Fan Fiction |
by Crazedgyrl
Xiao You sighed contently: “Hmmm?”
Xi Men: “Are you going to go back to Canada to continue your job there?”
Xiao You hesitated: “I don’t know…”
Xi Men: “Stay here, I can take care of you.”
Xiao You: “Xi Men! What will other people think of me? We arent even married or anything, I cant let you take care of me!”
“You don’t trust me right? You still believe that I’ll hurt you and break your heart again?” Xi Men asked with a hint of anger in his voice.
Xiao You’s POV: Yes, that’s right, I am scared. I’m scared that you’ll leave me again! I love you, I can’t bare another heart break.
Xiao You: “Xi Men, I…”
“Don’t worry, I’m going to win your trust again, I’m going to win your heart back.” Xi Men whispered confidently
Xiao You turned around and kissed him: “My heart, that you don’t have to worry about…you’ve always had it.” She murmured against his lips
“God, what did I ever do right to deserve you?” Xi Men asked and pulled her into his embrace and gave her short delicious kisses to die for, one after another.
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San Cai sat on the couch in Lei’s room and sighed: “Ahh, I’m so glad Xiao You finally found her true love.”
“Yea, Xi Men had been waiting for that moment for a long time…” Lei said quietly while staring at San Cai, he was referring to how he is also still waiting for “their” happy moment
San Cai stared back at him: “I’m sorry, I don’t know…I’m still confused…”
Lei: “It’s ok, I’ll always wait. Even if you don’t choose me at the end, I’ll always love you and be your guardian angel…no matter what.”
Tears filled San Cai’s big beautifuls eyes and it hurt Lei to see her like this.
Lei walked over and sat next to her: “Don’t cry, my heart breaks with you when you cry.”
San Cai hugged him: “Lei…”
Lei stroked her hair, he was desperate for her love.
Lei’s POV: Even if she won’t choose me at the end, I’ll still love her and be her guardian angel…those words I said, I meant it. I meant evey word, even if she doesn’t choose me. I have a feeling that I can only be her friend and guardian angel, no matter what. My sixth sense tells me that at the end, she choose…Ah Si. Though my heart is breaking, I cant be weak, I have to be strong and help her trough it, even if it means putting behind my own love, and getting them back together. At the end, I’m nothing but a…friend.
San Cai seemed to read through Lei’s mind as she saw his dark brown eyes filled with pain and lonliness.
San Cai’s POV: I don’t know who I’ll choose at the end. May be I don’t even have an option, but I’ll always love F4 (especially Dao Ming Si and Hua Ze Lei), no matter what our relationships are. They are my bestest friends (plus Xiao You).
Suddenly San Cai saw a tear slipped down Lei’s face as Lei quickly bent down to hid it.
“Hua Ze Lei…” San Cai whispered as she lifted his head back up slowly to meet his eyes with hers.
“I’m not worth it.” She cried
Lei looked back at her with his own painful and regretful eyes: “Yes you are, you are my my everything.”
San Cai: “Lei…” she threw her arms around him and kissed him on the lips.
San Cai: For now, Hua Ze Lei is my choice. I don’t know what’ll be my future, but for now…I need him.
Lei was startled at her initiated kiss, but his heart thumped wildly as he felt all his wounds close up and heal.
San Cai and Lei both felt so good kissing each other, with longing and desire, pain and satisfaction…Lei ran one hand through her hair as another held her waist. San Cai inched closer as she caressed his neck teasingly, feeling him shiver as she moved her caressing down to his back. She pressed her lips harder and let his tounge explore her mouth with lingering touches.
Suddenly, the door to Lei’s room flung open, there stood Dao Ming Si, with a red face and stunned and then even more angry expression.
“What are you two doing?” He asked softly
Lei felt so angry that he inturuppted their “moment”, especially since it was “him”, his best friend, his lover’s lover, his love rival…
“Do you need anything?” Lei asked coldly
San Cai was sitting next to Lei blushing hotly, she couldn’t look DMS in the eye.
San Cai’s POV: Why cant I look him straight in the eye? It’s not like I’m his girl or he loves me anymore. Why should I feel guilty for kissing another man? I shouldn’t.
“What were you two doing?” DMS repeated slowly and anger raged in his body
San Cai lifted her head up to look at him: “Didn’t you already see?”
DMS walked over to her, his body shaking with jealousy and pure anger, he raised his hand to hit her but was stopped by another.
“You don’t own her anymore, she is not yours.” Lei said angrily like he was going to fight Ah Si
San Cai: “Yea, I’m just a girl who claims to love you but just wants your money! You said that yourself.”
DMS looked ashamed of himself: “I thought you forgave me…”
SanCai looked furious: “Do you know how much it hurts?! Do you know how it feels like tolove someone who loves you not? Do you?!! NO! You know nothing, all you know is you get whatever you want! I hate you! Get the hellout of here!!”
DMS was about to apologize again but instead: “FINE! Ben nu ren, be that way!!”
He stormed out of the room and threw one last murderous glance at them.
San Cai broke down after she saw him leave, she broke down into Lei’a arms again.
“I lost.” Lei thought as he hugged San Cai knowing that she still loved Ah Si. But, he was never going to forget the kiss they shared, it was special, but can only be kept in…memories.