| Fan Fiction |
by j.v.L
I guess this is going to be hella of week. I'm going to Spain this friday and I will be gone for a week. So there will be no updates. As I am planning right now and writing this fiction, I can see the end is coming and I'm starting to see how it's gonna end.. The fic I mean but no worries, still a long way to go
And yeah I also remembered that I have to update Junsu's fic but I decided to finish this one first. There's a lot of chappies left on this one so no worries.
But as I was saying, I am going ot be gone for a week and I guess I'm updating a lot because of this
First of all, I guess going there would be lots of fun and I'm pretty sure I will find a lot of inspiration to write a new one
Also, I have a fic that I'm planning on right now with Micky yoochun but I won't reveal anything for now
I've also noticed I have lost a few readers but I also know which ones who really have stayed with me a long time..
Haha anyways I really appreciate your comments and feedbacks and I will start to answer the comments as soon as the summmer is over XD
I just took a break from it! Anyways, Thank you!
Now to the chapter
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~JaeJoong~
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I stayed in bed and didn't move. I felt like a handicapped baby, since I wasn't able to do anything except laying here and watching the tv. When there was nothing on the tv that I found interesting and fun, I just turned on the dvd and watched movies but I think I've been watching the same movie for almost 100 times now and I could almost every line without even listening since I had watched it so many times
I hadn't seen Minji ever since she left my room after our small fight but I decided to not take it to the heart cause I was hoping dearly that she were going to understand that I just wanted to protect her. And also, it was just lunchtime so I was pretty sure, or at least I was hoping that she would come back into my room soon..
As I heard the knock on the door, I immediately lied down on the pillow and pretended to be asleep cause I thought it was Minji who was entering. But to my disappointment Yoochun and Changmin came in with a tray of the new made lunch and a glass of water
I rolled my eyes as I helped myself sit up with the arm I was able to move and waited
"Weren't you asleep just a second ago?" Changmin asked
"I was but now I'm not"
"He's just hoping that it might be Minji" Yoochun chuckled
"Shut up" I mumbled
"Well since I'm pretty sure you're gonna ask any minute now, she's in the kitchen with Yunho and washin gthe dishes and she seems to have forgotten the incident about yesterday" Yoocun said
"Chincha?"
Changmin nodded
"She was talking a lot at lunch and she was really in bright mood"
Another knock was heard and the face that I've been longing to see finally enter with a big smile on her face while holding a small bowl with fruits
"Moooornin'!" She smiled witty as she ran over to my side and smiled at me
"Hi Minji" I said a bit awkward
"Hmm.. Do you want to have fruits or lunch?" She asked childish
I chuckled
"What about it? It's not good?" I asked
She looked at Yoochun and Changmin as they let out a chuckle and sighed
"We made it too spicy. She died and Junsu as well. So she didn't eat much of it. Junsu ended up making ramyun and in the end, Junsu made some for her as well" Changmin chuckled
I laughed
"Well well.." I shrugged
"Don't tell me you're a fan of spicy food too?" She said and eyed me
I smiled
"Are you kidding? He's like the pepper man. Everything he eats has to be spicy. I don't know why he loves it but seriously, that guy has nooooooo taste" Junsu said as he entered and sat down
All of us burst out into laughter
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~Minji~
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As the guys later on left I decided to spend some time with JaeJoong and accompany him while he was eating. Actually, the truth was I wanted to feed him..
"Is it too hot?" I asked him
He shook his head like a baby and opened his mouth. I couldn't help but laugh
"So did you have a good night's sleep? Any nightmares?" I asked
"Nope. Slept like a baby in his mom's arms" He smiled widely
I chuckled
After he had finished his bowl with food, I fed him some fruits but not much of it was being eaten since he was already full. We made ourselves comfortable as I turned on a movie. I walked over and lied next to him, holding him close to me like a teddy bear as we watched. I did feel him tense and I didn't know if it was because he wasn't used to me hugging him like this or if it was because of his wound that might was making him feel pain..
"You're not angry with me anymore?" JaeJoong asked as I felt him playing with my hair
I was immediately feeling warm on the inside, my body trembling due to his touch. I was hoping dearly that he didn't notice
"What do you mean?" I asked as I looked up at him
"About the.. self defense thingy.." He said as he poked my nosetip lightly
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~Flashback after going out of JaeJoong's room~
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He do understand that I am getting better right?! I mean if the guys are going to end up like this EVERYTIME they are protecting me, HOW CAN I FORGIVE MYSELF?!
I was so angry that I wanted to do something but I didn't dare to scream and I didn't want to punch anything cause I knew my strength wasn't on top. I knew JaeJoong was right but still, I do have the right do decide myself don't I? And now with all the guys standing behind him, I couldn't feel more than defeated
I leaned myself against the wall outside as I was trying to calm myself down. But since the door was a bit open, I kind of overheard what they were talking about in there..
An idea was being formed inside my head as I heard Junsu defending me and he really did think the exact thoughts as I did..
When I heard the guys were about to step out of the room, I rushed to my own as I closed the door and waited for them to get to their own rooms.. When I was pretty sure that I had heard all of them going out of JaeJoong's room I tiptoed my way to Junsu's room and knocked lightly
"WHOO I............."
I covered his mouth as he opened and pushed him inside the room and closed it
He stared at me as if I was mad
"Are you Minji?" He asked dumbfounded
I chuckled
"Shh"
"What?" He asked as he got up from the floor
"I am Minji"
"Minji is not like this" He grinned
I rolled my eyes
"Ok.. Junsu I need to ask you a favor"
"Hmm.. sure" He smiled
"I want you to teach me how to defend myself"
His jaw dropped and I could tell that he was shocked and surprised
"No.. no.. JaeJoong is going to rip my head apart.."
"I know but I just eavesdropped, hearing what you were talking about and I seriously want you to teach me"
He stood up and shook his head
"No no no" He said again
"Please Junsu.. They won't teach me.." I whined
"No Minji. Do you know that you're already committing the crime by asking me?" He said
I sighed
"But I really want to know how to defend myself" I whispered
I could hear him let out a sigh . He walked over to me and placed his hands on my shoulders as he made me look up
"I want you to know that too but.. you know that they're right. You're not completely well yet" Junsu whispered
"But I am making progress.. "
"I don't know Minji.. I'm going to be in so much trouble if they find out" He said
I was almost jumping out of happiness. I could hear that he was wrestling with the thoughts of teaching me. If he was already thinking about it in this way, that means that he was considering it. All I had to do was to persuade him
"But you know already that... I've been through too much stuff"
He looked at me
"Isn't it my time to protect myself? To beat the guys who.. did this to me?" I whispered
He looked at me
"I don't want to be weak anymore. I don't want to hear that I'm fragile.. and I don't want to hear that I don't need to know how to protect myself" I whispered
Junsu kept looking at me as I felt his hands being pulled back by him from my shoulders
"You know as much as I do.. that knowing defense is like knowing how to survive. Junsu, I'm not saying these things as an excuse but seeing JaeJoong getting beaten up yesterday in order to protect me since I couldn't do it myself, do you know how frustrating it was? It was hurting me more to watch him than actually being the one who was beaten" I said sadly
Junsu didn't say anything and stayed quiet
"I just don't want any of you to get hurt because of me" I whispered
"We're not getting hurt. We're professionals"
"But I want to depend on myself"
"But you also need to rely on other people as well. Have faith in them" Junsu said
"What about your guys faith in me?" I whispered and looked him straight into the eyes
He swallowed hard
"If I need to have faith in you.. you need to have faith in me.." I whispered
The silence was really tense and I was nervous. Junsu sighed heavily as he walked over to his desk and leaned himself onto the desk as he folded his arms, closing his eyes and thinking
"I don't know Minji.. Your health.. is the most important thing right now" Junsu said
I sighed
"I'm fine.. and I'm healthy. Mentally at least.. The emotions.. I can deal with that.." I mumbled
"But you know that if the other guys finds out, Both of us are dead right? You're practically digging your grave now" Junsu mumbled
"But you're going with me so I'm not alone" I smiled cutely
Junsu rolled his eyes
"DOn't start with that smile of yours" He groaned
"Please.. Junsu" I whispered
"No Minji.. You want to die?" He asked me
"No .. I want to survive"
"You will.. Why can't you just wait?" He said
"Junsu, waiting is good but not in this case. Time is ticking. I want to survive Junsu. In order to do that I need to know how to defend myself" I said
Junsu sighed
"please Junsu.. No one will find out. We'll keep it as a secret. We can practice whenever no one is home or when they're not around us"
"You know that we then have to get out of here right? And go down to the gym ?" He asked
I swallowed hard
"We have to leave the house and you will have to face the world outside and meet new people" He said
I swallowed hard
"I can do that" I whispered
"Can you?" He asked and looked at me seriously
"I can. I don't want to waste my life anymore." I looked up
"i want to do this.. I managed to run away from you and I faced the people on the street. Just like JaeJoong said, I need to know where the limit of fear is. Not all people are nice but you don't need to be so scared of them.. Being careful is good but being too careful will make me loose opportunities" I said
Junsu kept looking at me
"So.. I will follow his words. I can do it"
Silence took over as I waited for his answer
He then let out a sigh and stood up
"I am so gonna get killed" He mumbled
I squealed quietly as I ran over to him and threw myself around him and hugged him tightly. He chuckled quietly himself but hugged me back
"Not a word to the others. You hear me?" He said
I nodded
"And I have a bunch of conditions"
"Spill it" I smiled
"You will take it slow and follow my instructions. You have to change and make progress, or at least pretend so that we're able to get out of here. Not a sound to the others" He said
I nodded
"You have to be patience and listen to me well. Self defense is training. hard training" He said
I nodded
"I promise" I smiled
I hugged him again ut he suddenly pulled out of the hug
"And also, if anyone of them finds out, We'll tell them that you were the one who was threatening me"
I gasped and hit him on his arm
He smiled
"I want to live. Besides, if it's you they won't be so harsh. But to me, You won't even see my head after they're done with me"
I chuckled
"alright~~"
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~Back to Minji and JaeJoong~
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I smiled at him as I shook my head
"Aniyo"
"Chincha?"
I nodded
"Good"
He pulled me closer to him and hugged me
"I just want to protect you. I promise you will learn how to defend yourself when you're healthy. Until then, just focus on getting better alright?" He said
I nodded
We kept watching the movie but I wasn't really concentrated on it. I promised Junsu .
"JaeJoong ah~~ Jeongmal.. Mianhe~~ I can't wait.. But the things you don't know, you won't get hurt right? I'm not the one who should focus on getting better.. it's you. I will be focusing how to build my life up again.. " I thought to myself
I looked up at his face as he were concentrating on the movie
"Build my life up so that you guys can start depending on me too.." I kept thinking
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