| Fan Fiction |
by MyCallingHeart
He wanders through the maze, seeking for her. The rain continued to pour and it wasn’t getting any better. He ducked through bushes and trees; he could feel the breeze going through his clothes. Its wet and mucky, his shoes are full of water. Damn, no sight of her. He glanced up to see a light from up above. He squinted and saw GuiGui looking out from a window. ~that’s odd, I thought she was in the studio. How come she’s in a bedroom.~ She looked away from the window and walked away. “Pof. That little girl. What does she think she’s doing.” Suddenly, a glimpse of white caught the corner of his eye. There she was…standing, all wet and dripping.. He looked at her for many long seconds. The rain still pours and water was dripping badly down to his forehead. He clutched his hands and slowly walked towards her.
She knew it was cold. She knew that it was raining. But she didn’t care for that fact. The only fact she knew was that she was losing Aaron. She closed her eye thinking about it. Her whole body was wet and her hair was messy, no one would ever love her. ~Aaron oh Aaron, I’ve waited for you for so long…how come you’ve never given me your love.~ She opened her eyes and looked up to the dark midnight sky. Rain drops fell heavily onto her face. “What did I do to deserve this life? How come you,[she pointed to the sky] Lord had never given me anything that I’ve ever asked for? Why…? WhY!?” She screamed. She fell onto her knees and started tearing up sobbing. “Why have you given me no one to love? Why won’t you make anyone love me? Am I that much of a hated person for you to give me such a terrible fate?” She said in a low murmur.
Ah Wei stood a foot away hearing every single word she had said. He slowly walked to her back and kneeled ever so gently to the ground. His face frowned softly. He felt something hurt with great passion. He realized what it was…his heart. It hurt his heart to see her cry. He lifted his hand to touch her shoulder but he pulled back. He tried again and this time…he didn’t dare pull back. Xiao Xun gasped, startled. She looked at the back of her and saw him. She quickly turned around to wipe her tears.
“Hm? What? What do you want?” She said wiping her eyes. He said nothing. “Well, if you have nothing to say then leave. I want to be left alone.”
“Not in this cold you’re not. Come inside before you die of coldness.”
“I’m not going to die from coldness. I feel fine right now.”
“Stop your lying. I’m cold as hell right now.” He tugged her shoulder. “Lets go.” She didn’t budge. He tugged harder. She still didn’t move. He looked up into the sky. Rain. Rain. More rain. He looked back at her and stood up. He went to her side and picked her up.
“Hey! Stop! I want to be left alone!” She yelled pushing on his chest. He didn’t care, he still walked. He walked for a very long time. Xiao Xun didn’t realize that they were far from the house now. “You’re going the wrong way!”
“I know.” He began walking faster and once he hit somewhere he didn’t recognized from looking for her, he put her down. She breathed hard and covered herself from the coldness and he breathed just as hard. He looked at her from top to bottom. His eyes were a mystery, but in a wicked way she thought. He began giving her the Look.
“Stop looking at me like that.” Xiao Xun said through gritted teeth. He began walking towards her. She backed away until she couldn’t back anymore. Her back was against a hard wooden wall. She looked at the wall and backed at him with widen eyes. She felt like a cornered mouse. Her hands lay flat against the wall and her head as well. He began boxing her in with his hands and his face went towards her. They both breathed the same breath and their eyes hung on to each others.
“You are the world’s most annoying person alive. I hate you for making me care for you. I hate you for everything that I am. You made me forget who I am. You made me love a person who I never ever wanted to in the first place. You, Xiao Xun…are the devil in my life.” Xiao Xun began opening her mouth to speak but he claimed her lips.. He devoured her mouth like he was a hungry beast. A beast that needed this meal to stay alive. Her eyes widened and she pushed on his chest but he didn’t dare move. She closed her mouth and her eyes so he couldn’t slide his tongue into her. He sucked in her bottom lip and nibbled on it. His body went towards hers squeezing the air right out of her lungs. He nibbled on her bottom lip harder. ~Open to me. Take me in.~ And she did. Her mouth flew open and her arms slid around to his back holding onto him. He slid his tongue inside of her mouth and she struck his with the same confidence that he had. Rain was a moment to remember. They were cold as hell, but their bodies meld as one making them warmer than ever.
Ah Wei’s hand began sliding under to her waist. Both of his hands began unbuttoning her shirt and damn the bullshit shirt. There were so many buttons to unbutton that he just tore it, making three buttons fly. His hands froze to see if she would flinch or push him; if she did, he would pull away. But she didn’t pull him away. She held onto his shirt and pulled him closer to her. That was all the invitation he needed. He slowly put his hands on her shoulder and slid down softly. When he reached her valley, he cupped her left breast gently. His mouth pulled away from hers and started going towards her chin. He kissed her chin to her neck, nibbling on her neck and sucking. She moaned softly and gripped his shoulders with her nails, digging into his skin. He groaned under her.
Did she want this? Does she know it was him, Ah Wei or does she think it was Aaron? He never felt this way before to any other women. He’s known her for more than two weeks, and he has never taken a girl for advantage, and right now he was. He never liked women who were ignorant and selfish and rude. But somehow, she was the devil that dragged him to hell with feelings. He wanted her to come to him. He wanted her to give him her heart. With all his loving soul, his hands from her breast slid down to his side and his lip disappeared from her neck. His forehead was on her chest and he held her waist. Ah Wei rose his head and lifted her chin so their gazed can meet. Xiao Xun’s eyes were closed.
“Look at me.” He said softly stroking her cheek with his thumb. She did. Her breaths became heavier. Her eyes widen and she turned from him and his body.
“I’m sorry.” She said quickly. “I’m sorry for doing this to you. I must not. I know I must not.” She began taking a step, but Ah Wei hugged her from the back. His chin was on her shoulder.
[PLEASE LISTEN TO ENDLESS LOVE FOR THIS PART BY JACKIE CHAN. if it does not go, dont kill me. Pfft. i just think its sad D: made me cry. This did happen to my friend. Thats why i wrote this.]
“Xiao Xun, do you not let anyone in your heart? Even when that person is standing right in front of you? You must not break away from that someone, otherwise it’ll be too late.”
“My heart only belongs to Aaron. I hope you will understand this. Do me a favor and leave me alone.” She broke away from him and started walking again.
“Xiao Xun.” She stopped but didn’t look at him. There was silence from both of them, but not from the weather. He clutched his hands into a ball. He rose his chin up and began,. “I will do as you wish to stay away from you. I won’t bother you again. Just know…I’ll be your guided hand when you need me. I’ll be there when you’re in trouble. I’ll be there when you need a friend and a shoulder to cry on. I want you to be happy, and if keeping a distance is what you want…so be it.” Ah Wei walked away from a different path, leaving her alone.
Xiao Xun’s face warmed. She doesn’t understand what the aching in her chest meant. Maybe anger she thought, but she was about to tear up any moment. She shook her head. “Do not cry for that fool.” She told herself. “Why do I love a person who will never love me? Why am I like this!” She said confused. “I must change my way. I must seduce Aaron with all my might. If this means losing my virginity.” Lightning began roaring through the sky and she jumped of fright. She sighed, maybe it was time to go in. It’s time to win Aaron’s heart.
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Sorry guys for taking so long to update. Please forgive me. School kept me busy but since it's summer vacation. now i can relax and write more hehe. I love you all very much for reading and supporting me. Please don't lose hope in me. I need you guys to support me!! thank you :] and sorry if this is not as RATED. i dont want to make everything end in one scene hehehehehe!!! >:}