Fan Fiction

My Biggest Regret Was Letting You Go (completed)

by Crazedgyrl

Chapter 26

I Just Realized...How Much I Love You

~ROOFTOP~

San Cai: “So, Lei, what did you call me out for?”

Lei: “San Cai, I am leaving for Japan next tomorrow.”

San Cai was startled: “What? Why? Didn’t you just get back?”

Lei looked sadly down: “There is nothing in Tai Wan that is worth for me to stay.”

Lei’s POV: That was until I met you…

San Cai: “What about F3?”

Lei: “They’d soon have to take over their companies, they wont stay in Tai Wan forever…if they do, we’d have no time to hang out anyways.”

San Cai: “I…I’m not worth it either?”

Lei stared into her eyes with a serious face: “You have Ah Si.”

San Cai and Lei shared a cold intense silence after what he said. She couldn’t object because it was her choice, she chose DMS over Hua Ze Lei.

Lei: “There is a party held at my house tonight, hope you could make it.” Then he walked away, there was nothing left to say…she can only be a friend.

Tears started to fall from San Cai’s eyes.

San Cai’s POV: Why do you have to leave so fast?! Do you know how much I missed you? You hugs, your advices, your voice, your company…your love. Why do you have to leave so soon? Am I really not worth it? What is my place in your heart now? Did Jessica occupie your whole heart? Is there not enough room for me…?

~NIGHT- HUA ZE MANSION/PARTY~

MZ: “Nice party Lei, I see many chicks.”

Xi Men: “Man, we hardly see you anymore, always in Japan.”

DMS: “Yea, don’t ever forget your friends, F3.”

Lei just smiled. He pretended not to care but he scanned the crowd for San Cai. Is she not coming? Did I hurt her because of what I said? He thought

The door to Lei’s mansion opened again as a beautiful young lady stood there. She had her hair curled at the tips and it hung freely over her shoulder. She wore a white strapless gown that showed off her lucious smooth skin, elegant neck and shoulders. The waist of the gown was tiny, and at the bottom was a couple of layers of white silk. Her every sexy curve was seen. She wore light make up, red lipstick, and white silver hoop earrings. The gorgeous woman was none other than…Dong San Cai.

( Like in MG1) Lei’s eyes widened as he let his eyes feast on her beauty. He looked away, but a force pulled his head right back, she was too good to be true.

DMS’s eyes popped out as he gazed longingly at San Cai. He was amazed more than ever at her beauty, he felt all the energy drain out of him as his knees weakned with desire.

San Cai walked slowly towards F4 and Xiao You.

Xiao You gasped: “Wow, you don’t have to look that gorgeous.”

San Cai: “You look beautiful yourself.”

MZ whistled: “Hot!”

San Cai blushed.

DMS and Lei just stared with approving eyes, their eyes still glued on her.

Just then Jessica appeared next to Lei and hooked a possesive arm on him. When she noticed San Cai, her expression was also astonishing, but more of rage and jealousy.

Jessica: “San Cai jie jie, you look awsome.”

San Cai: “Thanks, so do you.”

Jessica: “Really? Do you think so, Lei?”

Lei looked annoyed: “No comment.”

Jessica’s face burned with fury but then she calmed down, she tried to control her anger.

Xiao You: “Come on San Cai, let’s get a drink.”

San Cai: “Sure.”

The girls were over at the food tables when the pianist started playing and couples went off to the dance floor to dance.

Lei appeared besides San Cai: “May I have this dance?”

San Cai’s heart fluttered, she placed her hand in his and Lei started to lead her over to the dance floor when they spotted Jessica.

San Cai: “Jessica, um, do you mind?”

Jessica pretended not to care: “Sure, you two go ahead.”

She ran away with tears in her eyes.

San Cai hesitated: “Lei, do you think you should go after her?”

Lei dropped San Cai’s hand and went after Jessica.

San Cai’s POV: My heart shattered into pieces as I watched Lei’s figure dissappear in the crowd, to go after Jessica. He has moved on, he loves her now. I should be happy, I am going to be happy for them. Lei deserves to be happy…but why do I think Jessica is not the one for him? Is my selfishness starting again?

San Cai went over to a quiet place, the backyard. She strolled slowly on ground and tried to enjoy the flowers around her. But her heart wasint into it. Her heart was broken…she had just realized that she loved Hua Ze Lei.