| Fan Fiction |
by DBSKAngel
Jaejoong woke up, feeling better then he has since he arrived. He sat up in his bed and just thought. It has hurt so much telling Jurin and Hyukjae what had happened to him but he also felt like a weight had been lifted off his shoulders. He smiled softly, and took a shower, dressed in loose jeans, a long sleeved black shirt, then a black sweater jacket over it, and black sneakers. He popped his heart medication into his mouth, then pocketed the bottle into his pocket before leaving the room.
“Ha Nuel?” Jaejoong asked when he entered the kitchen.
“Jyooliang! Your awake, how are you feeling?”
“Fine, thanks. What is for breakfast?”
“You mean lunch, dear. Honey, sit down a moment.”
Jaejoong tilted his head to the side something in her tone telling him he has missed a very important detail.
Jaejoong sat on the stool, “What is is Ha Nuel?”
“Honey, today is Sunday.”
Jaejoong blinked, trying to process what she just said, “I’ve been asleep since Friday?”
Ha Nuel nodded, “Yes dear. The doctor said your brain and body just shut down, that when you were ready you would wake up.”
“Wait I was in a coma?”
“Not quite, something similar.”
Jaejoong whistled, “No wonder I felt so good thing morning.”
Ha Nuel laughed and hugged him, “we were go worried! You must be hungry.”
Jaejoong nodded, and Ha Nuel sent a kitchen helper to fetch his mother, while she served Jaejoong food.
“Jyooliang!” Sun-hi exclaimed coming into the kitchen and hugged Jaejoong.
Jaejoong grinned, “Mom, I’m fine. Mom, I can’t breath!”
Sun-hi let him go, “I’m sorry you have me and your father terrible.”
“I’m sorry.”
“Don’t be sorry, Ha Nuel as-oh good your getting her food. Thank you. I wish I could stay but I have some work to take care of. Will you be ok?”
“Ya, mom.”
Sun-hi kissed his forehead and walked out.
“Where is Hyukjae? Jaejoong asked.
“On duty I would think. Popping in here almost every hour asking how you are doing.”
Jaejoong smiled, “this looks good thank you.”
Jaejoong munched on the turkey sandwich and apple.
Ha Nuel smiled and went back to preparing dinner.
“Can I have another apple?”
Ha Nuel smiled and tossed an apple.
“Thank you!” Jaejoong said.
Jaejoong walked out the kitchen door, and walked along the path, with a soft smile. He felt a lot of better, and he thought he might, he just might be able to rebuild his life. He sure did hope so.
“Hyukjae?!” Jaejoong called as he approached the bench where they meant. The backyard was Hyukjae’s section to watch over along with two other officer.
“Jyooliang?”
Jaejoong spun around and smile, “Hyukjae!”
“How are you feeling?” Hyukjae asked, giving him a hug.
“Much better, thank you. Here.”
Hyukjae took the apple gratefully, “Thanks!”
Jaejoong smiled, “Your welcome.”
“Care for a walk?”
“Sure. I can’t believe I slept for almost two days.”
Hyukjae laughed, “I’m not. After telling that tale twice, I would want nothing to do but sleep too.”
Jaejoong nodded, his mood becoming more seldom.
Hyukjae nudged him gently, “Hey, what happened to that smile?”
Jaejoong turned and smiled at him.
“Ha! Much better!”
Jaejoong laughed, “Thank you so much Hyukjae. I don’t think I could have made it without you.”
Hyukjae smiled, “You needed a friend not a parent. Someone who could understand.”
Jaejoong looked at him sharply, “were you....”
“I was 15 when it happened.”
Jaejoong blinked, “I’m sorry,” then he grinned.
Hyukjae grinned as well, “see? Told you we said sorry.”
Jaejoong laughed, then asked, “can I ask what happened?”
“Sure. Well, it happened at school actually. I was part of the soccer team, the main player well he was bi and everyone knew that. He was also a very tough guy. No one messed with him, he got what and who he wanted. I rejected him, he didn’t take it well. He trapped me one day after soccer practice and raped me in the supply room.”
“Oh, what a jerk.”
Hyukjae smiled, “Oh yea a big jerk. I wanted to die afterwards. I stopped going to practice, I didn’t want anyone to be near me. I was so cold. But then a friend saw what was happening. He helped me out. Got me back on my feet. So I understand how you are feeling. I knew what you needed.”
Jaejoong smiled, “Thank you. I wish you understood what I need without having to have gone through that.”
Hyukjae nodded, “Yes, but unfortunately I was a lot lucky then you. The man you raped you was far crueler.”
Jaejoong looked up, “what do you mean?”
“You said the man just took you, and it felt like your insides were burning and tearing, correct?”
“Yes, that is how it felt and what the doctors told me, what happened.”
“Well, I understand sex between men, men have to use a lube of some kind to make sex comfortable and to prevent tearing. My rapist did use a lube, so for me it wasn’t as painful as it could have been. You, you had it a lot worse. That is why it hurt so bad, and why you were in pain for so long. I was in pain maybe three days. You were in pain for over a week, correct?”
“I still am, more of a soreness really.”
“That is why.”
Jaejoong looked at his feet, “guess I don’t have any luck, huh?”
“No, I don’t think you do.”
Jaejoong scoffed, “honest aren’t you?”
“Just a bit,” Hyukjae replied with a grin.
“I am going to miss you when I leave. Will I be allowed to contact you?”
“I doubt it. The less you contact people outside of school other then your ‘parents’, the safer you will be. I will miss our talks though.”
“You’re a great friend Hyukjae.”
“Thank you, so are you.”
Jaejoong spent most of the day with Hyukjae, walking through the backyard, they chatted and even stopped and chatted with the other officers that patrolled the backyard. The four of them even stopped at a picnic table and played a few rounds of cards before going back to work.
Jaejoong was sad when night fell and Hyukjae sent him inside to see his ‘parents’ for dinner.
Jaejoong had dinner with Jung and Sun-hi, in which they talked about the arrangements of getting him to school. They would drop him off on the way to the airport as they had a ‘business’ trip. Jaejoong said his goodnights and went upstairs to pack and sleep.