| Fan Fiction |
by nom d'écran .
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♪ OTS ( official theme song ) : On Fire - Switchfoot
[ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8VQ90QbGd0M ]
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Jonghyun's eyes flared at her and the way he looked at her demanded of an answer, any sort of explanation of what the words she just softly said meant. Who was she to judge what kind of name he had? Who was she so say such a thing to him and most of all, who was she to even think that they're relationship was close? Because honestly, that's the farthest thing he could ever think of them as being .. Friends. Not even, not ever.
"I'm leaving." he announced. He got up and placed his hands inside his pockets, preparing for the chilly October wind to greet him once he gets out the house.
As if she had no arguments whatsoever towards his statement, she got up as well and followed him towards the edge of the open doorway. Pasting a smile on her face and having one hand over her head against the side of the door, she smiled at him with the open door. His eye twitched and a part of him was agitated at how she was acting. Wasn't she going to insist of me to stay with her?, he thought. Taking one more step in front, she was about to close the door when all of a sudden his hand moved up the door and held it still. Eunjung, on the other hand, looked up at him with this glint of pure innocence.
It was inevitable. The thoughts was pure coincidence and he didn't think of any of them until he stared down at her. When was the last time he actually looked at her? Actually looked past through the bright and colorful clothing she wore? How her raven black hair passed her shoulders were always curled into a bohemian wave style. How her bangs cascaded on top of her forehead towards the left side so perfectly. The thin line just above her eye lashes, the flawless smooth face .. Since when did his mind classified Tae Eunjung beautiful?
Her forehead ceased and her mouth was pulled down on a frown as she covered her mouth. "Do I have something in between my teeth?" She meekly asked, licking the front of them. "I mean .. I was eating salad before you went here. I barely eat Western food really but that was all we had at my fridge and I was rather feeling lazy to stir up--"
"There's nothing." he quickly shut her up, temperature rising to his cheeks and they turned a mare color of crimson. "I'll be leaving." He said again, hoping this time she would stop him.
But she didn't.
More steps out of her front yard, she stood there and he could trace out her silhouette on the ground. She was waiting for him to be out of sight before she came back in. 'But that's not what I want her to do', he thought. 'I want her to invite me back.'
After much heated thoughts, Jonghyun looked back at her with a look on his face. "So you're really not going to stop me from leaving." He said it in a rather sentence form than a question.
She raised an eyebrow. "You were the one that wanted to get out the house though." she said, oblivious that he was acting tough to crack. A blank gaze over her face, she pointed back inside. "Is it because of the mess? Are you uneasy with it?" He looked past her shoulder and peeked inside once more. The mess wasn't as much bothering. He had to admit that the candles lit all around serving as her main light was more stranger.
He shook his head. "Can I just go in?"
She started nodding her head so quickly. "Oh, of course! I welcome any visitors." He rolled his eyes as he went back inside again, feeling like they were playing a child's game. She hovered him to sit down and he did. She followed, sitting besides him. He started to feel awkward. Here he was, Kim Jonghyun, of all people sitting down as if he was close to Tae Eunjung. She felt her gaze on him rather intently and it was starting to piss him off. Shooting a look back, he was surprised that she didn't even flinch nor move. She just kept looking at him. Instead, the words he didn't want to talk about came slipping through her mouth.
"Do you want to talk about why you're here?"
"Why are you like that?"
She took a stance backwards. "Me? Like what?"
He pointed at her, directly at her neck. "Like that!" he couldn't help but let it out as a cry. "You're so .. so .. so .. demented!"
She smiled. 'That wasn't a compliment', he thought. "Well, I'd rather be different and stand out from the crowd though right?"
He shook his head. "You're odd. Everyone's staring and pointing .. They're all laughing at you." He emphasized on the word 'laughing'. "Aren't you even slightly afraid of it?"
Her lips became a thin, straight line. "Why would the case be that?"
He shrugged. "I don't know .. Don't you get sick being all alone all the time?"
She had the same blank look, the innocent one that started all of these. "No. Why, am I suppose to feel that way towards the thought of being alone?"
He scratched his head. "I never said it as that. I'm just generalizing as to most of the times, that would be what people would feel."
And then, unexpectedly, she leaned in and pressed her soft lips to his. Just like that.
It wasn't even a minute, more like a second. It wasn't even like the other kisses that Jonghyun has been given to by other people, more like a peck.
And most of all, it wasn't just anyone normal.
It was Tae Eunjung.
And the most surprising thing of all, he stayed quiet the whole time and listened to her talk the rest of the time.
"Don't you feel lonely?" she asked a little later afterwards when they finally stood up from the couch. Now it was his face's turn to go blank with her simple questions. "That's why you're here isn't it?" Silence. She looked back at him with this little grin. "You're not alone no more."
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His arms swiftly lunged around her back and held her tight. Arms on his chest, he felt her head fall into his chest and he couldn't help but pull her closer. It wasn't to this moment that he realized how small she really was. How tiny her frame is and the way that her skin has the scent mixed of strawberry and oranges. He felt her arms wrap slowly around his neck and it sent shivers down his spine. The urge of kissing her shot through him but fear tracked him down first. Lifting his gaze down upon her, he noticed that she had her eyes closed. Her long eye lashes touching the cloth of her shirt and her lips curved into a tiny smile. She looked so blissful.
Taking the initiative, he leaned down on her and kissed her again. She didn't kiss back and he started to feel his pulse racing. Just as when he was about to break the connection his lips had with her, she parted her mouth and granted him permission to kiss her completely. His tongue slid inside and it was a sudden wave of elation. He was able to tell quickly that she wasn't the type that did these actions often but he didn't mind. For some reason, he just wanted to hold her, feel the satisfaction that his tongue was exploring right now. His touch on both shoulders lowered and sank down at the small part of her back. The feeling of her body against his ignited something unknown in him. He had to stop and break the kiss away before he can do anything that was unwanted by her. His lips rested on the side of her forehead, out of breath. He looked down at her and the first thing he noticed was the swollen bottom lip.
"Are you alright?" he asked her, taking a hold of her hand. He didn't want her to think that she was taking advantages of him.
Closed eyes, soft tone, she shook her head. "I want you."
And just like that, with a snap of her fingers he layed her down on the couch and kissed her, this time with more pressure. She took it all and kissed him back, letting him do what he had to do to please himself. His sudden weight was new to him but she didn't mind it at all. Placing a hand on his back and the other on the nook of his neck, she ran her hands through his hair and the sudden feeling of having more skin contact with her shot through his veins that traveled down to his groin. He gently pulled away from the kiss and looked at her again. He felt the need to look at her constantly because he didn't know whether or not what he was doing was making her feel uneasy. But no. She had a soft smile on her face that told him he was free to do what he wanted to do. Her hands traveled up and down his arms, fingertips sending him sanctuary.
His hands tucked themselves underneath her back and started to unzip the yellow bright dress she had on. She pulled her lower abdomen up so he can fully unzip it and within a moment, his hands are slowly going beneath the ruffles of her dress. As he slided his hands smoothly along her collar bone, he was shocked to figure out by senses that she wasn't wearing any upper undergarment. Feeling himself smirk through his kisses, he slowly pulled the whole dress down her body. He felt her small fingers trace down his hip bone, her hand slipping under his shirt to feel the warmth of his body. He pulled away from her to help her get his shirt off him but went back quickly to it's desired place.
It was a scenery of total ecstacy. Her body against his made him feel possessive and as each second passed, the kiss deepened and deepened some more. He left her mouth shortly after, leaving trails of kisses down her jaw and down to her neck as he tried to unbuckle his belt. She let out a soft giggle, helping him with it. When he finally got his jeans off him, she was surprised to feel his throbbing member against her thigh. It was true that she did not have as much experience with this whole love making scene, but she has discussed it with a few of what she considered her close friends matters like this. She was certainly glad that she was giving him this kind of pleasure, enough for this to occur.
His lips traveled down and Eunjung couldn't help but let out a small gasp. Startled, he stopped to look up at her. "What's wrong?" he quickly asked, feeling himself blush when the sight of her completely nude knocked him over.
She bit her bottom lip and shook her head. He started to notice that the whole time, she's had her eyes closed. "Jonghyun," she said in one breath. He felt his heart skip a beat. It did that repeatedly and each time it occurred, his pulse raced faster and faster. It was so wild and up to beat that he could have sworn Eunjung was starting to feel it through his touch. "I want you." she assured him.
And just like that, inside his ears he started to hear yells. He didn't know which voice belonged to who so he didn't know who whimpered first. As far as he was concerned, it could have definitely been both or either of them. Her fingers dug deeply on his skin and the precocious type of heat tingled all through out him. He hears her moans and whispers his name under her breath, murmurs sounding exactly like music through his ears. Soon enough, the friction they made built up more and more pressure and it kept on going higher.
The pleasure they both shared kept going on like that until he closed his eyes shut, hands grasping around for anything.
He was floating in mid air with her.
Or so it felt.
She felt her head fall back as she feels him come. He inhaled her scent, burying his head into her neck and she was still dazed at the brand new feeling that he has brought her to experience. She can feel his warmth inside of her and both him herself loosening around each other. Shivering, he looked down at her face, serene as it can get.
He rolled away from her and took a deep breath, not knowing what to say. He did it.
He did it, he did it, he did it.
He did it with Tae Eunjung.
Tae Eunjung.
Tae Eunjung.
He did it with Tae Eunjung.
'Shit,' he wanted to say. 'Fuck,' he wanted to cry. 'Damn,' He wanted to confess. Bur he kept his mouth shut. All he knew was that he loved the feeling having her in his arms.
And just for tonight, he was going to let any predicaments between them and the world slip away.
Just for tonight.
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OMFG. DO YOU KNOW HOW LONG IT TOOK ME TO WRITE THIS CHAPTER?! ..... I feel shy now.
*hides behind her hand-made bushes that are colored in with crayons*
toodles, herlyn
( 14OCTOBER2OO9 ; 9.18 PM )