| Fan Fiction |
by Erika
"Give it back," I growl at her.
The other girls behind her sniggers.
"Why ? Do you want to talk to Jae oppa ?" The girl says.
I flinch at the word 'Oppa'. I don't know why, but everytime a girl calls the guys that, I'll feel ... Uncomfortable.
"So what if I do ?" I place my hands on my hips and glare at her. I'm guessing she's older than me but pfff, I'm tougher than her.
"Who do you think you are ?" Another girl wearing a pink miniskirt pipes up from behind the ... I'm guessing ... The leader.
"Yeah. So what if you live with TVXQ ? You're not even pretty."
I clench my fist.
"I don't know what Changmin oppa sees in you."
"Yeah. You're not even worthy to even be near Junsu oppa."
"Let alone Yunho oppa. And the rest."
I look at them.
They're jealous of me ? I didn't even do anything.
The leader, who is standing in front of me and still holding my phone, steps closer.
"So you better stay away from them or else ..."
"Or else what ?" I ask.
I'm not scared of them. They're just girls ...
Crazy, mental, girls.
"Look, just stay away from them if you don't want to get hurt ..."
I snort and with a surge of energy, I jump up and grab my phone back away from the crazy fangirl.
"Why would I do that ? They like me and I like them. You're just jealous," I smirk at her.
With a cry, the girl lunge at me and I start running.
Fast.
The rest of her gang starts running too. Good thing I'm not wearing high heels. Unlike those ... I don't want to say it.
Faster and faster, I puff along the street of Seoul, until I stumble into some kind of deserted place. Which is seriously unfamiliar and omigod, where am I ?
I stop for a while, bend down, clutch my knees and gasp for air. It has been nearly half an hour. Aren't they tired of chasing me ?
Is TVXQ that famous ?!
"Look, there she is !"
Uh-oh.
I straighten up again and start running.
I can hear them screaming and by the tone of their voices, I'm guessing that they want to kill me.
Bad.
I look behind and is surprised at how near they are to me.
I begin to pick up my speed. I divert my attention to what is in front of me and before I knew it, I'm on the floor, staring up at some pole.
Carefully, I place my hand on my throbbing forehead. I glance at the pole and notice some blood on the part where my head had came in contact with.
Gritting my teeth, and slightly dizzy from the bump, I stand up and start running for my life.
Finally, seriously and utterly tired, I dive into an alley. I lean against the wall, trying hard not to breathe and wait for the footsteps to pass by.
For 5 minutes, I stay like that. Eyes closed and pressed against the cold alley wall.
Then, it turns quiet.
Cautiously, I poke my head out from the alley and look both ways for any signs of the stupid girls. Who just won't freaking leave me alone !
Nothing.
They're gone.
Finally.
My heart still beating dangerously fast, I step out of the alley and head home.
Of course, since I have no idea where the heck I'm at, I just wander around.
For an hour, I aimlessly walk along this deserted place until, finally, I'm back at the highway.
My feet are killing me and I have no money with me right now, so I can't take a taxi. My phone's battery is dead so I can't call anyone for help.
If only Jaejoong is here.
For another hour, I continue walking.
I might as well ask someone for directions. I suck at these things. I never go out of the house much, even since my mother died so I'm clueless in places like this.
I stop a passing woman and ask her for directions to TVXQ's house.
Of course, I don't tell her whose house it is. I just give her the address.
"Oh ... Well, it's a long way from here, dear. But you just walk in that direction and in about half an hour, you'll reach the neighbourhood."
I bow at her before walking away.
Half an hour ... AISH.
Suddenly, something wet drops on my face. I look up, only to see black ominous clouds forming above me. Soon after, it starts to rain.
Great.
Just great.
Of all days, God has chosen this day to be a wet one.
All the girls in Korea probably hate me now and now ... God too ?!
Due to the heavy, heavy, heavy rain, within minutes, I'm drenched all over. My hair is stringy and all over the place.
AND THE STUPID WIND DOESN'T HELP !
I grit my teeth and walk faster.
The faster I get home, the better.
I think about what the girls said. That I'm not worthy to even go near the boys. That I'm not pretty enough. That they will never like me.
Even though I know that all of that aren't true, I can't help but to feel ... Different.
Hurt.
Maybe they're right. Maybe the boys don't need me to be around anymore.
I'm just a 17 year old girl.
What can I do ?
[Jaejoong's POV]
"Have you tried calling her ?" Changmin, for possibly the 999999th time, asks.
"Yes, Min, I have. Numerous times. But all I get is the stupid phone operator," I tell him and continue pacing up and down.
"Where is she ... ?" Yunho says.
"I thought you said that she's going to the hospital," Junsu says.
"Yeah, but how come, when we got there, she was nowhere to be found ?" Yoochun says.
"Plus, her stepmom says that she never even showed up !" Changmin says.
I clutch my head in frustration. They're talking too fast. I'm already at the peak of my nervousness.
I hope nothing happened to her.
I can't bear to see her ...
I can't even say it.
Finally, unable to take it anymore, and ignoring the others, I throw open the front door and rush out of the house.
"______ !" I cup my mouth and shout.
The rain makes the whole place blurry and over the horizon, I can make out a silhouette of a walking figure.
Immediately, I run towards it.
"______ !"
She stops walking and looks up at me with those big, sad eyes. Her hair, along with her clothes, is drenched.
The rain falls on me, making me equally wet.
"____ ..."
Without saying a word, she rushes forward and hugs me. Slightly startled, I wrap my arms around her and pulls her closer, hoping to give her some warmth.
"Why ... ? Why does everything happen to me ?" Her voice cracks as she begins crying into my chest.
Why, indeed ? Why do these things happen to her ?
Why not to me ?
I want to take away all the pain she's feeling. Even if it means that I have to feel it for myself.
I just don't want to see her cry.
I love her too much.
"Hyung, I can't ... Take it anymore ..."
Slowly, both of us standing under the rain, I stroke her hair.
"Don't cry, _____ ... Please ... Don't cry ..."
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I nearly cried, God dammit.
Fukamidori--20 June 2009 at 12:56 a.m.
Hmm... I am suspecting that some of the raged fans must have grabbed 'mi' and, kinda do something. Hehe tt is BAD T_T Hopefully Jaejoong comes soon :)
Reply: He came :D
Xiah-Oppa lover Ariel --19 June 2009 at 8:22 p.m.
I am a new reader and I love this so far! I can't believe all the cool things that happen to "me". The sad things arent all that cool but interesting to go through. I love your story!
Reply: Aw, this chapter is kinda sad, sorry.
jane_kim--19 June 2009 at 9:48 a.m.
I'll wait for the update:)
Reply: Your wait is officially over :D
KimJiJae--19 June 2009 at 8:20 a.m.
lmao wow very awkward introduction haha
omg i hope he CAN walk again
eek wats gon happen?
grr i bet its gon be like crazy fangirls
UPDATE SOON!
Reply: Yes, it WAS the crazy fangirls.
Eun Chin--19 June 2009 at 6:32 a.m.
That must be very awkward for her to be introduced to people like that.. hehe..
OMO.. what happen is that a fan girl that took her phone and did something to her?
Reply: YUS :D
jaehominjukey--19 June 2009 at 6:11 a.m.
oh man! that must have sucked!
sigh.. i assume that is the stepmom who took my phone..
oh no! btw, thanks for updating it.. :)
Reply: You're welcome.
mmph92--19 June 2009 at 5:42 a.m.
aww can't wait for the next update :)
Reply: Me too ! :D Oh wait ...
JaeSu fan--19 June 2009 at 5:28 a.m.
Update soon!!! ^_^
Reply: Updated :D
Does this chapter suck ? Cos I'm planning to end this soon.
And after this, I'm going to continue with my Changmin story.
GO CHANGMIN ! ♥
<3 Erika.