| Fan Fiction |
by Re Réee
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'It's today...' Thought Yunho feeling butterflies on his stomach while he was dressing for their concert. He looked into the mirror and saw his face. 'What a pitiful face...I just hope everything goes well today...' “Yunho! We'll be on stage in five!” Screamed Jaejoong, Yunho shocked his head and went next to his group and the dancers. Once all together they were expecting words of confidence from Yunho but it was kind of hard right now but he tried his best. “Let's give our best! FIGHTING!” Just this? Yoochun was surprised. Usually Yunho would give a huge speech before they went for they concert but today...he just said those words and Yoochun couldn't help to feel guilty, it was his fault Yunho was like that, depressed and not being himself but he was honest with everyone and he needed to said those words to his leader sooner or later, but maybe he chose the wrong time, but now it was too late to go back, what is done is done!
After almost an hour of concert they keep singing and dancing and Yunho was giving the best show ever making the other members relieved and proud of their leader! They never saw him with such energy but he still didn't smiled just like Yoochun but still, they were doing their best to give the best performance Asia has ever saw!
It was time for each one solo! Yunho was getting nervous, everyone was expecting him to sing 'Crazy Life' in Korean but he was not going to do it, he was going to sing the song he wrote to express how much he loved Yoochun and as going to tell all of those people in the arena how much he needed him. He had a 'fight' with his the woman who dressed them because he should dress a kind of 'costume' but for what he was about to do he wanted to use just a white shirt and black pants but the designer said it couldn't be so he started giving her arguments, big ones like she needed to do what he tells her or else she would be dismissed (Yunho would never dismissed her, it was an empty threat.) and she gave up doing what he wanted. 'It's almost time...after Junsu it's my turn, I hope my feelings can reach him...please god help me...' Thought Yunho seeing Junsu ending his song with a smile on his face and running backstage to his boyfriend arms. “So, how was I?” He asked at Jaejoong with a smile on his face. “Wonderful has always!” Jaejoong turned his face to Yunho. “It's your turn! Go there and dance like a crazy man!” He said with a smile on his face and Yunho nodded. The dancers were following him but he said they couldn't go with him. “Why can't we?” asked one of them. “You'll see.” Then he went to the stage. The music started but he didn't started to sing and everyone started to look at him. “Please stop, please stop!” He said waving his arms and the arena went silence. “What the hell is he doing?” Asked Changmin looking to the small TV they had backstage so the staff could see the show. “I'm going to sing a different song....This song was written by me and it's dedicated to...to...” Yunho was so nervous everyone could see how nervous he was! 'Do it Yunho! Just do it! You're a man not a mouse!' “This song is dedicated to the person I love the most...” Every single person in the audience started whispering and he could see the fans started to get really annoyed. “And that person is...Yoochun...I hope I can reach your feelings and I hope you believe me. Without you I'm nothing...Without you my life is worthless.” Everyone was took by surprise! Yunho would never do anything this bold and when Yoochun heard this his heart started to beat so fast that he pushed everyone away from the TV and looked at it with shinning eyes. 'He's crazy! He's crazy!' Thought Yoochun seeing Yunho taking a deep breath and started to sing without any any instruments with him.
(start to listen to the music....NOW!)
“Wherever you go, whoever you meet, you can deny it, but I know
Wherever you go, whoever you meet, you can deny it, but I know
Turn on the TV and then turn it off, walk and then stop
Stand up and then lie down, somehow it’s being forced
Stare at the clock, close my eyes then squeeze hard, open up and glare at myself
Converse with the bricks that won’t respond, hold a cigarette between my black lips
Lip sync to the sad songs on the radio, behind a mirror no one sees
I comfort myself, and difficulty form a smile
In the dark night when sharp wind blows, gloomy clouds break me apart
As I look at the bright moon I go insane, it’s almost bearable
The fingerprints on my thumb start to fade
I’ve been able to through a night without your call, but then your name flashes on my phone
Your voice is heard, as my hand shakes
Smiling, I say I’ve been at the house all day
And I’m running to you, I love you, but I know
Yunho was feeling tears in his eyes. He could hear his own voice singing and the silence of the fans was killing him but he wasn't going to stop singing no matter what! He could stand alone there in the stage, he would still sing for Yoochun!
Let in rain (Let it rain)
Along with raindrops, my tears fall and wash away your faults
Let in rain (Let it rain...)
I’ll approach you with a smile, and wash your hypocrisy away
As the rain falls, I’ll bury the pain others aren’t aware of
As the rain falls, I’ll bury quietly bury your lies
Yoochun couldn't believe what he was seeing and hearing. Yunho risked his image he hard been working so hard to get! He could destroy himself in a matter of minutes but he just stood there singing and confesses to everyone he was in love with Yoochun. Jaejoong couldn't help but feel proud of Yunho, Junsu felt happy for his friends and Changmin couldn't help to fell a little jealous but if Yunho's plan worked he would be extremely happy. Yoochun was feeling tears running from his eyes but right now he didn't care, he was completely focus on Yunho and his song.
Even though I know, I can’t say a word
Your feelings have changed, and they won’t come back today
After I meet you, I dream of letting you go with a course voice
My headaches bring tears that call the rain
I reach out my arms to wash your mistakes away
I try to hide my feelings with a smile, but it just deepens the wound
The phone’s ringing causes my heart to beat faster
A thousand times a day I kneel, or lower my head
Where did we go wrong? How did it lead to this?
Without a soul, I walk two paths
I’ll keep my mouth shut, holding this pained face
Because I can’t live without you, this one sided love is most important to me
Let in rain (Let it rain)
Along with raindrops, my tears fall and wash away your faults
Let in rain (Let it rain...)
I’ll approach you with a smile, and wash your hypocrisy away
As the rain falls, I’ll bury the pain others aren’t aware of
As the rain falls, I’ll bury quietly bury your lies
Wherever you go, whoever you meet, you can deny it, but I know
As the rain falls, I’ll bury the pain others aren’t aware of
As the rain falls, I’ll bury quietly bury your lies
As the rain falls, I’ll bury quietly bury your lies”
When the song ended Yunho looked to everyone and something happened he wasn't expecting, every single member of the audience started clapping with enthusiasm and started so scream for 2U couple like their lifes depended on it!
Backstage the staff was still surprised and didn't know what to say, especially when Yoochun went to the stage running like a crazy man! Yunho thanked everyone and when was preparing to leave the stage he saw Yoochun running towards him and the next thing he felt was him hugging him tightly and heard the shorter man crying like a baby. Yunho forgot that was people seeing them kissed Yoochun's head making every fan scream! They were just completely amazed that this wasn't fan service and they thought this was wonderful! Their idols were there hugging each other like a couple, how cool was that? “Y...You crazy man...why did you did something extreme like this?” Yoochun asked whispering and Yunho smiled! For the first time in a real long time Yunho really gave a honest smile and hugged Yoochun back. “Isn't obvious? I love you Chunnie....” “But doing something like this...so bold. I never expected it from you” “I don't care about anything else than you!” Yoochun looked into Yunho's eyes and gave a bright smile when saw that the DBSK leader was being honest and showing how much he loved him! “Yunho...I...I don't know what to say. I just can say you probably ruined your image of a man who doesn't expose his personal life” “Who cares? I just want you to believe my love! That's all I need from you.” Yoochun didn't know what to say, he was still amazed by all of this but in another hand he still was hurt...he couldn't pretend nothing had happened! Yoochun pulled back and looked into Yunho's eyes. “It will take time...for me to forget and...” Yunho touched Yoochun's face and whispered to his check. “I don't need you to forget, I need you to stay with me. I don't want you to forget...” Yoochun was surprised to say the least when he heard Yunho's words. “If you forget this wouldn't be the same...it would be like I never loved you since day one. I just want you to be with me...” The fans were getting impatient! They couldn't hear a word they were saying and that was frustrating, they needed to know what the 2U couple was saying!
“Joongie, how come you never did a thing like that to me?” Asked Junsu seeing all from backstage. “Well, we never passed by a situation like that.” “But would you do something like that for me?” Jaejoong thought for a second... “Probably I would do a thing less public...” Junsu opened his eyes in shock and looked at Jaejoong. “You don't love me!” He shouted and Jaejoong started to make hand gestures to calm down the dolphin-boy. “Su, calm down...I love you and you know that very well!” “Then prove it!” Jaejoong did the only thing that crossed his mind; he grabbed Junsu's waist and kissed him slowly but passionately making Junsu blush but kissed back. “Happy?” “Very.” Both camed from their dream land when they heard the audience screaming for Yoochun and Yunho kiss both either of the men made a single move. “If you two are finish with your make out session I think we should go save them!” Said Changmin not looking directly to the Jaesu couple making both blush but then agreed with him. The three men appeared on stage to save the couple and started to sing their last song making Yunho really anxious for Yoochun's answer but he knew he had to wait until the show ends. 'I'll wait...I just hope you have an answer Yoochun...And I really want you to be mine...' Thought Yunho thinking at the same time he was singing but couldn't help to exchange glances with the smaller man.
When the concert was over Yunho waited for Yoochun to finish his shower. He got out with just a towel in his waist and got scared when Yunho jumped in front of him. “So Yoochun...” “You want an answer isn't it?” He asked and saw Yunho nodding his head. “So Chunnie...what's your answer?” “Well Yunho...my answer is...”
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MY GOOD THIS WAS A LOOOOOONG CHAPTER! But anyways I'm happy with it and isn't tragic like the ohters!
Anyways, comments are welcome and loved!