Fan Fiction |
by Crazedgyrl
Xiao Gen pretended to be confused: “Write what? That thing? I havent seen it in years! Let me see it.”
Xi Men: “You really didn’t write this?”
Xiao Gen was still on the bed with no clothes: “Where the hell is that Xiao You? Why isint she here yet?” she wondered
Xi Men: “Get your clothes on.”
Xiao Gen teased him: “Don’t you love girls who are naked?”
Xi Men: “Stop pretending like you understand me, put your damn clothes on!”
“Ok, ok.” Xiao Gen said and started to put on her clothes
“Go out.” She ordered Xi Men
Xi Men didn’t say anything but just walked out, Xiao Gen put on her clothes, but she left her bra and panties on the bed, it was specially designed with her name stiched on it. Let’s see if Xiao You finds that, she thought geefully.
~NEXT DAY~
Xi Men was in his living room drinking wine when Xiao Gen came again.
Xi Men looked up and then took another sip, ignoring her presence.
Xiao Gen: “Whats wrong, Xi Men?”
Xi Men: “Nothing, why are you here again?”
Xiao Gen: “When are you planning to ask me to be your girlfriend?”
Xi Men: “I already have one.”
Xiao Gen: “No, seriously Xi Men.”
Xi Men: “Of course I am serious, I have a girlfriend, her name is Xiao You, now stop bothering me!”
Xiao Gen: “I thought…I thought you’d always love me…”
Xi Men smiled: “Yea right, when you left, all my feelings for you were gone.”
Xiao Gen: “How could you…”
A servant suddenly came rushing to Xi Men: “Shao ye, Xiao You xiao jie is waiting outside.”
Xi Men’s head jerked at the name: “Xiao You.”
Xiao Gen’s eyes narrowed and she sat down next to Xi Men and enjoyed the show.
Xiao You came in and froze when she saw Xiao Gen with Xi Men: “I…I’m sorry I came at a wrong time.”
She turned to leave when Xi Men grabbed her: “No wait, come with me.”
He dragged her up to his room and closed the door behind him.
Xiao Gen had a wicked smile playing on her lips after she saw Xi Men go upstairs with Xiao you…to his room.
~XI MEN’S ROOM~
Xiao You pulled her hand back: “What are you doing?”
Xi Men’s voice got caught in his throat when he saw her: “So…uh, why did you come here today?”
Xiao You’s POV: Yea, why did I come?
Xiao You: “Um, it’s nothing important, I really gotta go.”
Suddenly, the black bra and thong on Xi Men’s bed caught her eye, she gasped in surprise as she saw another woman’s lingerie on Xi Men’s bed.
Xi Men’s eyes followed Xiao You’s and he was also as stunned at her, not at the sight, but at the consequences.
Xiao You walked over and picked up the bra, white stitching caught her attention: “Xiao Gen.”
“So this was what you were doing when I was not here.” Xiao You whispered, she forced a bitter smile and threw the bra back onto the bed, she pushed Xi Men out of the way and walked out of the room…strike three! You’re out, Xi Men.
~XIAO YOU’S HOUSE~
Xiao You was crying on her bed in a pillow when she heard the doorbell ring.
Xiao You’s POV: Please let it not be xi Men, not Xi Men, please. Not Xi Men…
She opened the door and saw the dark penetraing eyes and well handsome, well built figure standing by ther doorway. It was Xi Men.
Xiao You left the door open and went to the bathroom to clean herself up. Xi Men saw her already just now, red puffy eyes from crying. How pathetic is that?
Xiao You’s POV: Xi Men has done it again. He broke my heart. This time, I’ve held my anger in for too long, and my pain. Three strikes, he reached my limit. My heart has a big wound on it and it hurts everytime I think or see Xi Men, what’ll I do? How can I break up with him? I don’t want to lose him, but I wont let myself get hurt in this game of love…again.
Xiao You came back out and saw Xi Men sitting quietly on the sofa with his hands folded nervously.
“Is there anything you have to say?” Xiao You asked.
Xi Men looked at her, almost pleadingly: “About Xiao Gen…”
“Yea?” Xiao You asked waiting for him to continue, but also knowing that there was no excuses but the truth, which she already saw.
Xi Men also knew there was nothing he could say: “Xiao You..I’m sor…”
“Don’t say sorry, it’s ok.” Xiao You smiled
Xi Men’s eyes widened in surprise: “What do you mean it’s ok?”
Xiao You breathed in deeply, this was her big decision, but it was the best for both of them: “What I mean, Xi Men is…let’s break up.”
“Then you can do whatever you want without having to feel guilty.” Xiao You continued
“Let’s break up…” those words cut through Xi Men’s heart like a needle, it pierced right through, with so much pain.
Xiao You was proud of her decision for both of them, but as she saw the regret and hurt in Xi Men’s eyes, she almost gave in…almost.
“No, no! I don’t want to break up with you…I cant, I love you...” Xi Men cried hoping to see forgivness in Xiao You’s eyes, but to his horror she smiled bitterly again.
“No you don’t love me, the one you love is Xiao Gen, your true love. Loving someone means you cant eat or sleep or live without them, that kind of thing is love. You don’t have to lie to yourself, Xi Men…because I don’t want to lie to myself…” Xiao You finished with a whisper
“No, I don’t love Xiao Gen!” Xi Men yelled
Xiao You: “Xi Men, cant you be a little nicer to me? I’ve been holding in my feelings for so long! Do you have any idea what kind of pain you caused me to have?!”
Xi Men: “Xiao…”
“No let me finish! You don’t think I’d forgive you for using me as a subsitute for Xiao Gen, and kissing another girl while we still had something going, you know me better, I cant forgive you in like two seconds right? I’m human, Xi Men, why don’t you treat me like one?!” Xiao You screamed, after that, she broke down and hot tears started rolling down, there, she let her anger all out.
Xi Men knew everything she said was right, he went over to her and tried to comfort her, but then decided not to, he knew her too well, she’d push him away.
“About the diary…” Xi Men suddenly remembered
“Stop. Stop it Xi Men, I don’t want to hear your excuses anymore, I’m tired…let’s forget everything in the past.” Xiao You murmured and she started to walk back up the stairs, but Xi Men held her back and pulled her into his arms.
“Don’t go, don’t leave me. I need you.” Xi Men whispered with his own tears falling, he lifted up her tear stained face and kissed her. Xiao You responded, knowing this was the last time she would get to kiss these pair of soft sweet lips. After that, she pulled away.
“Xiao Gen was once in the position I’m in now, Xiao Gen once kissed the lips I kissed now…but I don’t want Xiao Gen to cry these tears I’ve just cried. Treasure her, Xi Men…as for our relationship, lets just say…I’ve had enough for more than a week.” Xiao You said softly, she pulled Xi Men’s arms which were around her waist away and ran up the stairs, leaving Xi Men to think over the words she said.
"I love you, Xiao You...is that really not enough?" Xi Men whispered as he walked out of her house, and maybe her life for good.
It was pouring outside, but Xi Men was still in the streets with a bottle of beer in his hand, stumbling like a lost dog. His tears of regret, pain, and love mixed in with the rain, he didnt care what happened to him anymore...his life was meaningless without her...Xiao You.