| Fan Fiction |
by YuEn
(Ji Eun’s POV)
I forced my eyes to open, blinking a few times until my vision was clear enough to see that it was morning.
Other than that, I noticed the four-poster bed leg under my feet which puzzled me.
Where was I?
I never slept on a four-poster!
Turning my head around, it was no other than the guy Tatsuya sleeping next to me.
I screamed my head off before sitting up, pulling the duvet cover with me to cover myself. And oh gosh. I noticed I had no top or bra on!
“What’s with the early screams babe?” he replied, rubbing his eyes to see more clearly.
WTH!!! Acting as if we are a married couple!
“Why am I sleeping on the same bed as you! And why am I naked!” I screeched.
“Calm down babe. If your worried I did anything to you then don’t. I don’t do unconscious people. And the proof that I did nothing to you is that you still have your underwear on,” he replied while sitting himself up to reveal his naked upper body.
Huh? Really?
I pulled the duvet slightly so that I was able to see underneath to where my underwear were supposed to be situated.
To my surprise, he was right. I still had my laced black briefs on from yesterday.
EW. Yeah, I still had underwear from yesterday!
“Then at least explain to me why I have no bra and top on then!” I shouted while holding the duvet cover close to my chest once again.
“I don’t get why you need to know. We are getting married soon. So why are you so scared of me seeing you naked?” he replied calmly.
“We are not getting married,” I replied.
“We are. I sorted everything out with your mother before she died.”
“But-”
“And you don’t want anything happening to that Kwon Ji Yong do you?” he sneered, cutting me off from speaking, while crawling across the king-sized bed closer to me.
“I--. What---. I mean…why are you using Ji Yong?!!! CHOI Seung Hyun is my boyfriend not Kwon Ji Yong!” I shouted.
“Kwon Ji Yong is the person I hate the most. And since I know you two know each other, I thought that I would use him. What is the point in hurting Seung Hyun if I have no need to hurt him? Unless he is the same as Kwon Ji Yong and steal you away from me.”
“What do you mean steal me?” I shouted.
“As in dating me for two months then changing your mind to want that Ji Yong guy again!!!” he shouted while aggressively pinning me down onto the pillow by the shoulders.
“Ah!” I screamed as his fingers digging into my flesh sparked pains through me.
I couldn’t believe that I actually knew Tatsuya and actually once dated him. Was he telling the truth? But then again, he knows that I did leave Japan to come back to Korea. Although why I came back has always been a mystery since I suffer from amnesia and my mum only knew I was heading to YG before my accident.
But Ji Yong is someone that I really cannot ever let go. Even after I suffer from amnesia and even though he doesn’t even care if I am in his life anymore.
“But h-he has nothing to do with me anymore,” I stuttered quietly as tears fell from my eyes.
“Then why cry?” he asked while rubbing his thumb against my cheek to wipe away the tear. “Well I guess I’ll just send someone to go beat him up anyway,” he smirked while grabbing an iPhone from the bedside table.
“NO!” I exclaimed while grabbing his arm to stop him from making a phone call.
“Then will you marry me?” he smiled. “Since your so called ‘BOYFRIEND’ already called it quits,” he continued while holding out the iPhone to show me a email sent by Seung Hyun.
‘Don’t worry mate. Tell Ji Eun ‘WE ARE OVER,’ was the words shown on the screen which caused me to cry even harder.
I couldn’t believe it. We are over.
The people I loved the most have all dispersed away from me. Now, I truly had no reason to carry on living my path.
My mum died. Ji Yong blocked me away from his life. Now Seung Hyun and I split up. “No one loves me,” I sobbed.
But then, a caring hand touched my chin pulling me towards them. “No, I love you.” Tatsuya smiled while giving me a gentle kiss.
I didn’t try to pull away.
Instead, I kissed him back. I didn’t know what I was thinking at the time. But I couldn’t let him hurt Ji Yong just because of me. Besides, my life isn’t worth living for anymore. I have…nothing.
“So marry me?” he smiled.
I didn‘t think twice and answered him. “Yes”.
And with that word he came in to kiss me once again with the hugest smile ever.
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I stood in a white Burberry silk dress with black tights and a black Burberry cashmere princess coat while staring at the large platinum diamond ring sitting in my fourth finger of my left hand.
I couldn’t believe how rich Tatsuya was. He was literally a millionaire and his house was basically a mansion.
“Yuboseyo,” I said as I answered my vibration cell phone.
“Annyong Ji Eun. How come you still haven’t come for training?” said a lady who I recognised to be Kim Hye Young(, a receptionist at YG).
“Ah, ne. I’m was just about to go there. Sorry that I’m late,” I replied to her while trying to walk myself out of the mansion.
“Well Soo Min, your dance tutor already left because you were late. Yang Hyun Suk wants you to train at SM Entertainment for today. Possibly you could do some catching up with Kim Dong Hwa dongseng while you are there since she’s going to be debuting soon. Is that ok with you?” Hye Young unnie said through the phone.
“Ne, I’ll be right there. Bye,” I said before hanging up.
I sighed and let myself sit on a corridor chair after walking around for awhile and still not found the exit.
“There you are!” I surprise voice sounded from the other end of the corridor.
It was Tatsuya. Wearing his smart suit, he walked towards me with the smirk he always had on his face.
“You don’t know the way out do you?“ he laughed.
Yup. How am I supposed to know my way out of such a big house which has at least thirty different rooms!
“Come on my lovely fiancée,” he continued while holding my hand to drag me away.
Somehow as I carry on knowing him more, he seems more and more like Ji Yong. A controlling guy who always remained smiling and happy yet always concerned and isolating the one they love for only their own use.
Even though I thought I hated him for forcing me to like him, he actually seemed like a nice guy. But that's just me. Do one thing nice to me and i'll treasure it forever and think you're a nice guy.
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The car stopped in the car park of SM Entertainment. Stepping out of the black Bentley gave me a clearer look that SM building was much bigger than YG. Possibly because they have very successful artists like Dong Bang Shin Ki, Super Junior, Girls’ Generation and many more.
“Bye babe,” Tatsuya said before giving me a kiss on the lips.
“Bye,” I replied before he entered the car once again. Then the chauffer drove the car away with Tatsuya in the back seats.
I got nervous as I passed a few SM fans who carried ‘Sarange Super Junior’ signs. Not only that, I could make out that they were whispering about me. ‘She’s the girl that used T.O.P.’ I heard one say. ‘She’s such a gold digger, she even went out with G-Dragon before T.O.P.’ I heard the other say.
I couldn’t blame them though. Not that I ever used Ji Yong or Seung Hyun, but the press always twist their stories.
‘Boo!!!’ I heard them all shout behind me as I walked into the building.
It was horrible, the feeling of being booed. But I kept calm and just registered myself at the SM reception before heading towards the group practice room.
I turned the knob and entered. In just a glance, I noticed Girls’ Generation and Kim Dong Hwa.
“Annyong,” I bowed.
“Annyong,” I heard the others say and bow in unison.
“Ji Eun!!!” Dong Hwa shouted before running to give me a tight hug.
I laughed and hugged her back.
I hadn’t seen her ever since she left. Which was the night before my birthday.
“Come on,” she said while pulling me over towards the girls from Girls’ Generation to introduce me to them before learning the dance steps to their recent song and to the song Girls’ Generation.
It was a different style of dance that I usually did but it was fun.
I enjoyed it very much. And I eventually became very tired and covered in sweat.
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It was time for lunch. But since I wasn’t a SM trainee, I was allowed to leave before the others.
I was walking though the front car park and there still stood many SM fans who held up banners of support.
But before I knew it. A hand grabbed my hand.
I tried pulling away at first. But after a small glance at the person’s back, even though her was wearing a knitted bobble I could still tell that it was Ji Yong who was dragging me away.
He finally stopped at a narrow empty alley a few blocks away from SM Entertainment.
I didn’t know why he dragged me to where ever we was because I thought he would never come near me ever again.
With his back still facing me. “Ji Yong?” I said, pulling my hand off of his.
“What did he do to you?” he said, still with his back facing me.
“Who?” I asked, confused.
“Why would you go sleeping with a guy when your still with TOP?!!!” he retorted, turning around to slam me hard onto a wall of a tall building. “He must have done something to you!!!” he continued loudly.
“Shut up!” I shouted before pushing his hands aggressively off my shoulders. “Why do you care if he did anything to me or not?! You said it yourself Ji Yong, I’m nothing in your life!” I continued while turning around to walk away.
“It’s all lies,” he shouted while pulling my hand to prevent me walking away.
Then without any notice, he pulled me in for a firm hug.
“Mianheyo,” he whispered softly into my ear.
I couldn’t believe what was happening. All this time I’ve been thinking he hated me was actually all LIES?
“I love you Ji Eun, nothing in my life has been so carefree until I am with you,” he spoke softly before landing his soft lips over mine.
No Mind.
My mind was blank and all I thought about was “our” moment. So passionate, so tender, so carefree. Like as if I finally fulfilled the meaning of life, ready and now sent to heaven.
“Uh uh no oh,” I voice sounded which caused Ji Yong to turn his head and pull away from our kiss. It was Tatsuya who was making his way slowly towards us with two of his men behind him. “Agreement number one has been broken SO soon,” he continued with a sarcastic smile.
I totally forgot about the agreement when I was with Ji Yong.
“I’m sorry,” I quickly answered while turning my whole body to face him.
“It’s not the first time he’s messed with my relationships,” he smirked insolently.
“No Tatsuya, it’s all my fault,” I shakily replied while making my way closer to Tatsuya. “I lead him on. If you want blame anyone, blame it on me. If you want revenge, do it on me.”
“Nn-”
“A kiss of apology then,” Tatsuya laughed to cut Ji Yong off.
Moving his hand towards the back of my head, he pulled me in for a passionate kiss. I couldn’t not agree. Ji Yong’s life was at stake. But this was one of the worst feeling, letting someone you don’t love aggressively kiss and slip his tongue into your mouth while the one you DO love is just watching from the side.
“I love YOU,” I said to end our kiss.
Then I turned my head towards Ji Yong.
‘Sorry Ji Yong’ I thought to myself.
You could tell he was heart-broken. Eye’s empty not knowing whether to believe what he had just seen, causing him to be mind filled and unable to move.
“But...you still broke my agreement,” Tatsuya smirked.
In an instant, one of the men behind Tatsuya made their way pass us and towards Ji Yong.
“Don‘t!” I shouted, trying to grab a hold of the guy’s sleeve. But Tatsuya’s hands quickly wrapped around my waist to force me away from preventing him from doing anything. “Run Ji Yong!” I cried while struggling out of Tatsuya‘s hold. But Ji Yong’s still stood empty without expression and heart too broken to stimulate the rest of his body.
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