| Fan Fiction |
by j.v.L
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"Helloo~"
I opened my eyes, being in the same position, having the same feelings I once had when I was scared of the guys. I immediately recognized Kibum's destroyed and punched face from the fight earlier and he smirked at me still happy even though he had bruises allover his face
"Kibum? What are you doing here?" I said and turned on the night desk
he smirked
"Let's go and train"
"Now? It's dark outside. Where's the guys?"
"Sleeping. Get dressed. I put the clothes I got for you over there. I'll give you 10 minutes. Make sure you're quiet"
He was already dressed in black training clothes and I had no idea what was going on. I never thought we would start so early but seems like Kibum was pretty eager about getting it down to business. When I was fully dressed with a washed and clean face I got out from my room to see Kibum leaning against the wall in the livingroom waiting for me
"Done?"
"But what.. about the guys? They.."
Kibum shook his head
"No worries. We'll be back before they know.. Now let's go"
We got out of the house quietly, better than expected and Kibum somehow managed to hot-wire Yunho's car
"How.. did you.." I stuttered but Kibum opened the door and bowed with a huge grin on his face
"You first My lady"
I sat inside the car and Kibum closed the door quietly, started the car as we silently got out from the parking lot and out onto the road
"How did you do that? You didn't even use keys!" I asked
"Being in gangs gives you experience. Bad ones but also good ones" Kibum smirked
I quieten and looked at the road in front of me. I didn't feel comfortable around Kibum cause there was something about him that was frightening, something that makes you feel so watched that if you turn your back, it'll feels like he will stab you, kill you right here and now..
"Why are you so quiet?" Kibum asked breaking the silence
I shrugged
"You're shaking.. You're ok?"
Kibum's voice changed and I heard the soft and concerned voice. I looked at him as his eyes were drifting between me and the road
"You're.. so different" I whispered
"Different? In what way?" Kibum asked, now his voice turned to it's normal state
I swallowed hard
"You're.. scaring me.. A lot. Not because of the incident when we first met.. just.. your aura makes me feel.. scared.." I whispered barely audible
I saw Kibum's grip around the wheel soften up a bit and he let out a quiet chuckle
"Mianhe. I didn't mean to give you that impression of me.." He said
"It's ok.. It's me.. I just.."
"No.. it's not you. Or maybe it is but it's also me. I just have this self defense wall. Always on my guard and I think.. i kind of changed after I lost my friend into trafficking"
Kibum softened up and I felt the atmosphere loosen up a bit
"Your friend?" I asked
"Oh yeah.. The guys didn't tell you? I kind of looked for them since i heard they were taking on this big trafficking mission. I didn't want to miss the opportunity of having the sweet revenge of my friend"
"Oh.. Is she.."
HE didn't answer. The silence took over once again as the only sound we could hear was the tires quiet spinning to the ground
"We're.. kind of in the same boat.. you and I" Kibum said and broke the silence
"Same boat?"
"I want to revenge my friend. Iäm pretty much taken over by the hate.. I don't deny that. You on the other hand is vulnerable due to the things he did to you. The anger is somewhere there inside of you. I'm just gonna help you find it"
"Anger is not good.." I mumbled as I thought about the fight between him and JaeJoong earlier
"It is in its own way. You see, you can use anger and make it into strength. CAuse only then you have one single thing on your mind and that is destroying your enemy"
"But I don't want to kill anyone"
"Not yet" Kibum said
We soon stopped outside a building and Kibum got out first, helped me out of the seat and soon we came into a big gym. Quiet and cold
Kibum took off his shirt and his tanktop, revealing the black dragon that was inked on his body. I stared at it fascinated as he was adjusting the gloves, getting ready to practice
When he was done he chuckled at me, noticing what I was staring at
"It's.. a code. Being a member of a gang, it's kind of .. needed in a way. But I love this tattoo. It's hot" He said proudly
I chuckled lightly as I looked at him
"Ready?"
He showed me the basics, giving me instructions for the next upcoming 2 hours. I did find it fascinating cause it was totally amazing how he was able to help me, instruct me and teach me. Professional not caring about me getting hurt and that is exactly how I wanted. I didn't want the guys to see my weaknesses all the time. There must be another way for them to see my strength as well.
"Now.. I want you to attack me again. Scream if you want, hit me with the all of your strength. Just remember to keep yourself focused and the attention on the enemy's body. Every single and quick move can be the last one you see. You never know what awaits you but having the attention all the time on your enemy can help you and give you at least 1-3 seconds to at least think how you will make your next move"
I was sweating from head to toe, not to mention that I was furious. I hadn't manage to attack him once cause he always managed to defend himself, making me miss him and fall forwards
"Now you see.. Anger is good" He smirked evily
I hated that smirk of his and I think he knew that I hated him for doing that. Cause he knew he had the power to control me. And that is what it is all about. I can't let anyone control me.
I started to attack, punch him across the face but missed. He didn't retreat but he was still focused, watching my next move
"You're scare aren't you?" He snickered
I stared at him
"Your his precious M. How are you going to get away from his embrace when you can't even pass through me?" He snickered
Pain was on its way, it was making its way up inside of me as I felt my heart beating faster. I was sweating no doubt but I was still angry and focused, staring at him as he was smirking at me. He wasn't even tired but I was..
"Your just weak.. Too innocent.. Can't take care of yourself.. You really think Jaejoong can take care of you for the rest of your life?" He said
That's when I lsot my self control and I didn't think. I instantly started to attack him, faster than I had before and when I fell forwards, I got back up again and I even saw myself holding a stick this time that I had found
"Wow.. not bad" Kibum smirked
I felt myself getting excited for some reason and my breathing was suddenly normal. I wasn't tired at all. I approached Kibum as I stared at his stupid smirk plastered on his face
I then attacked him. remembering all the self defense I was taught by Junsu I attacked him. And for the first time he was attacking back. I defended myself just like Kibum had taught me, the basics. He managed to get the stick I was holding and suddenly I was facing him with my back, the stick under my throat as he was behind me, locking me from behind
"Not bad.. I knew you had it in you" He chuckled from behind.
My anger rose even more. I didn't like him laughing at me like that and I instantly used my elbow to hit him in the stomach, I then grabbed the stick put it over my head as I spun around and faced him. Before he even managed to do anything I grabbed the stick pushed him backwards and ran towards him and kicked him across his face as he landed down on the floor
And then it was dead silent..
I kept breathing, inhaling deeply as I watched Kibum on the floor. He soon jumped up from lying on his back and when he got up he smiled at me
"Intense training for 4 hours is not bad. Why do I get the feeling this wasn't your first training?" Kibum asked as he wiped away the blood coming from his mouth
"Junsu taught me some self defense behind the guys back.." I mumbled as I walked away from him
"Nice.. sneaking behind their backs.. And they don't know?" He asked as he followed me from behind
I took off the sweater, I was only wearing a black tank top now and I spun around and watched Kibum again
"I think another hour won't hurt. You're in or are you tired?" I asked, feeling the adrenaline running through the entire body. I was so delighted that I had finally managed to win against Kibum
He chuckled
"1 hour? You can do better than that. Make that 2.. And I won't be holding back this time"
"Don't. I want to see where my limit is" I said
"So do I"
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