Fan Fiction

Hero of Your .. Heart

by j.v.L

Chapter 48

Dazed of Hate

~Minji~

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Quietly we made our way into the house as we listened to every single sound that could be heard. Crystal clear, not a single sound was heard. Everyone was still asleep..

Kibum smirked at me as we entered and I couldn't help but to smile back at him. We had been training for 6 hours and I felt so much better about myself, about everything and Kibum and I had grown a bit closer to each other. I had finally started to understand what was lying behind his strength, his focused mind and his speed. All I had to do now was to find it myself..

We tiptoed our way into the house and Kibum roughed my hair playfully as I chuckled

"Good work. You're very.. quick to pick it up. I'm sure with a few more hours of practice, you might become a good fighter then.."

"Will you teach me how to use Guns then?" I asked without even thinking

Kibum stopped and looked at me

"Guns?" He asked

I nodded

"JaeJoong told me that you were the one who taught Yunho everything he knew about guns.." I said

Kibum smirked

"Hmm.. I don't know.. Maybe. Let's just focus on one thing at the time shall we? now.. hit the shower. I will.."

I stuck out my tongue and hurried into my own room and closed it as I went into the bathroom and got into the shower

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~JaeJoong~

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"Ok ok.. I've been calling Kibum for like 8 times but he still doesn't wake up. Or yeah he did but he threw a pillow at me and fell asleep again. Why is he such a pig.. It's like 2 pm in the afternoon!!" Changmin said

I shrugged

"It's the same with Minji. She doesn't answer her door when i knock and it's locked. I wonder if something happened.. I really want to see her" I mumbled

"Maybe she's just trying to think about the memories and such.. I mean.. give her some space" Yunho said

I sighed

"It's so hard for you to understand that I want to sleep more or what?" Kibum groaned as he came into the kitchen and sat down with a big thump

I looked at him

"What's wrong with you? You never sleep this much" Changmin asked

"I couldn't sleep" Kibum yawned

I looked at him as he was reaching out for the milk can and soon I noticed that he was looking around for something

"Where's... Minji?" He asked

"Sleeping" I said slowly and watched him

"She's not awake? You're not waking her up?" He asked and looked at me

"I've been trying but she doesn't answer her door"

Kibum sighed

"I'll wake her up" Kibum said

"No don't. Leave her alone" Yunho said

He shook his head

"A girl shouldn't sleep this much"

I had no idea what i was doing but I didn't move cause it was the first time any of us saw him offering himself doing something. Cause being the lazy person he is, he's definitely not the kind of guy who was offering to do such stuff. Soon after 20 minutes Kibum came back, new brushed teeth and face and about 5 minutes later Minji arrived. Wearing Pjs and a big hoodsweater, which I soon recognized to be Kibum's.

I had no idea what was happening but.. I thought she was scared of him.. Not to mention that.. yesterday she..
Both of them had been sleeping for a long time..
I stared at both of them as Minji dazed sat down and stared at the lunch table

"You look tired" Yoochun said and caressed Minji's forehead

She smiled at Yoochun and shook her head

"Aniyo.. I'm fine"

"Couldn't sleep? Nightmares?" Junsu asked

She nodded

"Something like that"

But for some reason I didn't feel ok with the answer. She was wearing Kibum's sweater. Why in the world would she do that if she could wear mine or the other guys sweaters?

I felt the jealousy inside of me rise as I saw Minji and Kibum talking happily. I didn't like it at all. In fact, I was burning up with anger. I felt like punching Kibum's face again but I had to control myself cause I didn't want to upset Minji

After the lunch Minj offered to clean the table but Junsu insisted on doing it and told her to go back and rest. it took him awhile to persuade her but when he finally managed to do that, she took off. She gave me a hug before going and my burdens and doubts disappeared. When we were finished with the cleaning I went to the livingroom to not find Kibum anywhere

"Where's Kibum?" I asked Yunho

"He's checking up on Minji"

"What? Why?" I asked and stared at him

"I don't know.. Maybe he's just.. worried about her or something. No idea.." Yunho shrugged

"But.. I thought she was scared of him" Changmin said as he entered the livingroom while holding a towel

"Me too" Junsu said

"I don't know. Maybe they've.. become buddies or something. Who knows?" Yoochun shrugged

I didn't like the fact at all and I immediately stormed to Minji's room. But at that very moment I could hear both of them laughing inside her bedroom and I felt my heart sinking down to the ground. She could barely be in the same room as him and now he's in there laughing while she wanted me to stay away even though we had kissed last night..

Suddenly the door opened and Kibum looked at me

"you're here" He said

"It's my house" I mumbled

"JaeJoong?"

I looked up to see Minji on the bed. Kibum left and I looked at her, trying to push away the pictures of them together on her bed. I was hoping and praying that nothing of this thoughts inside of my head were true..

"Come in" She said

I entered and closed the door and approached her slowly. She tilted her head to the side as she gestured for me to sit down. I did but I was still watching her

"What's wrong? You look troubled" She mumbled and caressed my cheek

"Aniyo.. I'm just.."

"Just?"

"When did you become so close with Kibum?" I asked and looked at her

"Uhm.. over the night. He kind of.. was awake when I had nightmares. And I went out of the room to get a glass of water and then.. we talked the entire night.. so I guess.. that's why" She said

I didn't like the answer of hers cause it sounded so truthful. I didn't like the fact of having them so close to each other. Ok.. I was jealous.. so what?

"What's wrong? I can see you're annoyed" Minji said

"Aniyo.. I'm just.. a bit.. taken by surprise.. that's all"

Minji soon came closer to me and hugged me tightly as I felt myself responding to her touch. I could now feel that I was finally at ease and that I was just relieved that.. nothing was going on between them. That was the only thing I was hoping for..

"Don't be mad" She whispered

"I'm not.. I'm just.. I don't know" I mumbled

She let go of me and smiled at me happily

I couldn't help but smile at her too and I gave her a quick peck on her lips causing her to laugh even more..

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~Minji~

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The following night, after the guys had gone to sleep, Kibum came in just like the previous night to wake me up and within 1 hour we were down at the gym again

"Ready for another round?" Kibum laughed

I nodded

"I've been waiting" I smiled

"Good"

we started to practice again and after 2 hours we called it a break since both of us were breathing our lungs off

"You're .. becoming.. good.. the.. anger of yours.. is really.. strong.. and the memories.. are probably.. helping.. you" Kibum breathed

"Maybe" I breathed

After both of us had settled down we went back to training. I started to get used to the tactics that Kibum were using and soon I was able to win over him as I swung him across the floor and he landed on his back

Kibum then got up and this time I witnessed something I had never seen in my life. His eyes were fierce, dark and cold. I felt the spine of me growing weaker as I wanted to collapse and my knees wanted to disappear. Kibum probably didn't like being defeated and soon he ran towards me as he started to fight. I defended myself but I felt his strength increase as the punches and hits started to get more and more serious

"KIBUM! KIBUM! STOP!!"

He didn't hear me and kept hitting and punching

"KIBUM! KIBUM! STOP STOP!!!!!"

I felt myself getting scared cause I knew that there was something about Kibum that you had to be scared of. He was furious and terrifying when fighting

"KIBUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Suddenly I felt him making me trip over and I stumbled backwards as I hit the head onto the hard rocked wall. I felt myself getting dizzy as I collapsed right before him and down onto the floor

"Minji?"

Kibum woke up from his anger and daze and soon his eyes widened as he found me on the floor

"Minji?! MINJI!!"

I couldn't answer him as I felt the head beating like mad and I felt myself becoming weaker

"Shit shit shit.. MINJI!!! COME ON GIRL ! WAKE UP! ANSWER ME! YOU'RE OK?!"

I couldn't answer him as I felt him touching my face, trying to somehow get me to response to him

"Minji! Please please"

That was the last thing I heard before his plead faded away and I drifted off as my eyes became a blur and in the end turned black...

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