Fan Fiction

The love of a star... (COMPLETE)

by CherryChocol8

Chapter 15

DongJae? You're not watching porn are you?

I couldn't sleep..

Too much was going on right now.

HeeChul had played to fall for me, ChangMin was taken to hospital and back, Gina knows I love ChangMin..

What will Gina do with the information?

Will she keep it to herself or will she tell someone..

Or will she tell ChangMin?!

Nooo!

He must not know!

At least not from Gina!
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My parents were sleeping and my brother too, well, he was supposed to be sleeping..

I could hear his computer, it made a soft buzzing sound..

I might start up my computer as well..

I got out of bed and turned on my computer.

Maybe ChangMin had mailed back, probably not, but I had to know!

Yay! He did!

So the date wasn't off!

We'll just lunch together tomorrow!

He called himself Max again, tomorrow I'll ask him why he calls himself Max..

It's probably not because of the same reason I called him Max, before I knew his name.

If so, he must have a crush on himself!

A hilarious thought!
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Now I was really unable to sleep, his mail left me with an amount of energy..

I was so excited that I went to my brother's room, wanting to hug him, but when I saw my brother closing a screen and looking at me with shocked eyes, that feeling of wanting to hug him disappeared..

My brother had been chatting to someone, I was curious who that someone was, but he closed the screen to quickly for me to see anything..

My brother was acting incredibly secretive about his personal live, yet everybody knew he dated half of female Seoul that was about his age..

So, what was he doing?

'You're not watching porn are you? In that case I'm leaving..' I said already turning..

Why did I enter his room in the first place?

'I'm not watching porn, pervert! I'm just chatting to someone, and I'm not going to tell you who is lucky!' DongJae said. 'and shouldn't you be sleeping?'

'Same goes for you mister Heart breaker!' I snorted.

'Good night!' DongJae simply said.

Aaah!!

Mental note: If you feel the urge to hug your brother, then sit and hug your own knees, until the feeling is gone..
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I went back to my own room..

I wasn't going to lay on my bed watching the stars on my ceiling.

Although my dad did a great job painting them on the ceiling when I got my own room, it didn't attract me to watch them now..

I stared out of the window.

The apartment next to ours was empty.

I always liked the idea of neighbors who had a son or daughter about my age.

We would have the rooms looking out at each other.

So we could chat with or sign towards each other from our windows.

That would be so much fun!

But the apartment next to ours was empty..

It had been empty for almost 2 years and before that there lived an old man and his wife, without children.

Their children were probably already grownups.

The couple was nice, but no fun..

They were old and only talked about flowers and old memories.

Nothing wrong with that, but I wanted someone to talk to about things that interested me.

By the way, the reason they moved was because the wife suffered from dementia and needed to be taken care of by professional help.

After that the apartment went on sale..

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DongJae's POV:

Is DaMae still awake?

What is she doing, doesn't she need to wake up early tomorrow?

Well, her one responsibility!

She almost found out with who I was chatting!

She would have wanted to protect that girl from me!

What is she thinking?

I'm sweet towards girls..

I don't hurt them on purpose, DaMae should be worried about me!

I can't seem to find the right girl..

Constantly I think a girl is right for me, but then I get enough of her and I find out that I'm not really in love with her..

Hm.. maybe this time I found her..
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Maybe I should try to sleep now..

I'm still not tired, but I need to get some sleep, I wouldn’t want to appear as a zombie tomorrow..

Since I had nothing else to do, I decided to listen to music on my IPod on my bed.

Music always relaxes me, especially soundtracks..
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Suddenly I remembered..

On Friday it was expression day!

All studies from Seoul School Of Arts would show something of their skills.

I was going to read my own poem for an audience..

It was probably just a small audience.

The study dance could expect a lot more people to perform for..

I was going to watch too!

ChangMin with his dancers was going to attend a dance battle.

As were EunHyuk, YeSung, Yuri and Jenny with their group..

NiMa wanted to go and ask me if I wanted to go with her.

I pretended I said yes because of our friends, but I would have gone anyway because of ChangMin..

I wonder what HeeChul will show..

What will his "great design" be?
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I turned off my music, I wanted to dream..

I wanted to drift off in sleep, dreaming of ChangMin, well, I might as well dream of the Bananas!

As long as my dream contained ChangMin holding my hand..

Putting my IPod on the table next to my bed I felt I was beginning to get somewhat sleepy.

Nice! Let tomorrow follow fast, and if not let me dream about ChangMin!

As I was imagining his face I started to fall in sleep..

A cherry tree..
white blossoms..
green grass all around..
a blue sky and a few little white clouds..
someone softly kissing my neck and hugging me around my waist..
I turn..
nobody..
behind the tree..
someone sitting..
ChangMin is sitting there..
EunHyuk looking at me from the tree..
Monkey style..
Hanging upside down with his legs and arms..
And then, nothing..
Total relaxation..
.. equals sleeping..

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