| Fan Fiction |
by CarmenEffect
-before concert-
"Where's ______________?" I wondered "she should be here by now. She's always early in events like these."
I finished drinking the last sip of water and got ready to practice again...until.......
"Hyung!" I heard Changmin call while running.
The members and I turned around confused about why he's so unpatient.
"Did you hear about about ___________going to America?" Changmin said with heavy breathes.
I didn't understand. Words swarmed in my head blocking every movement and words outside my head.
"Something must be wrong with _______________. She has been acting weird these fews days.........What happened to her?" I thought.
I stood there for a while and without waiting anymore, I ran out to the car. I know there will be serious consequences but I don't care. I could here the other members calling my name but I ignored.
-in the car-
Every ticking second kills me. I don't understand why ____________ would leave without telling us. Even if she is coming back, wouldn't she tell us when she's coming back? I couldn't understand why she changed so suddenly.
I could hear the car honks but I didn't care. I'm willing to recieve all the punishment, just after I solve this problem.
-airport-(Yes, i'm speeding again T.T")
"America America America" was the words I kept repeating when I tried to find where the location of the departure is. It took me a while but I finally found it.
"Don't go ______________!" I said.
I could only hear my heavy breathing and heavy steps trying to find ____________.
I stopped at the place where people depart for America. I tried looking around for ___________ but i couldn't see any signs of her.
"SHIT!" I yelled.
I took more heavy breathes.
"Where is she?" I yelled more.
I was angry. I was angry at myself........for not telling her my feelings.
I stopped and turned around hoping to see _________ apear in front of me.
Seeing a bunch of people in suits and..........her.
She had her luggage and passport...ready to leave.
"_________-ah" I said.
She didn't react.
"___________-ah" I said again while walking up in front of her. I pulled her arm turning her to face me.
She was surprised to see me.
"What are you doing here" ____________ said.
"I need to know what's going on with you." I said.
I only want to know she will be coming back. "Please don't leave me" I hoped.
"Wht do you care? You're only my classmate." She said.
I took me a while to understand. I looked at her like she wasn't........._____________. She was someone different.
I gave a weak smile
"What are you talking about? We're friends, we hang out together." I said.
I hoped she was just kidding.
"Friends?" She said "you're dumber than I expected. How can a idol like you have friends?"
I looked at her even more confused. "What is she talking about?" I thought.
"__________-ah, stop lying." I begged.
She laughed a little.
"I was only your, so called friend, because you're Yongwoong Jaejoong from DongBanShinKi! Who wouldn't want to stay with you?" She said.
Each and every word that came out of her mouth was like a needled stabbing my heart. Slow so I can't die imediatly and painful because I can't get it over with.
She turned around and said "If you're gonna stand here, you and i are gonna be in front cover tomorrow. You should leave."
I felt foolish because I trusted her.
"Are you saying you used us for your...............fame?" I asked her.
I waited for a while for a response. "Please answer no" I thought.
"You could think that way." She said.
Her voice echoed in my brain. I couldn't believe it. She used me because we were famous?
A lady came and told her it was time for her to leave. ___________ followed her to the gates. I stared at her shadow.
"You idiot! Why did you trust her? Shouldn't you know that people like you won't ever have real friends? Everyone in your life leaves you!" Jaejoong thought (reffering himself as third person).
A crowd soon crowded around me.
"Shit" I yelled in my head again.
I tried to make my way out of the crowd. There were almost millions of phones and cameras taking my picture...and her.
This will be a big mess to take care of tomorrow.
"I hate you ____________. I shouldn't have trusted you...........and loved you. I promise, I will never fall in love again. I will never trust anyone anymore. Don't let me see you again. If I do, I'll give back the pain you gave me today!" You thought.
-END OF POV-
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