest at our school. And today was really fun at our school. Nutrition month..there was a cooking contest*i'm not in it coz i joined essay writing contest(english)*, and we didn't have english classes, we just watched some movie at our school's little theater.. but we still had chinese class..but we didn't really do something..i just chatted w/ my friends..and that's it..

Thankz for all who are still supporting this!~ Have a nice day!~

REplies:
@mmph92
- tnx! here's another chapter! hope you like it even it sucks

@zwintiki
- wah! namiss kita! tagal mo kasing nawala..hehe ok lng yan..lahat namn tayo busy eh.. kya ganun.. goodluck sa school!

@Eun Hae
- haha.. yeah..i also hope she will forgive yoochun... and i know she will ..oops..

@JaeSu fan
- oo nga.. here's an update.. buti nga nasa bahay lng kau.. ano kaya iisipin ng iba kapag nasa public places kau nagyakapan

@Deidre
- yeah.. yoochun hurted her like what kibum did to her.. stupid yoochun and his hormones.. lol.. and jaejoong also realized at last! he realized he really loves _____ more than a sister..

@LESLIE
- wah.. i also have a younger brother who is taller than me.. i'm 2 years older than him but he's taller than me.. i'm getting short while my younger brother is getting tall..

@-..._3t3rNiTy_...-
- btw.. what should i call you? haha.. i'm also 14 years old..:D wow.. we're on the same age! I'm born on the month of march..you? and..sorry.. yuri and junsu won't show up right now..maybe on the next next next chapters..since this fic has a long way to go... haha.. and yeah! daesung is really funny! his character and costume there fits him..haha.. i just cant stop laughing when i saw him dance like a crazy woman or something.

@ShinHye
- galing mo talaga dongsaeng! *ok i feel so old* haha..! ako tlga hate ko Bio.. pero ngaun..ok na rin sya..nakikinig na kasi ako lalo sa teacher ko..kysa dati..interesting na kasi ung lessons namin dun.. lalo na ung mga homo erectus..ung mga kingdoms kasi naiinis ko pati ung mga biologists.. ang dami sobra!

@kenjie
- haha..seungri is pretty right? HAHa.. i just can't stop laughing when i saw him wearing a girl's outfit.. but it suits him..

@Caroline
- wow! a new reader! YAY! nice to see a new reader! and i'm glad you like the poster..! your right.. if i have a brother who is like Jae... or who is jae..i can't stop myself from also falling in love w/ him..haha

BTW..guys! Have u seen SNSD sang Kara's Pretty girl and rock u? well just asking for ur opinions.. but i think snsd did the song better than kara did.. their voices are just amazing!! Well i don't know what others think because i'm just a huge fan of snsd.. but i kinda like kara a BIT! But i love T-ara more than Kara.. since i love T-ara's voices..they're better than KARA.. it's my opinion though..i'm not bashing them! I'm telling the truth..

- Khimme (July 31,2009)