| Fan Fiction |
by j.v.L
And this fic is coming to an end , sad.. but true .. *sob
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fs-oppc_Jr8&feature=channel_page
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~JaeJoong~
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We weren't home. We were at Kyuhyun's and Sungmin's place. We left our house as soon as Kibum had shot that guy and Kibum had called some of his friends, along with Sungmin's friends and told them to get rid of everything, put everything in the house back to the way it was before everything occured. I was being taken care of, wrapped up, resting while Donghae was taking care of my wounds.
I don't know for how long he had been doing that but it was stinging allover and to me it felt like a lifetime before he was done. Yoochun was pretty much ok, nothing broken, just some pain here and there, a lot of bruises and wounds but except that he was ready to fight. As for me, I had no idea yet but I wouldn't stay home at any costs. I am going with them..
"So.. uhm.. you're lucky. The wound at the side of your stomach didn't get that much injured. You sprained your hand a bit but it's ok. I've put band aid on all of your bruises so.. just rest a bit for an hour or two before you guys get going.. Ok? I already know what the results are and what you're going to do .. but if.. you do change your mind, I really advise you to stay home and rest.." Donghae sighed
"You already know my answer" I said coldly
Donghae sighed
"I know.. anyway.. Rest and drink a lot of water before you guys get going" Donghae said as he made his way over to the door. I sat up and let out a heavy sigh
"Hey Jae.."
I looked up to see Donghae looking at me sincerely..
"Be careful ok? And.. bring her back home.. safely" Donghae said
I gave him a nod before Donghae stepped outside.. I was worrying, I was so worried that I could probably do anything at the moment. If I was able to, I would immediately take the cars and hurry to find her but since I had no clue where she was, it was pretty much impossible.
I was scared to death. I don't know if he meant what he said when Mr L said that he was going to make her forget, not to mention, who knows what he might do to her right now? He was dangerous, that's for sure.. and none of us knew what he was capable of doing but if he was able to track us down, know our names, then there must be something..
I stood up and breathed heavily as I made my way out from Sungmins and Kyuhyuns guestroom and out to the livingroom. laptops, different lights and equipments were all up, Yunho was doing something on the laptop, Changmin and Junsu going through the cellphone We had taken from the ex member of Kibum's gang and Kyuhyun was doing something, checking on his laptop and Sungmin was investigating something..
Yoochun was probably resting..
"Where is Kibum?" I asked slowly
"He's in the other guestroom" Kyuhyun answered without taking his eyes off the screen
I made my way out of the livingroom since all the lights, the constant sounds of the guys typing on the computers were giving me a headache..
The door was open, and I saw Kibum standing by the window, his arms folded, crossed over his chest as he was staring out in the night, the lights and the cars on the roads.. The view of Seoul..
It was breathtaking, beautiful but to me.. right now it was just.. sad...
I entered slowly without closing the door and Kibum he didn't move an inch. The reflection of him in the window, showed me that he was closing his eyes. Probably trying to think, calm himself down or something.. I had no idea what I was doing here but for some reason, a voice inside of my head was telling me that he was the only one I could talk to at the moment..
"You should be in bed" KIbum said, interrupting my thoughts
I looked up to see him still having his eyes closed
"I can't.. rest" I mumbled
"You should.. You need all energy you can get" Kibum said
He finally opened his eyes and I didn't see what his facial expression was. His voice was cold. ice sharped and it sounded extremely concentrated, as if he was concentrating on something hard, not letting anything interrupt him..
"Hey Kibum.. I.."
"No need Jae"
Kibum finally spun around and faced me. For the first time ever since I met Kibum, I finally saw the true Kibum. Even though he was looking dangerous, his hair, his tattoo, his muscles.. His eyes could never lie..
They were.. sad. Full of sadness..
Full of regret and.. pain
I couldn't say anything as I felt something thick in my throat, making it impossible for me to speak
"I don't.. need your sympathy. Not now. I need to concentrate. We all do.." He mumbled
He sat down by the small table and the chair and started to fix, prepare his guns and put on his gloves. I watched him quietly
"I'm sorry" i said
Kibum stopped immediately with what he was doing, but he didn't look up
"I'm sorry that she died.. And I'm sorry that you're feeling pain at the moment.."
Kibum let out a sigh as he closed his eyes
"Let's just.. save Minji ok?" Kibum said and looked up
I looked into his eyes
"Let's save Minji..." Kibum said again
He looked down and away from me but not even he could hide what was falling down on his cheeks..
I took a deep breath and decided to leave. He needed space and time. To pull himself through this heartache and the pain, yet full of anger and revenge.. Hate..
I closed the door behind and went inside my own room. I decided to change clothes and prepare myself as well.
Kibum was right.. We're going to save Minji..
I'm not.. going to end up in the same state as Kibum..
I know myself what will happen if I won't be able to save her..
I won't be breathing and my heart won't continue beating..
as in matter of fact, if she dies..
She will take me with her..
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