| Fan Fiction |
by j.v.L
Or at least try to find the time to do that :D
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~JaeJoong~
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I watched Minji as all of us were gathered around the table for breakfast this morning. She hadn't spoke to me when I came in to wake her up earlier and she didn't have any some kind of reaction, furthermore it was she was thinking about something. I looked at Yunho who was looking at Minji with tensed eyes. I met Yoochun's gaze and he was giving me the
What-is-wrong-with-her look but I shrugged back and looked at her
Junsu were trying to make the atmosphere better so he started to joke around and we all were laughing just to see if Minji would join but she was in the same position. She ate slowly, staring blankly ahead of her as she was chewing slowly
"Minji?" Yoochun finally broke the silence and everyone looked at him
"Minji?" He called again
"Yeh~"
The voice sounded wrong in my ears. She answered as if Yoochun kind of interrupted her thoughts
"How are you Sweetie?" Yoochun asked softly
She looked up for the first time today and she nodded
"I'm ok" She said
"You're sure? You're look like you're in another world" Kibum asked
I could hear his concern as well and I guess that he was starting to get attached to her as well after living with us for a few days
"I'm fine.. I just.. need to rest"
She then got up from her chair and took her plate, put it in the zink and walked out of the room.
I looked at the guys who were following her until she was gone
"What's.. wrong with her?" CHangmin asked sadly
"I don't know. She.. seems so far away today" I mumbled
Soon the doorbell rang and Junsu ran to get it and Donghae said a quick Hi before he went inside Minji's room.
"He's going to check her?" Yoochun asked
I nodded
"I hope.. he will be able to do it .. I don't know if she will allow him" Yunho mumbled
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~Minji~
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I was standing by the window, staring down outside as the sun were shining brightly. A knock was heard and I spun around to see Donghae come in
"Hey there" DOnghae said and closed the door
"Hi" I mumbled
"How are you feeling?" He asked and put down his bag and walked over to me
I shrugged
"I don't know.. The memories.. is .. right in here" I said and pointed to my head
"It's.. kind of fresh isn't it?" He asked
I nodded
"Seems like you're worrying the guys. They looked so.. devastated when I entered the kitchen earlier.. They.. don't know what to do" Donghae said
I shrugged
"I don't know either and I don't know if they can help me. I mean.. it's my head.. and I don't really know what to do about the memories either.. but they are.. squeezing the strength out of me. I feel like doing something" i Mumbled
Donghae nodded
"But I have a request.." He said
"What is it?"
"Yesterday the guys and I.. kind of found out some stuff and I was wondering if I could examine you" Donghae said
"Examine me? But you've done that a hundred times already" I asked
"Hmm. not.. in that area" Donghae said and looked at me, trying to make me understand what he meant
I stared at him for a minute and then back at myself and then at him
"Minji, this is very important to us. It has something to do with this mission and according to the documents yesterday that the guys found, we kind of read a document with rules and on that paper it said that no one is allowed to kiss you or.. touch you .. in that special way. You know what I mean?"
"Are you saying there is a .. possibility that.. I'm not.."
He nodded
"And I can only assure you that if .. you give me the chance to .. examine you"
I swallowed hard
"But why are the memories.. so.. painful then? They're making me believe that I've slept.. with.. hundreds of men" I swallowed hard at the amount of men
"It's because he used drugs, ways to manipulate your brain. You were used and abused in other ways. A sexslave in a way but only to satisfy their needs. But for some reason.. that guy never allowed his clients to .. 'Do' it with you. We're trying to figure out why.. Your memory is dull, making you believe that you've slept around with hundreds of men.. But I don't think that's the case and I think that you will have your memory back soon and you will remember everything. He must have used very strong drugs"
I swallowed hard as I closed my eyes, trying to keep my balance
"Examine me.." I whispered
He nodded
"It's the only way to find out"
About 1 hour later the examination was finally done and I have never felt myself so exposed in my entire life. Or at least when I'm not unconscious. I was biting my lip hard as the blanket were covering my body and Donghae were throwing away his gloves
"It's awkward.. and weird" Donghae mumbled
"What is?" I asked
He spun around and looked at me
"I don't understand anything.. I... I'm going to get the guys.. How about you change clothes" DOnghae smiled
I nodded
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~JaeJOong~
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I was sitting int he livingroom, folding my fists almost squeezing them as I was waiting for the results. Yunho were zapping between the channels on the tv but he never stopped at any channel since he was also waiting for the results. Kibum kept walking back and forth and Yoochun were leaning against the window hodling his chin. Changmin were sitting on the armchair, drinking his glass of water but I don't know if he was drinking cause he has been holding that glass onto his mouth for quite some time now. As for Junsu, he was moving all the time on the couch not being able to sit still
When we heard the door open and unlocked all of us stood up immediately as Donghae came out. He looked confused
"What's wrong? What's the results?" All of us started to say at the same time
Donghae gestured us to calm down and all of us became silent
"This is really confusing you guys. She.. is a virgin. She's still .. 'Pure'" Donghae said
I stared at him
"It's getting more and more confusing" I mumbled
"It sure does but.. she must have been used in other ways" Donghae said
"Like?" Kibum asked
"Trafficking is sick. The people are probably sick as well. Maybe they're just enjoying.. to hurt her. Make her suffer you know.. I don't know guys but I know that she's untouched and she is still pure" Donghae said
I let out a sigh of relief and so did the other guys
"Gosh.. that guy is really sick. What the hell is wrong with him?" Kibum asked
"I don't know but I think we should.. start to investigate this and dig deeper" Yoochun mumbled
"I totally agree" Yunho said
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~Minji~
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I was sitting on my bed after I had gotten myself dressed and I was trying to think it through, the memories, the flashbacks. I hadn't lost it and I was still.. Virgin . Which means.. I wasn't a slut which I thought I was.. I shook my head as I stood up
I walked over to the mirror as I saw myself in it and I think I stood there for 10 minutes without looking where else. My eyes were glued onto the mirror and soon I felt myself becoming dizzy. I closed my eyes as another flashback came.
A hand was putting my hair aside, soon enough his hand was sliding down my neck and down to my dress.
"No.." I whispered
Then out of nowhere I felt someone push me down onto the floor and I was taken by surprise as a slap was thrown across my face. The blood instantly started to ooze out and i felt the eyes burn
Another slap was thrown at me and I could hear the man laugh satisfied. He was enjoying hurting me
"I can't believe your boss.. is using you for this kind of torture when you could easily be a whore.."
I opened my eyes as I stared at the mirror again
But the dizziness didn't disappear, it was still there
"MINJI!!!"
"Now... you shall do whatever I say.. or else.. it's gonna cost you a lot"
"MINJI!!!!"
I opened my eyes instantly to find myself in JaeJoong's arms again. I panicked as I looked around to see all of the guys staring down at me. I released myself from JaeJoong's embrace and crawled my way away from him. I saw his eyes change and I knew I had hurt him..
"Please.. leave me alone" I whispered
"It's me.. Minji" JaeJoong whispered
I shook my head
"JaeJoong.. Don't come any closer"
All of the guys froze as I spoke
"Don't come closer.. Please.. leave.." I whispered
"But Minji.. we're.."
"Please.. just this time" I whispered barely audible
I closed my eyes and pulled my knees closer to me as I avoided to look at them. I couldn't face them right now. I had to.. do this on my own. I wanted to figure out what had happened to me.. I wanted to know .. why I had been dragged into trafficking. If I wasn't used to be their slut.. what exactly was I doing?
"Minji.. please.. don't do this" I heard JaeJoong plead
Tears were threatening me to come out but I was holding it back
"No JaeJoong.. Just this time.. I need it.. I need space.. Just give me some time" I whispered
I guess that was my final sentence which made the guys finally leave me alone. All of them got up and I heard the door close. When I thought everyone was gone I suddenly saw Kibum sitting in front of me . I became paralyzed immediately
"What.. are .. y y y ou.. doing here?" I stuttered
Kibum sighed
"You.. are going.. to come with me" Kibum said
"With you? Where?" I asked
"We're going to fight. You and Me.. it's time that you get all your feelings out. And become independent. Become strong.. Cause I know that JaeJoong and the others are worrying. But they haven't thought about this" Kibum said
"Thought about what?" I asked
"You need to know as much as they do in order to protect yourself. I'm pretty sure that you want to revenge the one who did this to you as much as I do.. don't you?"
I didn't answer
"I'm gonna make your anger rise. It's about time.. that you show what you got. You're not a little girl anymore.. It's time.. for you to fight back" Kibum said
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