Fan Fiction |
by Crazedgyrl
“Shush, just tell me the truth, everything about her.” Xiao You demanded
Xi Men sighed and took a deep breath: “She was my first love.”
Xiao You winced when she heard the words “my first love” coming out Xi Men’s lips, she knew it but didn’t want to hear it personally from him.
Xi Men saw the hurt in her eyes even though she quickly masked it: “Do you really want to know?”
Xiao You nodded: “It hurts, but I want you to be honest.”
Xi Men told her the whole story of how she ditched him and he had no clue why. There was still questions to their story, but Xi Men didn’t know the answers.
“Oh.” Was all Xiao You said when she finished hearing his story.
“So you two didn’t really break up yet…” Xiao You stated as her face darkened
Xi Men: “From what it was left as, we did.”
Xiao You: “Xi Men, I don’t think…I don’t think I can be with you anymore.”
“No! Why?! Because of her? I said we are history, the one I love is you!” Xi Men shouted angrily out of dismay, he didn’t want Xiao You to leave him again.
Xiao You was stunned and silenced of his outburst.
“Look…” Xi Men started to say.
“You really love me, as in because I am Xiao You? Not any other reasons?” Xiao You asked painfully, she knew this was a hurtful question to him.
“What do you mean by that?! What the hell…am I that kind of person?!!” Xi Men practically screamed at her.
Tears leaped into Xiao You’s eyes when she saw the hurt in his eyes and the violence shaking his body.
“You know what? Maybe you just love me because of my money.” Xi Men repiled coldly, then he walked out of the door.
Tears fell freely down Xiao You’s cheek as she clutched a pillow close to her chest and cried softly on it.
Xiao You’s POV: How can you say that? How can you say those words to me? Are you really the gentel and calm Xi Men I know? Are you really the Xi Men I fell in love with?
Xi Men’s POV: Fuck! How could I have said those things to her? And I totally lost it back there. I know her feelings are hurt deeply because of my outrage, but my are mine. What does she mean if I loved her for her or something else? Her body? Heck no! I admmit she has a smokin hot body, but I love her for who she is. I really do. And I don’t want to lose her…not this time…not again.
Xi Men went to get himself drunk at VS. Trying to drown out all his problems, he gulped down bottle after bottle, glass after glass. His head was numb, but so was his heart.
“Waiter, another one.” He demanded
“Hello. Long time no see, Xi Men.” A light voice greeted him
Xi Men’s POV: No this cant be…her. It’s her. I recognize that voice. It’s so familiar... Xiao Gen.