| Fan Fiction |
by Erika
She stops just at the last step. I hear her heave a big sigh as her gaze flickers towards our parents on the couch. Her grip on my hand tightens. I lean towards her and whispers into her ear. "We don't have to do this. We can just keep on pretending."
Even in my head, those words sounded stupid. She doesn't love me, of course she wants to end this.
Out of nowhere, I raise up a hand and brush my fingertips along her cheeks. Although it's obvious that she didn't expect me to do what I did, she remains still. I take back my hand and start walking to the living room.
"Umma, Appa." I nod at my parents and her parents. "Mr Park, Mrs Park."
"Changmin dear. Is something wrong ?" My mother asks as she glance at ______.
I open my mouth but ____ cuts me off.
"We're only pretending."
The adults stay silent from shock or whatever it is that they're feeling. I look down and fiddle with my hands. Beside me, ______ is breathing rather fast. I think she's hyperventilating. For a while, nobody speaks, nobody says a word. Then, finally, _______'s father stands up.
"We know," he says. "We already know that you two are just pretending to go out. Tiffany told us some time ago."
That idiot. I can't believe I even went to the airport to say goodbye to her. I should've just let her go without me bidding her goodbye forever.
"Oh," _______ replies. "Well, aren't you mad ?"
"Why should we be mad, honey ?" My mother asks her in an assuring tone. I suppress a smile and continue looking down at my shoes.
Huh. There's a leaf on my shoe. I wonder how it got there.
"Never mind. Well, I'm ... Um, going now ..." _______ heads back to her room upstairs. I look up from the leaf on my shoe and start following her. She takes the steps two at the time but thanks to my long legs, I even outran her. She softly closes the door behind her, shuffles toward her bed and flop face-down on it. I stand beside her bed and look down at her as she screams into a pillow.
Then, she raises her head up. "I miss Junghoon."
"I do too," I nod my head in agreement and delicately sit down on the corner of her bed. She crawls to me and places her head on my shoulder.
"Can't we take him back ?"
"I don't think we can do that. He's with his real mother now and unless that woman agrees to let us adopt him, we can't take him back. But don't-"
My words are cut off when she smashes her lips on mine. She kneels on my lap and leans forward, pushing me to the bed's headboard. Her hands cupped my face, going all the way down to my shirt's buttons. One by one, he unbuttons them all.
I look at her as she continues kissing me. Her eyes are closed and although it's easy for me to just push her away, my hands won't do anything. They stay limp as she grows more rough.
Then, her eyes open.
My shirt flaps along as the wind comes in from the window. Part of her fringe covers one of her eyes. She pulls back.
"I'm sorry ..." She gasps as she leans on the headboard beside me. She faces me as she starts doing all the buttons up on my shirt. Halfway there, I grab her wrist.
"What are you sorry for ?"
[Your POV]
"You know we're too young, right ?" I remind him. I don't know how, but now, he's on top of me and once again, his shirt is miraculously open. I run a hand over his stomach and giggle girlishly as he squirms.
"That tickles." His breath fans across my face. He leans down again. "And besides, we're not doing anything wrong. I'm just going to kiss you, that's all."
True to his words, he kisses me. My hands travel all the way up to his hair, his lips travel all the way down to my neck. I bite my lip to stop myself from making any sounds.
We're not doing anything wrong, we're not doing anything wrong, I intone inside my head. I push his head up and kiss him on the lips.
Suddenly, the door flies open.
The two of us jumps apart from one another. I look, sheepishly at the maid who just came inside the room. She looks as equally sheepish as I do. She drops a pile of clothes on a nearby table, mumble a quick apology and scuttle out of the room. With a frustrated growl, I follow her while Changmin plays with some pillows on my bed.
I grab the maid by her shoulders and look at her with pleading eyes.
"Please, please, please don't tell Umma and Appa. Especially Appa. Max and I weren't doing anything wrong ! We weren't planning to continue ... It's just ... Um ..." I trail off. Drat, how do I explain this ?!
"Don't worry, Miss. I won't say anything to anyone," the maid grins at me, along with a big freakish wink. I grin back and hug her.
"THANK YOU THANK YOU !"
She walks off and I return to my bedroom.
Changmin, is lying on his stomach. He smiles as I walk in and I gulp as soon as I realise that his shirt is still open. He skips out of my bed and wraps his muscled arms around my wrist. I will myself not to look at his torso as I start buttoning up his shirt.
"I still miss Junghoon."
He laughs. "I'll pretend to be Junghoon if you want. I've always liked eating those cookies and besides, I DO adore magicians."
I tuck a stray strand of his hair behind his ear. "You can never pull that off, you idiot."
He pouts. I ignore him.
"Hey, Dong Hae's staying here for dinner. Wanna join us ?" I tease him. I haven't forgotten about what happened at the amusement park. After Dong Hae left, he gave me the Silent Treatment, glaring at me whenever I say Dong Hae's name. That night, I teased him by saying that if Dong Hae wasn't my cousin, the two of us would be going out by then.
He didn't take it that well. He kicked a rock and it hit a stranger's car.
"That jerk is coming here for dinner tonight ?!" He pulls back and runs around the room. I start chasing him but he's faster.
"Changmin, it's only for one night ! ARGH, STOP RUNNING !" I reach out, missing his shoulder by just a few inches. He jumps on my bed and jumps down again, messing up the already messed-up bedsheets. I grab a pillow and aim it at his head. It misses.
"MAX ! STOP RUNNING OR I'LL ..." I yell.
"You'll what ?" He smirks at me as he dodges out of my reach. I continue chasing him. He laughs and runs even faster. He looks backward to stick his tongue out at me.
BAM !
He bounces off the wall and lands on the floor with a thud. I run to him and places his head on my lap. I slap him across the cheek and he groans.
"Serves you right," I grin despite of what just happened.
Groaning, he raises up a hand and uses it to push my head down.
I can't believe, after colliding into a wall, he still has the strength to kiss me.
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Another update.
I'm thinking of finishing the story by today.
Or something like that.
Randi--15 August 2009 at 10:25 p.m.
she completely ignored his confession....poor guy.... thanks for updating. ^_^
Reply: Well, she's not ignoring his feelings now.
DBSKOoO--15 August 2009 at 9:31 p.m.
awwww.. that girl STILL think changmin is kidding.. right?
Reply: LOL. Not anymore ;D
Tohrue07--15 August 2009 at 3:17 p.m.
NO.... they cant... why... they cant just end it now... and what about...... she cant take him..... she left her son.... she shouldnt be able to take her son she abbandoned.... why.....
Reply: Because life isn't fair ;[
JaeSu fan--15 August 2009 at 9:15 a.m.
Awww...
It's coming to an end?
I hope Jonghoon returns... T . T
Reply: I hope Junghoon returns too ;D . And yeah, it's coming to and end. So I can concentrate on my three other stories LOL.
Ayv--15 August 2009 at 5:39 a.m.
noo..dont take jonghoon!..aish that women!why she come back when everythings goes wrong...aish..aww i am gonna miss him so badly..:(changmin confess?!aww...but jonghoon:(..update soon..love ya! v(^_^)v
Reply: I think Junghoon's gonna come back, don't worry.
BubbleT3a--15 August 2009 at 3:22 a.m.
noo!!!
ur ending the fic soon! =[
Dont u dare take my son away! that lady
abandoned him in the first place =.=
hmm.you'd think Junghoon wud put up
a better fight =O
oooh! max cofessed! b..b...but..
I DIDN'T CARE O_O
aww time to tell the 'rents already?? =(
update sooooon!
Reply: LOL. Don't worry. Something good will come up soon, I think.
azn14--15 August 2009 at 3:07 a.m.
that woman doesnt deserve Jonghoon back =.= i should have just slammed the door in her face. we shall get him back! *grabs ninja gear and runs out the door*
so that's what Min was thinking about. i guess there have been a lot of events, so it must be too much for him.
DANG!!! A CONFESSION! so sweet and cute eheh.
time to tell the parents.... sighs... :(
update soon please :)
Reply: -grabs ninja gear too- Let's kidnap Junghoon together.
<3 Erika.