| Fan Fiction |
by j.v.L
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I couldn't feel happier. And I was craving for more. But being this close with her already was something that my body and heart had been aching for, calling out, trying to reach out but my mind always took over. For the first time, i was letting the heart speak and take over the actions of my body. It was different. But the tickling feeling never left me and I couldn't help but feeling loved..
I felt my heart beating faster as I kissed her. It was gentle yet passionate, not so bashing or rough, just plain.. beautiful. I was wondering what was going on inside of her head at the moment. What her feelings were and what her heart was saying..
I soon pulled away and rested my forehead against her in order to let us catch our breath. I was feeling that I wanted to say those three words out loud but I didn't dare to. I wanted to but I didn't have the courage. Our eyes met each other and Minji was beautifully looking into mine..
"That was amazing" She said
I chuckled
"Replay?" I chuckled
I didn't wait for her reply as I leaned forward and kissed her again. She responded immediately and I couldn't help but to chuckle as I kept kissing her..
I wanted to say the words. it felt like it was the right timing.. It really did.. but shouldn't I take one step at the time? Wouldn't it be easier that way? I didn't want to scare her.. I had no idea how her health was at the moment, what her feelings were but of course, I just wanted the best for her. I don't want to rush anything and.. I am willing to wait for her..
"JAEJOOOOOOOOOOOOONG!!!!!! GET YOUR ASS OUT HERE!!" I heard Kibum shout from the kitchen
I pulled away from Minji and both of us were breathing fast. I smiled at her as she was shyly and I guess somewhat embarrassed
"GO to sleep .. They need me in the kitchen"
Minji didn't say much and lied down. I got out of bed and bended down and gave her a good night kiss before going out. She gave me a smile before I left and my heart was literally beating out of joy. It was beating so fast that it felt like it was going to pop out of my chest any minute..
I closed the door behind as I walked with both my hands inside my pockets and with a huge smile on my face as I went to the kitchen.
I took out the chair and sat down, cautious of my wound
"Wow.. You're red and smiling. Did something happen?" Junsu teased
I looked up from my daze and looked at them. A teasing smirk were plastered on their faces. I groaned annoyed and covered my face
"Why don't you just back off.. Always teasing me" I rolled my eyes
"You kissed her?" Yunho asked
"No"
"Then what? You look like you've been celebrating your birthday for 100 years onwards" Yoochun said
I chuckled
"She kissed me" I said
"What? That's not.. manly" CHangmin laughed
"No more like.. we kissed each other.. I was hesitating cause I didn't know what she was feeling.. and first we were so close.. and then I pulled away cause I was afraid of her getting hurt and the memories might come back and then.. she didn't want me to go.. and.. then.. it just.."
I laughed embarrassed
"Whooooa.. Does that mean that she's really.. getting better?" Yoochun asked
"Yup" Junsu said confidently
"Gosh so much lovey dovey. Now.. the reason we called you out here is .. shouldn't we start prepare ourselves then?" Kibum asked
"Prepare us?" I asked
"Training. The fighting.. guns.. all of that stuff" Kibum said
"Ah~~"
He nodded
"We should be prepared.. Who knows if he has alike a guard squad with him.." Kibum said
"That's most likely cause he can't really handle the business himself can he?" Yunho said
"No.. I don't think so" I said
"Now I have a really important question as well" Kibum said again
his eyes faced me and I looked at him
"What are you going to do about Minji while you're out having adventures?"
"What do you mean with Minji?"
"Well obviously, from what you guys told me, she might be someone special.. a precious someone to that bastard..and .. I was thinking.. what you were going to do with her if you're out on the mission. You're not planning on taking her with you are you?" Kibum asked
"NO!" All five of us chorused
Kibum was taken by surprised and jerked back in his chair and held both of his hands up
"Just checking!" He said
"Not a chance that I'll bring her. No one of us will. Someone will stay here with her. I'm net letting her out of sight" I said
"We're not taking any risks here" I said
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Days passed and the guys were eagerly working on the mission, training as well as I was concentrating on getting better. The wound had healed very well and I was able to join the training as well. About me and Minji, we didn't talk about the kiss at all and I didn't confess. At least not yet..
She started to be more bright, happy and outgoing and all of us could see a difference as well..
Obviously Minji and I were close. Sometimes it felt like we were acting as if we were a couple but she was too embarrassed to even talk about the kiss and I.. didn't want to push her. But she was always close to me.. always being the cute innocent and pure girl right by my side..
As I sat down in the livingroom while Minji were taking a shower Yunho came over to me and sat down
"What's up?" I asked
"I was thinking"
"About?"
"How about we go to Underground tonight?"
"Today? Wae?"
"We're not getting anywhere.. He's cleaning after himself very good and the clues are just a blur. Since you're a lot better now and been training with us, I was thinking that we might should get down to business as soon as possible"
"Who's staying home with Minji then?" I asked
"I can do that" Junsu offered
"You?" I asked
He nodded
"I'm not feeling good and I want to rest. I'm dead tired.."
"BUt you have to be on top if something happens" I said
"I will but until then.. I will rest" Junsu said and yawned
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~Minji~
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You could tell from my actions that I was.. happy. More than happy.. I was lucky.. Amazed.. and just.. living a blissful life.
I didn't dare to talk to JaeJoong about the kiss but if I were to describe it, it was amazing. Something I've never felt before and .. the sensation, adrenaline at the time.. was breathtaking. I had never felt anything like that in my entire life..
His kiss was so different.. from.. the times I...
I closed my eyes hard as I tried to not think about. I don't know if the guys knew but at night I would sometimes stay awake in bed as I was trying to figure out what my memories meant. Recently, flashbacks had started to come back and it was a blur but yet somehow I felt like I recognized them..
Different feelings, the smell.. the scents.. something was telling me that these were important ones. I sighed heavily as I got out of the shower and changed clothes. When I was done I sat down on my bed and brushed my hair when I suddenly heard a knock on the door
"Come in!"
JaeJoong entered with a smile on his face, causing me to blush and my heart raced a bit
"Hey sweetie"
"Hi" I smiled
he bended down in front of me and smiled
"Look.. You'll be staying home with Junsu today.. I need to go somewhere with the guys"
"Where?" I asked slowly
"Mission.. I'll be back later.. so behave aight?"
I nodded like a little girl and he smiled. He stood up and gave me a quick kiss on my cheek. I was embarrassed and I felt the red color coming up to my face. He left the room but his kiss left a trademark, causing me to feel even warmer.
After I was done and my hair was dry I went to the livingroom and soon Junsu entered as well, coming from the kitchen
"There you are" He smiled
"Hi.. They left?" I asked
He nodded
"I guess you want to continue the lessons?" He asked
I nodded
"Alright.. Let's get started"
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