| Fan Fiction |
by Erika
There she is, sitting on a deserted bench, just outside Changmin's ward. Her head is buried into her hands. She's not moving, or saying anything.
Just ... Sitting there.
I run up to her, along with the rest.
"______ ..." I take a seat beside her and put an arm around her shaking shoulders.
She doesn't react to my touch. The others crowd around her, looking worried. Her father, our manager, looks like as if he wants to touch her; to give her a hug.
But he just stands there, fiddling with his hands.
"_____ ?" Jaejoong kneels in front of her.
_____ rocks back and forth, still not taking her head away from her hands.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry ..." She keeps mumbling under her breath.
"_____, we don't blame you," Yoochun says.
But _____ keeps muttering the same words over and over again, softly, but loud enough for all of us to hear.
I tighten my grip on her.
Abruptly, she looks up. Her face is pale but emotionless. She didn't seem to be crying.
She looks at us one by one, before locking eyes with her father, who looks at her, still not knowing what to do.
"Appa," _____ stands up. "Appa, mianhe. I was selfish. If marrying her makes you happy, then I won't stop you."
Her father starts to tear up as he pulls _____ in for a hug.
They pull away after a moment and I can't help but to feel a bit jealous.
Suddenly, the door to Changmin's ward open a bespectacled doctor comes out of it, looking quite grim. I rush to him.
"How is he, doc ?" I ask him.
The doctor takes off his spectacles and starts polishing them on his white coat. He sighs, puts it back on again, and ...
Smiles.
"Mr Shim's condition is stable and his injuries are not so critical. His arm is dislocated and it will take weeks to fix. As for the rest of his body, it's fine," the doctor tells me and I heave a sigh of relief. I feel lighter, as if a heavy burden on my chest had been lifted.
Changmin is okay. Our little brother is okay.
"Can we go inside the room ?" I ask.
The doctor nods. "Sure." And with that, he scurries off.
I motion for the rest to come forward. "Okay," I lower down my voice. "The doctor says that Changmin is fine. His arm is dislocated but otherwise, everything is okay. He's probably traumatised by the incident so don't agitate him just yet."
Everyone nods, even the woman our manager is marrying. I stare at her for a moment. She doesn't even know Changmin. Why is she nodding ?
I reach for the knob, turn in and push the door open.
Once it's fully open, I step in first, followed by the rest.
Changmin is lying on the hospital bed, wearing a blue dressing gown.
If this wasn't a serious matter, I swear I'd be laughing at how Changmin looks right now. Especially with that dress-like clothing.
He doesn't seem to realise that we're inside the room, since he's busy looking out of the window, his head turned sideways.
"Changmin ?" Junsu calls out to get his attention.
Changmin turns his head the other way, to face us. His forehead has a large bruise on it and there is a deep cut across his left cheek. His right arm is on a sling and he looks like he had been hit by a car.
Oh wait ...
Upon seeing Changmin, I hear _____ gasp beside me.
We all flock around Changmin's bed, asking him how he feels and if he still can feel his right arm.
"Of course I can," Changmin says, giving Junsu a scornful look. "It's just that- When I move it, it hurts."
Our manager, who had been standing at a corner all this while, glances at his watch and announces that he and that woman should get going.
______ gives her father one last hug and once more, I feel jealous. I actually thought about pulling them apart and wrapping my own arms around _______.
But I resisted.
____ flashes the woman a small smile before her and our manager walks out of the room.
"Hyung, I'm sorry ..." _____ apologises to Changmin, who holds up his left arm.
"No, don't be. It's not your fault," Changmin argues.
"But it is. If I had just ran away, you wouldn't be in this state you're in right now," ______ argues back.
Changmin shakes his head.
______, apparently, gives up because as a response, she sighs and walks over to the window.
"You're not thinking of jumping down, are you ?" I jokingly call out to her.
She doesn't reply.
"Okay, I was joking !" I hastily add in but still, she doesn't say anything. She just continue staring out of the window.
"Good one, leader," Yoochun playfully punches my arm.
"I'm going to take a walk," ______ announces.
I stand up, so does Yoochun.
I open my mouth but Yoochun opens his first.
"I'll go with you," he tells her.
She stares quietly at him before nodding.
I watch as both of them walks out of the room.
Here comes the jealous feeling again.
"Aish, those two ..." Jaejoong mutters under his breath.
"I NEED CHOCOLATES !" Changmin whines from his bed. I poke him on the stomach, causing him to cry out in frustration.
"Sorry, kiddo. Nobody brought chocolates," I tell him.
"Well, go buy some," he replies, or, rather, orders.
I throw my head back and laugh before saying no.
[Yoochun's POV]
There is a garden just behind the hospital. A small fountain is at the back, sprouting water from the mouth of a statue of a fish. There are flowers everywhere.
Surprisingly, there is a swing set right beside the fountain. Both of us walk towards it.
Beside me, ______ is quiet. She looks down as she walks.
"It's not your fault, you know," I suddenly blurt out.
She looks up. "Hyung, it is." Tenderly, she sits on the swing. I walk around it and stop behind her.
Gently, I push the swing forward. "It was Changmin's choice to run out like that. You didn't tell him to save you."
She sighs as the swing flies up and down. "But still-"
"______," I cut her off. "It's not your fault. Stop blaming yourself or I'll push this swing so high that you'll fly off."
She giggles and I heave a sigh of relief. "Sir, yes sir."
I push the swing some more. "Good, now drop and give me 50 push-ups !" I boom, in a deep voice, acting like a commander at an army.
"No way," ______ sticks her tongue out at me.
I laugh at her and continue pushing the swing.
As she swings up and down, her hair flies around her face. She's laughing and she looks different as compared to when we first saw her.
She's finally happy.
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LALALALALALALA.
Here, I updated again.
KimJiJae--13 June 2009 at 11:57 p.m.
lols ditto
just gon be hanging out wit them and be happy whoo!
finally i can put a comment faster haha
im not on the psp...for now XD
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NO CHANGMIN!!! I HOPE HE DOESNT DIE!!!
TTT___TTT
STUPID ME FOR STAYIN IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD!
eek i'd be dead if he never "STALKED" me haha
UPDATE SOON! ^^v
Reply: LOL, Changmin the stalker.
JaeSu fan--14 June 2009 at 12:41 a.m.
Wah!!! Changmin saved 'me' and got himself into the accident... *weeps*
Hang in there, Changmin!
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It is sad...
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Update soon!
Reply: :[ I make myself cry. LOL, updated.
jane_kim--14 June 2009 at 1:03 a.m.
gosh changmin's such a sweetheart
he he he's very caring he he aaaaw
sigh changmin's willing to do risky things
to protect 'me' he he I'll wait for
the update:)
Reply: That's cos Changmin is in love with 'You' ! :D
aznraisin--14 June 2009 at 1:51 a.m.
OMO. DID U JUST MAKE CHANGMINNIE GET INTO AN ACCIDENT?!!!! -looks for metal bat- ahaha NO JKJKJK. but awww changmin hes such the hero! yess! haha.. hope u feel better changmin! aja aja! lol... share changmin? ok but only bcuz Erika asked! teehee. wht do u like better his innocent look or his mirotic look? whooa hahaha.. such a dramatic chapter! i cant wait to read wht happens next! :)
Reply: Damn, it's hard to choose between which looks of his I like best. LOL, don't hit me D: -runs away-
VOTES:
Jaejoong: 23
Yunho: 6
Junsu: 4
Yoochun: 4
Changmin: 15
NOOOOOOO, I'm losing my readers ! D:
Anyway, hope you enjoyed this chapter.
<3 Erika.