| Fan Fiction |
by Re Réee
The day before the concert! Every journalist was ready to make questions about what the wonderful DBSK had planned this time, but what they really wanted to know was about their personal life! The five men arrived at the conference room and journalists started clapping and fans started to scream almost fainting with excitement; they seat on their respective chairs and gave their beautiful smiles making everyone even more exited. Yunho was still very weak but was able to hide it from everyone expect for is fellow members, specially for Yoochun.
“Yunho-sshi” Started a reposter with a smile on her face. “What have you prepared for us this time?” Yunho tried his best to smile but his heart was broken, he couldn't feel it anymore; it was like his soul had left him when Yoochun didn't answered to his declaration of love. “We are going to make a wonderful show and try our best to make each song better than the last. We want everyone to have a great time and continue to support us.” He finished with the best song he had but Yoochun saw how hard it was for him, he still was weak and the make-up artist had to stay with Yunho for an hour to hide every sign of lack of sleep. “Yoochun-sshi, it's true that you composed most of the songs on your last album?” Asked another reporter. “Yes it's true.” He said simply not making eye contact. “One thing we all want to know is where you got such inspiration. Did you meet someone special on your month brake?” Asked again the reporter with a grin on his face. This question made everyone more exited and the fans started screaming they would kill that woman who stole his heart! Yoochun was caught by surprise has well, he wasn't expecting such a question; he looked at his left and saw Yunho with hopeful eyes and that maked him feel even worst...was should he say? “N...No...I just putted old emotions in our songs....” Yoochun was trying his best to focus but he wasn't making it. Sweat started to came from his forehead and he cleaned it softly; he stopped hearing everyone's voices and just could sense Yunho's eyes on him, nothing more. After a while he looked back at the reporter and gave a deep breath. “No. I don't have a special person. Those songs just showed the love we have between each other.” Those words weren't what the journalists wanted but made the fans really happy...except for Yunho. When he heard Yoochun's words he felt like what was left of his heart had disappeared, like it was ripped in two and nothing would make it better. The other members could feel Yunho's pain and decided to do something about it before any journalist could notice the tears running from the DBSK's leader. “Like Yoochun said before, our songs reflect the love we have towards each other...” Started Junsu with his cute smile making every single women there blush. “And we want to tell our fans not to worry! We love them, just them!” Said Jaejoong with his 'cool look' making women and a few man blush and giggle and to help with the fan-service Changmin hugged Jaejoong's arm. All of this to keep everyone's attention away from Yunho.
When the conference was over they went to the arena so they could do a last practice before tomorrow but nothing went as planned. Yunho couldn't sing and couldn't dance. He was getting the wrong notes and wasn't sync with the dancers and the staff found that really weird, after all he was the one who demanded perfection since day one! “I'm sorry guys...I just...” “You don't have to apologize hyung.” Said Changmin with a smile on his face. “You're tired, don't worry, I'm sure tomorrow you'll be better and give the most wonderful show Asia has ever seen!” Yunho gave a weak smile and nodded; he gave everyone a five minute brake and stood alone on the stage. 'I hope tomorrow I can give my best...' He thought and then felt something at his right side; he looked and Yoochun. “Ch...Yoochun...What are you doing here? I gave you guys a brake.” “I know, that's why I camed here to talk to you.” Yunho's started beating really fast! Maybe this was Yoochun's answer to his love declaration, the chances of the younger man love him were really small but he would take anything! He didn't care about the percentage, he just wanted to take all he could! “I...I'm listen...” “Well, I don't know where to start so here it goes...” Yoochun really didn't know what to say so he made a huge pause. Yunho took his hand and maked the younger man look at him with wide eyes but made no intention of taking his hand. “Like I said...I forgive you. I forgive everything you did to me until now...” Yunho was feeling his heart coming one again slowly, but he didn't want to get his hopes up, he could get out of this even worst. “But I...I can't forget.” This caught Yunho by surprise but he knew sooner or later they needed to talk about this subject; after all affected both so they needed to get a conclusion.
“You can't forget?” “No...I tried really hard but I can't forget. Every single thing, every single word you said...I just can't simply forget...” “I understand...” “But that's not all...” Yunho couldn't take anymore tears today or for the rest of his life, but stood there paying attention to the beautiful man words. “I...I don't believe your love...” Yoochun whisper but Yunho heard it and those words were worst than before on the conference. Those words were like a sword cutting all of his being; but deep down he knew Yoochun had all the right reasons not to trust him or his love but he needed to know why. “W...Why?” He whispered as well; he looked down and tried his best to stop his tears and to make a normal voice. “Because....You said I would never find anyone I would love...that I had no personality...that I...That I didn't know how to sing and how express my feelings...That was the worst things you ever said to me...and you also said you hated me...” Yunho noticed a change in Yoochun's voice. He started to sob between words and his voice was a mere whisper. Yunho noticed Yoochun was going to start his speech again so he didn't even opened his mouth. “You said you hated me...since we meet each other...when we were trainees....and that broke my heart....” Yunho cleaned Yoochun's tears really softly and wanted to know why he was telling him all of this. “...Why..?” Risked Yunho; Yoochun looked deeply into his eyes and took a deep breath. “It broke my heart because...since the first time I saw you...in the dance studio...I felt in love with you...” Yoochun finally confessed what he had keep to himself all of this years. Yunho was shocked and thought his ears were playing tricks on him. “I saw you alone dancing and singing...I felt in love with you...but when you said you hated me...my world felt apart...and when we were put in the same group, I thought your feelings towards me could change, so I tried to get closer to you but you always insulted me so one day I couldn't take it anymore and turned my love in hate....That's why I don't believe your love...” Yoochun stopped talking and cried even more so he runned away from Yunho, leaving him with tears in his red eyes and with a hurt look. 'What have I done? I destroyed my life since day one without noticing it...Yoochun loved me...And I ruined everything! I'm the worst person in this world.' Yunho thought and hugged himself afraid of everything around him; he didn't know what to do, he just wanted Yoochun to love him like he once did!
'I need to show him how much I love him...How much I need him...' Yunho suddenly had an idea! He knew the only thing that could make Yoochun believe his love was doing something everyone knew he couldn't do it! Yunho was well known because of his discretion and no one knew about his personal life, if he was sick or dating, no one never knew nothing, but if wining Yoochun's heart meant to expose himself he would do it! He went to the piano that was on stage and started to play a song he composed a while ago for none other that Yoochun; he was going to change the song of his solo without telling anyone, he wasn't going to sing “Crazy Life” in Korean! He was going to make everyone surprise and express his feelings the better way he could, by song and was going to dedicate it to the man he loved in front of million's of people not caring if they liked it or not! Yunho didn't care if the arena stood empty after the song, he just wanted to show how much he loved him and how willing he was to do everything he wanted to prove it! 'I just hope you accept me Yoochun...because if this doesn't wines your heart....I don't know what can happen to me...I just need you by my side forever!'
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I know i didn't udpate yesterday and I'm so sorry!! But I was helping my mother and I got so tired I didn't had any imagination...but I think this camed out pretty good!
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