| Fan Fiction |
by Erika
Last night had been exhausting. The press won't leave us alone. I barely got to talk to ______.
Speaking of whom, I wonder why she went home before us.
I step into the kitchen. Everyone is already there but they're doing nothing except staring at the table.
"Hyung, you didn't cook breakfast," Yoochun says.
Oh ...
I see.
"Sorry," I shuffle to the stove, turn it on and take out 6 eggs from the refrigerator.
"So, _______, why did you leave so early ?" The pan sizzles as I crack open the eggs over it.
There is silence for a minute before I hear the screech oh a chair being pushed back. I whip around, just to see _____ walking out of the kitchen.
"What's up with her ?" Junsu lays his head on the table.
I shrug and continue cooking the eggs.
I don't know why _____ is so moody. Probably because she still can't accept that her father is married to another woman, besides her mom.
Who is already dead.
I don't see what the big deal is ...
OH.
Oh no. Oh nononononononono.
"Uh, guys ... ?" _____ had pushed herself through the crowd. In one swift movement, she tripped over the hem of her dress and fell forward.
And I laughed.
Everyone did.
I pictured the expression on _______'s face.
Quickly, I turn off the stove and run to the living room, where _______ is watching TV.
"______ !" I stop in front of her.
She leans sideways to look at the TV, since I'm blocking it. I sit beside her.
"_______, I'm sorry ..."
She moves to the end of the couch, props her head on her hand and flips the channel.
The rest, obviously confused, comes out of the kitchen.
"What's happening ?" Yunho asks.
I turn to them and relate the whole story.
"We laughed at her ?!" Changmin hisses.
I nod at him and immediately, all of us crowds around her. She proceeds to stand up but I pull her back down again.
"We're sorry," Yunho says.
She looks at him with an emotionless expression on her face. It's almost like the old ______ is back. And I know no one wants that to happen.
But it's already happening. And it's all our fault.
"It's okay. It's not your fault you people are so famous. You don't have to spend every single minute with me. You all have your own lives and I can understand that," she sighs and stands up. "I just ... Need to be alone for a while."
Without another word, she walks up the stairs, leaving us to wonder whether she really forgives us or not.
The rest sigh and flop on the couch.
"I think she's still mad at us," Junsu mutters.
I flash him a 'DUH' look.
"I don't feel like eating now," Changmin mumbles under his breath.
We all nod in agreement.
To pass the time, I think about the time I kissed her on the staircase.
I still don't know what came over me and why I suddenly smashed my lips onto hers.
But good thing she kissed back.
Maybe she likes me too.
But she doesn't really show it.
[Your POV]
I shouldn't be mad about this.
So what if they laughed at me when I tripped ? So what if none of them helped me up. I'm already 17. I should know how to pick myself up when I fall. I should know how to swallow any emotions if necessary.
But, right now, I just can't do it.
I remember how Jaejoong casually wraps his arms around BoA's waist.
It's a celebrity thing, I keep telling myself. Famous people do it all the time.
Why am I such a whiny idiot ?
Maybe I should go talk to them. I can't stay in this room forever. I have to be brave.
And so, after a deep breath, I walk back downstairs.
They're still on the couch, watching TV.
I walk towards them and stop in front of the TV.
"Guys, look. I'm sorry. I was being an idiot," I look at them.
Yunho stands up and hug me, while the rest follows me and before long, I'm stuck in the middle of a group hug, practically suffocating to death.
But I don't mind.
As long as they forgive me.
"Well, seems like this is a bad time."
The hug breaks and all of us turns around to see who it is.
"Appa !" I run up to him and hug him, yet again, inhaling his perfume.
After pulling apart, I look at the woman. Who is now officially my stepmother.
I swallow hard, not knowing what to do.
Finally, I smile and hug her.
She actually smells good, surprisingly. Almost as good as my father.
"Appa, why are you here ?" I lead them to the couch.
That woman's not pregnant, is she ? Because I seriously can't handle that kind of pressure right now. Maybe in about a few months, I can, but not now.
For goodness sake, please tell me she's still a virgin.
Unless ...
She was a prostitute before marrying my father.
Maybe that's how they met.
OH EW !
"______ ? Why is you face like that ?" My father waves a hand in front of my face.
"Um, nothing. Go on."
Don't be pregnant, don't be pregnant, oh, woman, please don't be pregnant.
"______. We," my father gestures to my stepmother. "Have been talking about this for a quite a while and I feel that it's my responsibility to announce it to you."
Oh. Dear. God.
"Uh-huh ?" My throat feels dry.
Seriously, I need water.
"But before I tell you, I just hope that you will understand," my father continues.
Unable to talk, due to my dry throat, I manage a nod.
"_____ ..."
Crap.
"I want you to move back to our house."
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Eyurgh, I feel so lame.
mmph92--16 June 2009 at 2:09 a.m.
Can't wait for your next update :p......rly interesting.I felt bad for the girl
Reply: The girl is 'You'. :]
jane_kim--16 June 2009 at 2:30 a.m.
cool update sigh so sad
I hope you update soon:)
Reply: Sorry if I took a long time to update. I'm not really feeling well.
Jio--16 June 2009 at 8:53 a.m.
please update soon. :)
Reply: Done and I'm sorry if it took so long.
KimJiJae--16 June 2009 at 12:55 p.m.
T_T fine then guys just leave me there hanging haha
UPDATE SOON! ^^v
Reply: LOL, they're so bad.
JaeSu fan--17 June 2009 at 12:59 a.m.
Update soon!!!
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Yeah that's okay... ^_^
Reply: :D
Aish.
<3 Erika.