| Fan Fiction |
by CrashedANGEL
And I have got to say how could I be so stupid?!
It was such an idiotic move to let my feelings over power my common sence.
I wasn't a bit surprised when Linzi pushed me away.
She had looked so confused after…and kind of scaired.
I was very stupid to have kissed her like that.
Now she had been avoiding me ever since.
I definitely wasn't being paranoid about it.
She avoided eye contact with me and didn't speak to me.
She evev made sure that we were never alone in the same room together after the kiss.
Changmin hadn't seemed to notice Linzi's change in behaviour but I knew Yunho, Junsu and Yoochun had.
They just didn't asked neither her or me about it.
They probably just thought we had had an argument about Boa and that she wasn't talking to me at then minute.
If that were only true.
At least if that was the case I would know how to make things right between us.
It was now the night of Hongki Oppa's party and Yunho had taken Linzi out shopping for the day to find a new outfit for the occasion.
Yoochun was getting ideas on how he would do Linzi's make-up and Junsu was looking on the itnernet for different hair styles.
Changmin was even busy with his plans for taking Nona out tonight.
I was the only one who had nothing to do except wallow in my own self mysery.
"You still pouting?" Yoochun asked walking into the living room.
"Is it that obvious?"
"I don't get it dude, Why don't you just apologize to her.
You'll feel better and so will she. Let's face it, you can't stand the fact that she's not talking to you"Yoochun sighed sitting down next to me.
"I would apologize but she won't give me the time of day and she's avoiding me"
"Well you better do something soon because I can't stand to see you like this"
I looked at him curiously.
He was worried about me?
"Really?"
"Yeah, you look so lost right now when she's not talking to you. Watching you is like watching Bambi learn how to walk for the first time. You're clueless in what you're doing" Yoochun shrugged as I hit him upside the head.
"Thanks dude"
Yoochun shrugged and walked into the kitchen to probably have a mooch about in the fridge.
Suddenly Linzi and Yunho entered the room.
"Hey, you're back" I forced a smile on my face.
Stateing the obvious but whatever.
"Yeah, we got a great new outfit for tonight. Do you wanna see it?" Yunho asked when Linzi cut in.
"Uh Jaejoong won't be interested. Let's not bother him Oppa"
Yunho sighed and looked down at her.
"Thanks again for taking me shopping Oppa" She smiled moving closer to him and quickly giving him a hug before running to her room.
I sat there quietly looking down at my feet in depression.
"For the love of god man, talk to her" Yunho suddenly snapped as I looked back up at him.
"What?" I asked.
"I don't know what happened between you two the other day but since then both of you have been acting different. You're constantly depressed and she's not talking as much and you're both completely driving me insane" Yunho ranted as I sighed.
"Yunho, you know I like her right?" I whispered remembering Yoochun was in the kitchen.
"It's a bit hard to miss"
"Well, I kissed her the other day" I confessed.
I figured talking to Yunho about this whole thing was better than keeping it all to myself and he was the only person I knew who had the slightest idea about how I felt about Linzi with the exception of Nona but I wasn't 100% sure about her.
"It's about time" Yunho sighed as I bit my lower lip.
Yunho noticed my troubled expression.
"Wait a minute, Shouldn't you be happy then instead of acting like you want to jump of a cliff?"
I let out a long sigh and began to explain everything to Yunho in hushed tones.
I needed someone to vent my troubles on to.
That night Linzi was in her bedroom with Junsu as he did her hair.
Yoochun and Yunho had already done their jobs so as soon as Junsu was finished she'd be ready to leave for the party.
I myself was feeling more depressed than ever.
In a few hours she'd be officially be Hongki Oppa's girlfriend and I couldn't do anything to stop it.
Changmin was all dressed up waiting for Nona to arrive.
Yoochun had mentioned to Changmin that it's usually the guys who pick up the girls for dates but then again Changmin and Nona weren't any normal couple.
I sat there in annoyance when Junsu entered the living room where we all sat.
"She's ready" Junsu beamed.
I stood up slowly as Junsu pulled her into the room.
She looked amazing.
She wore a black short strapless cocktail dress with black high heeled ballerina shoes.
Her dark hair was in curls, pinned to the side with a purple butterfly clip.
Yoochun had worked his magic as usual, this time going for a deep shade look but she still looked breath taking.
My jaw fell slightly when I felt Yunho nudge me.
I looked at him.
"Say something" He whispered to me.
What could I say?
She was stunning and I was way beyond lost for words.
"D-Don't you think i-it's a bit re-revealing?" Changmin stuttered when there was a knock at the door.
"Kyah, Nona's here!" He squiled while running out of the room leaving us all stunned.
"I think Nona has changed him for the better" Yoochun grinned as we all nodded in agreement.
"You look amazing Linzi, right Jaejoong?" Yunho asked nudging me once again but harder this time.
For the first time in days Linzi's eyes made contact with mine.
I nodded eagerly, happy she had finally looked at me when I felt a pair of arms wrap around my waist.
"Guess who?" A familiar voice asked as my eyes widdened slightly.
I looked at Linzi who see a frown shown on her face which confermed my guess.
I turned around to see Boa looking up at me.
"Boa, W-What are you doing here?"
"I came over to ask you to come out with me. I figured we could catch up some more" She said when Nona and Changmin walked into the room.
I noticed Nona wasn't really dressed up.
She was simply wearing he long hair loose with denim faded short shorts with a baby pink female beater along with white tennis shoes.
Come to think of it Changmin wasn't really dressed up neither.
"You and Boa came together?" Yoochun asked as Nona shook her head.
"We ran into each other in the elevator" Nona sighed folding her arms.
"I thought you and Changmin were going on a date tonight?" Junsu asked looking over what Nona was wearing.
I noticed Changmin and Nona both blush slightly making Junsu grin.
"We are…but we're not going anywhere special. Just the beach" Nona smiled slightly.
"Well should we get going?" Changmin asked looking down at Nona as she nodded.
"What time are you going to Hongki's party?" Nona asked Linzi as I looked at her.
She was avoiding eye contact with me again.
"Now I guess. Yunho said he'd give me a ride there" She informed Nona as Changmin looked at Yunho.
"I know Changmin, I'll make sure she gets there safe and I'm giving her money to call a taxi to get home" Yunho rolled his eyes as Changmin nodded.
"Have fun" Nona smiled running over to Linzi and giving her a hug.
"You too" Linzi smiled hugging her back before Nona pulled away and walked back to Changmin's side.
"Let's go" She smiled as Changmin nodded.
They made their way out of the apartment as Linzi looked to Yunho.
"I'm ready to go if you are?"
Yunho nodded getting his car keys.
"I'll be back later guys" He said.
"Good luck Linzi" Junsu sang as Linzi smiled and waved before exiting the apartment with Yunho right behind her.
I heard the door shut signaling they had gone.
"So Joongie, are we gonna go out?" Boa asked looking up at me as I stared at the space I last saw Linzi.
She's really gone.