| Fan Fiction |
by Re Réee
Enjoy^^
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The next day Yunho and Yoochun couldn't look to each other. They were to embarrassed for it since what happened last night. Just by thinking it they blushed harder and felt their hearts beating even faster.
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FLASHBACK
After that wonderful kiss they pulled away slowly not wanting to let go; they looked to each others eyes for moments and then more tears camed in theirs eyes but didn't stopped holding each other making it even more painful to their hearts.
“Yoochun...” Whispered Yunho between his tears; he never felt so weak, never...why now? He felt needy and unprotected, vulnerable to anything. He hold Yoochun even closer if that was possible feeling the snow falling. “Please don't say anything hyung...please don't...” “I need to say it. I really do.” Yunho made a pause not looking into Yoochun's eyes. “If I don't tell you this right now I think I'll dye of regret and I won't be able to look at you in the same way I always did and...” “Don't talk...I'm begging you...please don't talk...let me enjoy this moment a little bit more we go home and forget about this...” Yunho didn't know what to say but this time he agreed with Yoochun so he didn't said anything. They just stood there holding each other like it was the last time they would see or touch each other.
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'I regret not saying it...I really do...'Thought Yunho in his room looking at the pictures he received from his manager. Has the leader he was the first to see them so he could chose the best, but know he was just looking to Yoochun...he wasn't paying attention to the other members, he just looked at Yoochun, and everytime he did it his heart started to beat faster and faster. 'What's wrong with me? I shouldn't be thinking this way about him! I should think about my revenge, not about him in this...in this way...' Yunho felt on the bed and felt so miserable he didn't know what to do; A part of him wanted revenge but the other just wanted Yoochun. “Forget about revenge.” Yunho heard a voice and looked up seeing Jaejoong with a smile on his face. “W...What?” “I must admit Yunho, you're a great actor, you fooled everyone, even me! But I knew you would feel that way...specially after what I saw yesterday.” “And what did you saw yesterday?” Asked Yunho trying his best to give his cold looks but his mind just had one thing to think about. “You two camed home so flushed and couldn't stare at each others eyes.” “I...It's because we fought!” “No you didn't! I must admit I thought that too at first but then I noticed something in you, something I never saw.” Jaejoong smiled and caressed Yunho's head. “I could see you were hurt, incredibly hurt. You can be cold and a jackass but your eyes are so honest Yunho...Every time you looked at Yoochun I could see your eyes sparkling with hope.” Yunho looked to his hyung and couldn't believe his ears; was Jaejoong saying...no, impossible! “What are you trying to say?” “Yunho...you're in love with Yoochun...maybe you always loved him and never noticed it...” Yunho got up from his bed and started to say 'NO' with his head. “NO, I can't love him! I can't! I need to gt my revenge and...” “I think it's a little late for that...isn't it?” Yunho couldn't speak, he just didn't had the right words and felt tears running from his eyes. Jaejoong saw it, got up and hugged his friend. “I don't know what to do hyung!” Said Yunho whispering. “This wasn't what I planned....I never planned to fall for him and...” “I know you didn't but now you have to accept those feelings and tell them to Yoochun.” Said Jaejoong letting Yunho free from his arms. “Yesterday I almost said it....” Said Yunho with a sad smile on his face. His heart felt it was almost bursting, it was so heavy with emotions he couldn't think anymore. “Why didn't you said?” “He begged me not to talk...and in that time, I thought it would be best if I didn't said anything...” “You're a complete idiot.” “I know...” “Yunho, you're the leader and we all ask you for advice, but this time listen to me. Forget about your revenge! Forget about the past, your father would hate to see you doing this! It's not his fault your father killed himself! You can't hurt him Yunho! Please don't! Just think about loving Yoochun but please forget about your revenge against him...” Before Jaejoong could finish his words the door opened and they saw Yoochun with tears on his eyes and anger like they never saw before. 'Did he listen to everything?' Asked Yunho to himself and felt his heart even heavier, god it hurts so much! “You...you tried to get revenge?” Yoochun just listen to that part, nothing more. “No...I mean yes but now...” Yunho didn't know what to say. “I never did anything to you!” Yoochun was crying so much. “Yoochun...I'm sorry...I...” “I don't believe you! Now I understand everything; why you were so nice to me and why you kissed me! You want to brake my heart!” “NO!” Jaejoong was watching this horrible scene and didn't know what to do. At first Yunho was doing it on purpose, every single action but then it became only natural to him.
“I should have know...You were never nice to me and you wouldn't start now! Bravo Yunho! You are a great actor!” Said Yoochun trying his best not to cry even more and left the leader's room. “Go after him before is too late...” Yunho nodded and went after Yoochun; his luck was that Yoochun wasn't to fast compared to him so Yunho caught him really fast. Grabbing his arm, Yoochun looked at the older man and saw his eyes were so red. “Please Yoochun, listen to me! I need to explain everything to you.” “No need! I understand everything perfectly! For six years you hated me and wanted to get revenge for only god knows, and since you didn't got results for making me hating you, you tried to be nice to me and caring...” “That may be true at first but something changed...I changed!” “All lies! You're a liar! Tell me what other lies have you told me? That public apologize was an act wasn't it?” Yunho shocked his head saying no; god he was desperate to explain every single thing to Yoochun but he was too of a coward to tell the truth. “Was...last night...also a lie?” “NO! Last night is the most precious memory I have of you...and I want to keep making those kind of memories with you! I'm just asking you to listen to me...” Yunho felt like a baby crying so much. He was a man for god's sake...but he was a man with a broken heart and didn't know what he should do. “I can't...I can't listen to you anymore....Today was the last drop...” “Are you going to leave us again?” “No...this time I'll stay in DBSK...but I'll leave you....” “Please Yoochun don't do this to me...I'm begging you...” “I was going to ask you to tell me what you wanted to say last night but now...It's to late...I hate you Jung Yunho.” Yoochun said this with such a neutral tone Yunho didn't know how to feel...should he believe those words or doubt them? He didn't know but his heart started to hurt even more that he lost the strength to hold Yoochun's arm letting him go and felt on his knees, with tears on his eyes. “Yoochun...last night I wanted to say that...You're the love of my life...” Said Yunho to no one feeling like he was falling into a black hole...and would never come back....
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ok, who here agress with me that this story is getting a little tragic??
Anyways comments are welcome and loved <3
thanks for the support so far everyone^^