| Fan Fiction |
by Re Réee
Yoochun finished watching TV and a smirk appeared on his face; Yunho did it, he really did it! He called every single way of press and told everyone what he had done to him and apologized and the fans got so touched they forgave Yunho for everything and Yoochun thought he could forgive him as well...but for now he just wanted to think that he was going to return to his wonderful yet weird family.
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(2 Months Later)
All the 5 men left the recording studio; they were recording their new Korean album and Yoochun had just writing one of the most amazing love songs they ever sang (A/N: I still need to now what will be...just wait); it was full of emotion and they could see that the time he was away made him well, it was a good time for him to think, to 'find himself'. The other three men were completely amazed by seeing Yunho being so caring to Yoochun! He was always asking if he needed anything, if he was alright...only if they knew why he was doing those things...But every time Yunho spoke those words he felt his heart in pain and like he was dying little by little; but he didn't care! He just wanted to pretend he was someone completely different from what he was and make Yoochun in love with him, and he really thought that would be really soon!
“So, let's go home?” Asked Jaejoong looking to the other members who nodded expect for Yoochun. “You go. I want to walk for a while, my head is hurting really bad and a walk will do me well...” “I'll go with you!” Sid Yunho with a fake smile on his face. 'One more smile and I swear I'm going to trow up!' He thought feeling nauseas. “You really don't have to do that Yunho...I can walk by myself.” “I insist!” The true was Yoochun didn't want to be alone with Yunho. He accepted gladly the older man's apologize but he still didn't trusted him and was afraid of what could happen if they were alone. “Fine!” He gave up and Junsu gave a shining smile. “Chunnie, you're so cute when you blush!” He said making Jaejoong really jealous. “Chunnie? Who gave you permission to call him that?” “Joongie don't be that way! He's my best friend!” Said Junsu trying to calm down his boyfriend's jealousy. “I don't care!” “When you two finish fighting please tell me! I have a date with Kibum and I really don't want to be late thanks to you!” The Jaesu couple smiled and left.
Yoochun didn't said anything the all walk; he just didn't felt comfortable with Yunho next to him. He tried to be far as possible but the taller man always camed closer. 'What are your REAL intentions Jung Yunho?' Thought Yoochun with a grin on his face and Yunho noticed. 'Why is he always grinning? Did he...already found out? No! It's impossible, I have been really careful and I study every move before doing it!'
Trying to kill the tension around them Yunho started talking about pointless things. “It's cold isn't it?” “Of course it's cold genius! It's winter and it's snowing like hell!” Yunho wanted really bad to start a fight but he swallowed his pride and gave a deep breath. (A/N: I'm listening to 'Bolero'...I just want to right something completely tragic but I can't...not now!) “You're right, you're right...” Yoochun stopped walking and looked to Yunho with wide eyes looking at him. Yunho noticed the other man stopped walking and looked back. “What?” Asked Yunho with a idiotic smile on his face. “What do you want from me?” “W...What?” Yunho felt a cold shiver all over his body and he was sure it wasn't because of the cold weather. “You have been really nice to me...TOO nice...” “I said I would change for you...” “Oh stop the bullshit already!” Yoochun screamed and Yunho was afraid; but the most interesting thing was that he wasn't afraid of Yoochun finding everything he planned...he was afraid of...rejection? 'The cold is freezing my brain!' Yunho thought. The current situation looked like a movie. Snow falling in the night, night lights, cars and a couple there...seeing each others eyes not knowing what to do...both were afraid, so afraid...of each other and themselves. Yunho felt that his mind, his body, his soul, all together were a ticking time bomb! And his heart was hurting so much he could swear he had tears running from his eyes. Why did he want to hold Yoochun? Why did he wanted to hold him and kiss him and protect him? 'How am I going to protect him? I can't protect him from myself...I can't'
Yoochun was feeling the same way too...he just wanted to run away from everything and everyone...but a small part of him wanted to run as well, but towards to Yunho's arms and never let go, he wanted Yunho to protect him and wanted to protect Yunho as well.
“Please tell me...” Said Yunho sobbing and Yunho knew he was doing the exact same thing. “Why...why are you being so thoughtful? Why are you being so...so...so lovable?” "I...I..I told you..." Yunho was crying so much, but thanks to the dark and the winter clothes like the scarf covered his face. “Don't you dare to say that again! I swear I'll kill you!” “Yoochun...” “You are too caring...It scares me so much...I'm afraid of...of..” “Of me...” Yoochun nodded, looking to the floor and Yunho felt everything around him disappear. This was he always wanted, Yoochun to be afraid of him right? Then why? Why his he so heart broken? He got closer to Yoochun and he got his face up seeing the leader's eyes. They were red and puffy like his own; Yunho caught Yoochun's hands and both stood there looking at each other.
“Yoochun...I really want to...I really...I need to hold you right now...” “Hyung...” Yunho wanted to cry even more. He never called him that since...he didn't even remembered it. “I'm begging you Yoochun...Let me hold you...” “Ok...” With that Yunho hold Yoochun so close they cold feel each other heart beats even if they were wearing so much clothes; each breath they gave it looked heavier than the other...Yoochun just didn't want to let go. His mind was saying to let go right now, when it was still time! But his heart was saying to never let go, to stay like that forever. It was the same thing with Yunho. His mind was screaming to let go! If he camed too close to Yoochun he would regret it and wouldn't be able to get revenge! But...his heart...his heart that had suffered so much needed healing and he was saying the only one capable of doing it was the one and only Yoochun. 'I can't fall in love with him...I can't...' Both had the same thought at the same time and after a while they pulled apart and looked to each other. Yunho wasn't in himself right now; he felt like he had a fever but right now he didn't care about anything else, so he slowly grabbed Yoochun's face. “Hyung...You're hands are cold...” Shiver Yoochun feeling the cold yet warm touch of Yunho's soft hands. “I know...” Yunho's words were a mere whisper. He got closer and closer to the smaller man and kissed him in such a gentle way both felt they were going to melt. Yoochun kissed back really slowly and hugged Yunho really close. Both were feeling such bliss in each others arms...they didn't want to wake up from this dream...it would be the most painful thing they ever experienced...and they couldn't take it...
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happy everyone? you wanted another kiss and there it is!