| Fan Fiction |
by CrashedANGEL
She was kissing me!
She said she loves me!
She called me Jaejoong Oppa!
Suddenly what had seemed to be the worst day of my life had turned into the best in a blink of an eye.
I tried not grin as I kissed her as deeply as possible.
This was too good to be true and if this turned out to be a dream then I wasn't going to let it go to waste.
Unfortunatly though I live in a world that seems to hate me.
"OH MY GOD!" A shout was suddenly heard.
Linzi and I pulled away from each other to see Yoochun and Yunho staring wide eyed at us.
Linzi jumped from my arms and instantly looked guilty.
I bit my lower lip as Yoochun and Yunho glanced at each other then back at us.
"What's……going on here?" Yoochun asked as I scratched the back of my head awkwardly.
"Yoochun it doesn't take a genius to figure that out. Jaejoong, you finally confessed?!" Yunho asked walking over to me and suddenly patting me on the back.
Linzi's head perked up and looked at both me and Yunho curiously.
"Jaejoong, you like Linzi?" Yoochun asked although I could see he was trying his hardest to remain calm.
I looked at Linzi and smiled, then nodded my head slowly to answer Yoochun's question.
"And Yunho, you knew about it?" Yoochun asked as both Linzi's and Yoochun's eyes diverted their gaze to Yunho know.
"You'd have to be blind not to realize"
Linzi and Yoochun both sent glares his way as both of them had not realized themselves.
"Why didn't you tell me?" Linzi questioned as Yunho shrugged.
"I figured it was something Jaejoong should tell you or you would have to figure out on your own"
Linzi pouted as I smiled and wrapped my arms around her waist.
"Sorry I never told you" I said softly into her ear and I could tell she was now blushing.
"So you didn't confess to her?" Yunho asked as I shook my head.
"She must have figured it out on her own"
Linzi nodded in agreement as Yoochun sighed.
"Changmin is not gonna like this. He doesn't even like me being next to Linzi. How's he gonna react when he finds out one of us is dating her?"
"And that's why I'd appreciate it if you guys didn't mention it to him" Linzi spoke up as I pulled away from her.
"We're gonna keep it a secret?" I asked feeling slightly hurt.
Was she ashamed of being with me?
Linzi looked up at me and shook her head.
"Don't get the wrong idea, it's not that I don't want everyone to know we're together but I'd prefer to know the correct medical procedures to recusitate Changmin from Cardiac Arrest before we break the news to him" Linzi shrugged, in an odd way, making me smile.
"I just think we might need to keep on the down low for a while, just in case" She explained as I nodded.
"Maybe that's a good idea since this is Changmin we're talking about" Yoochun nodded.
So it was agreed that we would all keep mine and Linzi's relationship a secret until we were ready to tell Changmin ourselves.
God help me when that time comes.
2 Day's later I was sat on the couch next to Linzi and Changmin.
Such an awkward position to be in.
Changmin had not stopped talking about his date with Nona after the night he came home.
We, meaning DBSK had a meeting to go to in an hour and I really wanted some alone time with Linzi.
Turns out it's harder to get time alone with her now that we're going out.
Ironic right?
I sat there bored listening to Changmin tell us the story of his date yet again.
Linzi let out a small sigh when the door bell rang.
Changmin quickly jumped to his feet.
"That must be Nona!" He squiled and ran from the room.
"Oh thank god" Linzi gasped turning to me.
"Tell me about it"
Linzi bit her lower lip and entangled her fingers in mine.
"I want some alone time with you today, before the meeting. I'm gonna go to your room. Meet me there?" She asked as I smiled and nodded.
She quickly leaned in and kissed me on my cheek before standing up and walking out of the room just as Yunho was walking in.
"Hey dude" He nodded at me.
A bright smile lit up my face.
"I'm going to my room now!" I cheered and ran out of the room not giving Yunho a chance to ask any questions.
I ran into my bedroom and shut the door behind me and instantly Linzi was in my arms.
"It's so hard keeping this a secret" She said into my chest.
I ran my fingers through her hair soothingly.
"I know" I admited.
I hated not being able to kiss her or hug her or hold hands with her in public.
Not just infront of Changmin but infront of everybody.
Part of me wanted to declare to the world that Linzi was mine but another part of me was scared about the fact that if people found out Linzi would be in danger.
Fans can be as scary as Anti-fans sometimes.
She looked up at me and smiled.
"But I think I can think of a way for you to cheer me up" She smiled as I raised an eyebrow at her before laughing and leaning in closer to give her a long over due kiss when suddenly someone knocked on my bedroom door.
Linzi let out a sigh and turned away as I went to answer the door.
I opened it to see the one person I knew Linzi wouldn't be happy to see.
"Boa" I said feeling instant tension behind me.
"Joongie!" She grinned giving me a hug as the door swung open widder.
"What are you doing here?" I asked trying to sound happy to see her.
Boa pulled away from me and grinned.
"Your meeting is in an hour at SM building so I thought I'd come along with you since I have a meeting aswell" Boa grinned as I nodded slowly.
Boa's eyes drifted from me and onto Linzi who was stood behind me, now with her arms crossed defencively.
"Oh hi" Boa said as Linzi nodded at her.
I guess the person at the door wasn't Nona afterall but Boa.
Changmin must be crushed.
"Um, thanks for talking to me Jaejoong. I'll leave now" Linzi said walking past both me and Boa and out of my room.
Oh crap, was she angry at me?
Because I honestly didn't know Boa was gonna pay me a visit.
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