| Fan Fiction |
by JaeSu fan
~an hour before Hye Jin arrived at the hospital~
“It’s been nearly a year, Soo Young… when will you wake up?” I asked while I looked at my fiancée and held her hand.
Soo Young, my fiancée, has been on a coma for nearly a year. The cause of that coma is still not determined. All I know is that she has asthma and therefore could not spend long hours outside of the house but she is stubborn. She wouldn’t listen to any one even me. If she wanted to go out, she will go out.
I held onto her hand whispering words on it as if her hand is her ear until I fell asleep beside her.
~Dream~
“Yoochun oppa…”
I woke up and saw Soo Young sitting on the hospital bed.
“Soo Young ah!” I answered when I saw her smiling at me. “You’re awake! Thank God!” I continued.
I hugged her tight for I missed her floral scent.
“Oppa, can you do me a favor?” Soo Young asked me.
“Anything, sweetie… as long as it’s you who asked of me…” I replied as I held her at arms length.
She smiled at me and kissed my cheek. She showed me something and explained…
“Will you take care of her and be a good brother to her?”
“Who is she, Soo Young?” I asked.
“She is Hye Jin… she is hurt oppa… she needs a heart transplant…” Soo Young replied.
“What does she have to do with us?” I asked her again knowing that the answer is too obvious.
Soo Young looked at me and smiled again.
“No! I won’t let you go!” I snapped understanding what she plans to do.
“There are no other donors available in this hospital, oppa…” she replied calmly. “And… I’m tired…” she continued with a sigh.
“NO!” I shouted. “You can’t do this to me… you must fight! What about our wedding?” I continued.
“We don’t need a wedding to be together, Yoochun oppa… as long as we are in each others’ hearts then we are married.” Soo Young replied.
“You can’t leave me!” I replied crying.
She just looked at me for a minute then she touched my cheek and wiped away the tears.
“This is my last wish for you to fulfill… I’m willing to give my heart to her… please take care of her… for me?” Soo Young requested.
“But–”
“Promise me, oppa… take care of her the way you took care of me…” Soo Young insisted.
“I-I-I promise… I will…” I finally replied.
She suddenly glowed so bright and slowly disappeared in my sight saying…
“I’ll always be in your heart… Saranghaeyo oppa…”
~End of the dream~
I woke up with tears in my eyes and heard Soo Young’s monitor’s long beep indicating that there was no life in her. The doctor and nurses came in and tried to revive her but to no avail.
“I’m sorry, Mr. Park…” Dr. Sung apologized.
“It’s okay, Dr. Sung… I know that she tried to get better but it’s just draining her little by little…” I replied sadly.
~Silence~
~Arrival of Hye Jin at the hospital~
“Dr. Sung, we need you in the operating room immediately!” a nurse called out and reached out a report clipboard
“Okay…” Dr. Sung replied after accepting the clipboard and looking at it.
Dr. Sung looked at me and said…
“I’ll give you time with your fiancée…”
As he turned to leave, I quickly grabbed his arm and he looked at me confused.
“Tell me, Dr. Sung… What happened to the patient in the operating room?” I asked.
“She was shot and she needed a heart transplant because if we remove the bullet from her heart, there is a possibility that she will die…” Dr. Sung explained.
I was silent and then I looked at my fiancée. Is this what you were talking about, Soo Young? I thought to myself. Is this what you want? I continued in my trail of thought as I remembered the message she left me before she totally left.
“Mr. Park, if you don’t have anything else to say, I’ll excuse myself…” Dr. Sung interrupted since I was still holding him.
I looked at him and said…
“I’ll give my fiancée’s heart to her as a donor…” I quickly replied.
“Are you sure about this, Mr. Park?” Dr. Sung asked in confirmation
“Yes… She also wanted it so that she can help that girl…” I replied.
“Very well, Mr. Park… I’m sure her family will appreciate this…” Dr. Sung told me.
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Not much people are reading this... T.T
Maybe I'll just delete my account here and just post it in my LJ...
This is so sad... *sniffs*
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Posted on: Oct. 7, 2009