| Fan Fiction |
by Khimme
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Your POV
Then the 'new student' came in. Wait..he looks like...
"hi! My name is Kim Kibum..." he said introducing himself to everyone. Every girls started screaming and fangirling over him. What is he doing here? WHY? Why can't he just give up? Why did he came back? Is he here to hurt me again?
Flashback
"Please kibum don't!!" i begged. But he kissed me violently and tears started to fall from my eyes.
"I love you ________! Why can't you see that? Why do you want to break up?"
"Kibum..i.. I'm sorry...but i love someone else..please.." i begged him. "You love your STUPID BROTHER HUH?? YOU KNOW _______! ARE YOU STUPID! HE WILL NEVER LOVE YOU LIKE THE WAY I LOVE YOU! HE CAN'T! YOUR SIBLINGS! I'LL MAKE YOU MINE ____________!! WHATEVER HAPPENS! YOUR MINE! I LOVE YOU!" "No you don't!! Please..." i haven't finished what i'm saying when he started kissing me violently again.
He then started ripping my clothes of.I was pushing him away but he just won't stop, he's too strong for me. He was about to start doing IT when someone kicked the door that was lock where Kibum and I were, it was Yoochun oppa. Yoochun oppa punched Kibum away from me and he started punching him more until he ran away. I was there crying, covering my body, I was almost got raped , then Yoochun took off his coat and put it on me. He then hugged me in embrace. I cried and cried until i fell asleep in oppa's shoulders.
End of flashback
I was thankful that Yoochun oppa came or else i'm not a virgin anymore and i might be pregnant right now. When i started remembering that night, tears fall from my eyes, and i can't control it. But now, i'm strong on the outside, i won't cry but in the inside , the past keeps coming back. WHY?
And we never told Jaejoong oppa about that incident, i don't want him to kill Kibum and i don't him to get into jail. I don't know why but i felt bad for him if he did, even he almost raped me.
"Ok then Kibum-sshi, you can sit behind _________."the teacher commanded him and pointed at the sit behind me. I didn't noticed no one was sitting behind me.. oh shit.
Kibum's POV
I'm so sorry __________ for what happened in the past, but i still came back because i love you. I regret what i did to you , but i still love you. I tried to move on when i was in America but i can't . all i can think is about you and how much i've hurted you. I'm so sorry. Even you can't love me, just please accept my apology.
When i went to my sit, _______ never even looked at me. She was looking at her book, i know she's not reading. Obviously she wanted to ignore me. Aish..
Lunch time..
I wanted to approach her but she was already gone, she's really scared at me right now huh? Who wouldn't? I almost took her virginity.! What am i thinking at that time? Aissh
Flashback
"I'm sorry Kibum..i want to break up.." she said.
"WHAT??" i was shocked. I don't want to let her go. I know she loves her brother but i don't want to let her go. I know she agreed to go out w/ me because i told her she can use me to forget her brother but...
"WHY?? WHY? WHAT DOES YOUR BROTHER HAVE THAT I DON'T?? WHAT?" i shouted at her. i can't control my body anymore.. i started heating her and.... i almost...did IT.
End of flashback
Good thing that Yoochun guy stopped me. Aissh.. Why did i gone wild that time? WHY? I hate myself for hurting her! I already regret it ... can't you see it ___________? Why can you just see me?? I've always love you and i'll always did.
Yoochun's POV
That jerk was back. Aissh.. Jaejoong doesn't know this because _______ doesn't want to tell him. But why is he back now?? To rape her again? to hurt her. Aissh.. i wanted to kill that guy but ______ always stopped me.
I saw ________ sitting beside a tree at our school garden. She was looking and gazing at the flowers. She's so pretty. I then didn't know i was sitting beside her already.
"oppa..what should i do?" she asked, her smile went to a worried face. I also don't know since she doesn't want me to kill that jerk.
"__________, why don't you want it to tell your oppa?" i asked.
"I don't want any fights remember? I want peace. And i can understand Kibum..He did that stupid thing because of his stupid love.." she said. Then her tears started to fall from her eyes. She was crying. I again what i always do when she cries, i hug her. That's all i can do now.
"Don't worry ________, i'll protect you. If he hurts you again , i'll totally kill him this time." i promised. She was just hugging me tightly.
I promised __________ if he really touches you w/ one hand , i'll totally kill him. Even i go to jail , i'll do it.( a bit dramatic huh? )
Your POV
Thank you Yoochun oppa, for being here w/ me. Even though i know your feelings towards me, i just can't love you. I know... i must be a stupid girl. Yoochun oppa is very kind,sweet and handsome. Every girl would want her, but my heart is lock and i don't want to open it. And my heart still belongs to Jaejoong oppa. Yoochun oppa knows all my secret, what happen to my past, and the love i have for my own big brother. That's why, he's always there for me.
I'm thankful...and i'm sorry Yoochun oppa.
I hate myself for loving my brother! I hate myself!
Jaejoong's POv
I was finding _______. She's been missing lately and i'm worried she might get bullied by those stupid fangirls again.
I went to the school garden and saw ______ hugging Yoochun. WTH? are they going out? Did _____ like him? And why did i felt anger and jealousy when i saw them hugging? WHY? I can't have this forbidden feelings for her. I must stop it, or else we'll just gonna get hurt in the end. _______ must find a boyfriend already. She must... or else i might take her away, i might force her to love me, i might hurt her.And she might hate me.
Aisshh...I just went away far from the school garden and i didn't know i was already outside the school.
Tiffany's POV
I saw _______ hugging Yoochun oppa. That slut. Why is she so close to all the kingkas? Why? Why did they like her? WHY? WHY??? WHY DID THEY PREFER HER THAN ME? I'M PRETTIER THAN HER! I HAD PLASTIC SURGERY , EVERYTHING.. I DID EVERYTHING TO MAKE MYSELF BEAUTIFUL AND SEXY NOW. BUT WHY? WHYY??? YOU STUPID SLUT _________!! your gonna live your life as hell. And you'll be like Boa soon. You'll be ugly as her. I'll make your life miserable!!
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AN:
I'm sorry again for being dramatic..WAH..i hate myself when i get all dramatic like that..and yeah..it was kim kibum from super junior. Sorry for making him a bad guy here.. *hits my head w/ a rubber hammer* Aissh.i really hate it when i write dramatic scenees. i know i'm not good in writing and i have a hard time expressing it.. LOL.. please forgive at some of my errors and grammars. Yeah there not perfect but i tried my best. Comments please..i wanted to know what you think
Replies:
@zwintiki
- um i think i can't.. since i'm gonna be busy preparing stuffs for school the next day after that.. LOL
@HaNa^JaE
- i heard of miyavi before..but i don't know what he looks like. and yeah i heard of gazette before..sorry i'm not really into jrock..i'm more into jpop and jballads.. you know yuna ito?? i love her voice so much.. LOL
@A.No
- wow! I'm so happy you drop by and comment Unnie!!. Thankz! I made the poster and bg in a rush .. LOL.. i don't really want taking a lot of time making graphics..so..lol..
And i'm also gonna look forward for your updates..even your on break..LOL.. but update your fics as soon as you have time..ok? I'll always be hwaiting.. Fighting!!
@jane_kim
- tnx
Thankz for reading this stupid trash of mine.. thnx
- Khimme (June 13,2009)