| Fan Fiction |
by JA3J00NG
Jaejoong found out that Yunho abuses you and so he comes over less often so Yunho won't know. You two just throw each other paper planes back and forth. You were glad that he didn't avoid you.
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Today was your Omma's death anniversary. You've only seen it once and you were going to visit her grave. Yunho was going to a meeting for his club and so he won't be home. You didn't really care what happened last time because you've had worse. When Yunho left you waited a while and then got ready.You wore a plain baby blue dress with your white flats. Jaejoong saw you getting ready[ohhh stalker! lol] and wondered where you were going. You left the apartment and walked outside. Jaejoong followed you. You went to a store and bought flowers for your Omma. You walked into the cemetary and looked for her grave. You found it next to your Appa's grave. You walked over to your Omma's grave and set the flowers down. You bent down to look at the picture of her on the grave stone"Omma...I miss you...If I didn't date Yunho you wouldn't be dead..."you said while tears fell from your eyes.
You felt uncomfortable being next to your Appa's grave...being close to it gave you chills, but you ignored it"Omma...how's heaven?"you asked"Is there any pain?...Any hate?...Do you suffer anymore?...Can I come with you?"
Jaejoong heard the last thing you said and it surprised him. He walked over to you and hugged you"Don't say that __________ah."
You wiped away your tears"What do you mean Jaejoong?"
"________ ah...cry...go ahead and cry, but I don't want you to say that..."
"Say what?"you pretended.
"Don't follow your Omma...Stay here and..."
"And what?...Get abused by Yunho constantly?"you said as tears stared to fall again.
"The po-"
"Yunho technically OWNS the police!"you sobbed"I can't tell! The only way out for me is to DIE!"
"Shut up...________ ah I'm sorry...Let's not talk about it..."Jaejoong said.
After a while you wiped away your tears and stood up. Jaejoong and you walked to a park and sat down on a bench"______ ah?"
"Yes Jaejoong?"
"Errr...what happened to your Omma...like...how did she die?...You do-"
"Yunho killed her..."you interrupted.
"Oh...So why do you live with him?"
"My Unni is in jail because Yunho had to blame somebody and my Appa...never mind."you said and stood up.
Jaejoong grabbed your wrist"What about him?"
"Nothing..."you said"Let go please."
Jaejoong let go and stayed at the bench watching you walk away. When you were far wnough away you chanted to yourself"Appa...I hate you...I hate you..."
~FLASHBACK~
You backed away from your Appa"A...Appa...w...what are you doing?"
"__________ ah..."He slurred.
"Appa...you're drunk...g..go away..."
He ripped off your shirt"APPA! STOP IT!"you shouted covering your body.
He pinned you to the wall"Appa! STOP IT!...PLEASE!"you sobbed.
"_______ ah...no one's home..."he smirked and ripped your skirt.
Your eyes widened"Appa! NO NO NO!!! STOP! PLEASE!"
"Shut up!"he slapped you.
You touched your cheek. He took off his pants. You tried to run but he tripped you and you fell to the ground. He held you down with one of his arms and took off your underwear with the other"APPA...STOP!! STOP IT!!! PLE-"he thrust his member in you you screamed in pain"A...appa...st...stop..nnn..it hurts...I hate you..."you cried.
~END OF FLASHBACK~
That was how you lost your virginity...You hated sex with ALL your heart...You ran back home and locked yourself in your room trying not to think of your past.
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Jaejoong's POV~
*I wonder why _______ ah didn't tell me about her Appa?...Should I ask Athena...I want her to trust me...I want her to rely on me...*I thought while dialing Changmin's cellphone number.
"ELLO!"Changmin answered.
"Uhhhh Changmin?"
"Yeah?!"
"Dude! No need to shout!"I said into the phone.
"Oh...sorry Hyung."
"Yeah yeah...ummm...can I talk to Athena?"I asked.
"Sure...but remember she's mine!"
"Dude I don't like her..."
"Whatever."
"Hello?"a girl asked.
"Athena?"I asked.
"Can you come to the park...I wanna speak to you alone."
"Sure."and she hung up.
Ten minutes passed and I saw Athena. She smiled at me and came over"Hi Jaejoong!"
"Hi Athena."
"So...what did you want to talk about?"
"Ummm...You're ________'s best friend right?"
"Yep!"she said.
"What happened in her passed?"I asked.
Her smile faded"Jaejoong...do you really wanna know?"
I nodded my head"Yes...I do."
She sighed"________ ah had a nice life before Yunho...Yunho and ______ ah started dating and Yunho fell for her. Later on ________ ah had to move because Yoona, her Unni got a better job...Yunho wasn't going to let that happen. He killed her Omma and had Yoona take the blame and so she was sentanced to 65 years in prison...Yunho raped_______ ah when she was around 17."
"Yunho took her virginity?!"I said.
Athena shook her head"No..."
"What about her Appa?"I asked.
She sighed"He killed himself because he made a big fucking mistake in his life and I'm glad he's dead!"she said as tears fell from her eyes.
"What did he do?"
Her hands curled into fists"That bastard was the one who took _______ ah's virginity! That bastard raped ______ ah when she was only 15! And at the time she was dating Yunho...she was 15 when it happened! _______ ah...even though that bitch rapped her she still calls him Appa!...he hanged himself about a week after that...I hate him so much!..._______ ah only told this to Me, Junsu, and Yoochun...Yunho found out later...I hate it...she had no one to turn to at the time because I was in the states visiting my grandma, Junsu had camp, and Yoochun went to Japan."
"Her own...I...AISH!"I said and ran home.
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AT YUNHO'S CLUB~
"Yunho!..."a voice said.
Yunho turned around"Heechul! Dude! What's up?!"
"Nothing! You!"
"Same here...what are you doing here?"Yunho smiled.
"Well...You know _________ ah?"Heechul said.
"Yeah?"
"Do you still care for her??"
"Of course! I love her!"
Heechul looked down"Yunho...you know that your Ap-"
"He's not my Appa."
Heechul sighed"Kay...You know Mr. Jung doesn't like it that you like __________ ah so much."
"I know...I don't care."
"Yunho...why do you do this...Mr. Jung will hurt _____ ah...you know I consider her as a dongsaeng!"Heechul said. [Heechul doesn't know that Yunho raped you]
"How...she has nothing..."Yunho said.
"Yunho...just come back with us..."Heechul said putting his hand on Yunho's shoulder.
"The mafia...Hell no!"Yunho shouted.
Heechul sighed"Well...I tried."and he left the club.
About an hour later Mr. Jung walked in"Yunho..."
Yunho turned around"What."
"What? You treat me so coldly Yunho...show Appa some love!"Mr. Jung whined.
"Fuck you."
Mr. Jung sighed"Can I have a drink with my son?"
"I'm not your son."
"Fine...then."and Yunho signaled the waiter to give them a drink.
"Here you go sir."he said and left.
Mr. Jung took out a pill from his pocket and put it in Yunho's drink when he wasn't looking*You'll regret not coming back my son...I'll make sure you'll hate yourself.*Mr. Jung thought as he watched Yunho take a sip of his drink. Mr. Jung smirked and drank his.[if you don't get it Mr. Jung drugged Yunho.]
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You were sitting on the floor trying not to think of your past when you heard a sudden knock. You looked up and saw Jaejoong. You walked over and opened thr porch door"Hi Jaejoong."
Jaejoong hugged you"Jaejoong...what this for."
"You can always rely on me _________ ah..."
"Jaejoong what are you talking about?"
"Athena told me...I'm sorry...if they aren't there for you I will ALWAYS be there no matter what."Jaejoong said.
You hugged Jaejoong tighter"I...wanted to tell you...I'm sorry...Jaejoong I trust you I really do I'm sorry I-"
"______ ah...It's okay..."he interrupted.
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how is it??
you found out why you hate your Appa
scary side of Unni! lol
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KimJiJae: lol
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