| Fan Fiction |
by j.v.L
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As soon as we had arrived home, all of us were emotionally tired. But seems like we weren't physically tired. We did take Min Young with us but no one said anything during the entire ride home.
Minji was quiet and she didn't even dare to look at Min Young. Min Young didn't look at anyone either and all of us could feel the tense atmosphere but no one said anything. As for Kibum, he was still thinking about Luna I guess and I bet he was wrestling with all the questions inside of his heart, but he was calm and reserved, didn't try to push Min Young or anything. I had no idea what is going to happen now but I think that both Min Young and Minji needs some time to restore themselves. We had picked up Min Young's stuff which wasn't much. She was living in small house, not so far away from Their house. The house looked like it was about to fall any minute but I guess that was just a cover cause when you actually went inside it looked pretty comfy. She had managed to decorate, just so that she was able to live there. She was very much alike Minji, very distant and always on her own, not speaking her mind and thoughts..
I had been observing her a lot but she kept throwing glances on Minji and Kibum all the time and it was making me wonder if she actually remembered Minji, having some kind of memory of her and as for Kibum.. did she know him or was she just curious of the guy who used to be in love with Luna, her friend?
There were tons of questions running through my mind and this wasn't something ordinary either. Where do we go from here?
When we finally arrived home, Yunho helped Min Young with her bags and she didn't say much. Yunho, Yoochun and Min Young were the last one to enter cause Min young seemed to be feeling a bit uncomfortable since she didn't recognize herself and I guess she was just being a bit attentive on her surroundings, just in case we were dangerous people or something. I was walking with Minji, holding her around her shoulders but she didn't even utter one single sound..
"Hyung.. Where shall we put.. Min Young?" Yoochun asked
All of us stopped in our tracks in the livingroom and looked at each other
Minji didn't say anything and so didn't Min Young
"How about she takes.. my room? I can move in with Yoochun" Junsu suggested
I looked at Yoochun who shrugged, meaning that he didn't mind
I looked at Min Young and then at Yunho
"Is that ok.. for her?" I asked
Yunho looked down
"Min Young? Would you like that?" Yunho asked softly
Min Young finally gave away a sound and looked up and then around
"We're.. here already" She mumbled
Seems like she had been wandering around in her own thoughts that she had no idea that we had already arrived. I looked down on Minji and she was still the same. Not saying anything and staring blankly ahead. I really wanted to spend some time alone with her now just to see if she was ok
"Minji? Gwenchana?" Changmin said and walked towards Minji
Minji didn't react at first until Changmin touched her cheek slightly. She looked up a bit halfsleepy and looking exhausted and a weak smile soon appeared
"Oh.. I'm fine.. I'm just.. tired.." She mumbled
"How about you go and rest first? It's been a long day and you could use some sleep" Junsu said softly, agreeing with Changmin
"Hyung you should get her to her room" Changmin said and looked at me
"What about Min Young?" I asked and looked at her
Both girls reacted and looked at each other. I don't know but it was a weird atmosphere suddenly and I looked at the other guys who was a bit at loss as well. Kibum was leaning against the wall, observing the scene before him
"If you don't mind.. I'd like to sleep with Minji" Min Young whispered
All the guys reacted except Minji. I looked at Yunho who was looking at me worriedly. We had no idea if that was a good idea cause just a few hours ago, they were fighting each other, and now she wants to sleep in the same room as her sister? It's not that she can't but who knows if they would try to kill each other?
"Sleep in the same room? With.. Minji?" Yoochun asked
Min Young nodded slowly
I looked down on Minji who was expressionless
"Minji? is that.. ok for you?"
Minji nodded slowly
Minji's bed was big enough to have 3 persons in there so we knew that there were lots of space for the girls. When Minji was in my bathroom to clean herself up and prepare herself to go to sleep and Min Young in Minji's bedroom, all the guys gathered in the kitchen where we were drinking some coffee and having some tea as we started to discuss everything
"I don't really have a good feeling having both of the girls in the same room" I said
"Me neither but after all they're sisters" Junsu mumbled
"But even though they're sisters, just a few hours ago, they were fighting each other, almost killing each other and now they are going to sleep in the same room, same bed like nothing have happened.. it's.. so .. weird and .. weird..." I mumbled
Kibum let out a heavy sigh and for the first time ever since we arrived home he spoke:
"I think we should just give them a chance.. They're sisters.. they have lots of stuff to talk about and I think that if they start to fight, we will hear it and we will be able to stop it.." Kibum said
"You're right" Yunho agreed
"How are you Kibum? You've been quiet for some time now" Changmin asked
Kibum stood up
"I don't know.. a bit.. tired.. and the thoughts aren't helping but I'm sure it'll get better soon.." Kibum said and went out
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~Minji~
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I could tell by her breathing that she wasn't asleep. Both of us were lying on our backs, staring up at the ceiling as both of us were quietly lying next to each other. I had thousands of questions I wanted to ask her, I wanted to know and I wanted to feel that there was some kind of bond between us. What was she thinking at the moment ?
I don't know if she could hear me cause in a way it felt like she could hear every single word that I was thinking right now since to me it felt like I was thinking way too loudly..
"Can I call you Unni?"
She broke the silence but she didn't look at me, I didn't look at her. We were too embarrassed
"Unni?" I asked
"We're siblings..and even though my memory of you is weak, I do feel that somehow.. there is a bond"
I stayed quiet. If she could feel that bond, why couldn't I do it?
"You don't feel it?" She asked
"No.. I don't.." I said honestly
"It's ok.. You lost your memory.. maybe you can't remember me at all" She said sadly
I felt myself getting sad as well cause I might have had hurt her feelings by telling her that I didn't remember my own sister..
"What do you remember ? What do you remember .. when you think of our family?" She asked
I closed my eyes and took a deep breath
"I .. don't remember much.. just a scent that keeps coming to me"
"What kind of scent?"
"Some kind of.. honey.. scent.. similar to a lotion.. or a schampoo perhaps.. or maybe just.. candles .."
"You're right.. that is how mom used to smell" She said
"Mom used to smell like that?" I asked
"Yeah.. She used to drink a lot of honey tea.. and.. she liked baking cookies that had honey in it.. So in the end, she always.. smelled like honey.. That's what I remember about mom before she died"
I swallowed hardly
"How did you manage to escape from Mr L??"
I could feel Min Young's body tense up a bit but she remained calm
"There was this guy.. who I were suppose.. to ..."
She choked on her own words but I knew exactly what she was talking about
"You don't have to say it.. if you don't.."
She took a deep breath
"Suppose to please.."
I waited for her to continue
"I had been preparing for a very long time to .. escape and I managed to escape cause he had been drinking before.. meeting up with me and I used that soju bottle in order to escape. I hit him with it, smashed it onto his head, he fell down and I took this opportunity to .. escape.."
"How did you manage to survive?"
Min Young chuckled halfheartedly
"It wasn't easy at first.. but.. I met Luna"
"Kibum's..?"
"Yes.. It was her.. She helped me in the beginning.. and she taught me everything I needed to know.. Although.. when I was gone for a few days in order to look for our home.. and such.. when I returned she had completely changed and she wasn't herself.. I tried to talk to her several times but she started to push me away and in the end she became more and more.. aggressive and tired.. and she lost a lot of weight.. I then found out she was.. seeing some kind of scumbag.. a guy she had met at a bar. Although I didn't know anything about Kibum..."
"Oh my god.." I whispered
"I know.. and when I finally found out why she had become like this it was already too late. She had gotten herself into trafficking and.. it .. went overboard.. and I don't know.. it happened so fast.. When she passed away I was going through her stuff.. I know it was wrong of me but I was so heartbroken, wanting to know what had happened to her and if there was something that would give me some clues in order to get the guy who did that to her.. And then I found her notebook and the diary.. but all she had written inside of it.. was about Kibum.. I had no idea who he was.."
I sat up immediately
"Do you still got those books?" I asked
She looked at me and nodded
"Wae?"
"I think you should give it to him"
"I should?" Min Young asked
"Kibum has been living in pain, going through everyday and fighting the burdens on his shoulders about Luna. He really loves her . He wanted to revenge her and he managed to do that but I don't think it.. was enough for him to move on .. Somehow it feels like he's still holding onto the memories.. and such.. It's not that I know that much about him.. and what happened between the two of them but I think that anyone can see that his feelings are true.." I said
Min Young looked at me
"I guess.."
"So where are those books right now?"
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~JaeJoong~
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"Hmm.. what do you think that they're doing in there?" I asked Yunho
"No idea.. talking? Sleeping? Looking at each other?" Yunho asked
"Stop worrying, seriously. You're just making the small thing into a big thing for nothing.. I'm sure they're sleeping.. cause they are seem to be really tired.." Junsu said
"Yeah I agree.. and if you don't mind, I'm heading to the bed.. I can hear the pillows calling out for me.. See you in the morning" Yoochun said
I wasn't feeling good at all. I opened my eyes again and I saw that the clock was 5 am.. I have no idea if I have been sleeping or if I was awake but it felt like I was so exhausted and tired that I had no idea if I should get up or not. And there was this feeling inside of me that wasn't so good either.. Something was wrong but I couldn't really put my finger on it..
I decided to get up and just have some milk and then get back to bed in order to continue sleeping..
I was half sleeping as I was making my way down the hall and when I arrived at the kitchen I screamed the lungs out of me
"AHHHHHHHH!"
"AHHHHHHH!" Yunho and Changmin screamed as well
"Do you have to drink milk now too?!" I said annoyed
"YAH! You're the one who's scaring us!" Changmin said
"What's going on?!" Yoochun breathed heavily as he rushed his way into the kitchen and took th eplace right next to me. Junsu wasn't far behind and Kibum came also, his hair standing at all ways, with a baseball rack in his hands, prepared to beat someone
"Gosh.. I thought something happened and all you guys do is screaming.. Gosh you're such a bunch of girls" kIbum groaned
I pointed at them
"They are the guilty ones.." I said
All six of us decided to sit down cause it turned out that no one was able to sleep during the night. Changmin's eyes were red and so was Yoochun's. Junsu needed more sleep and he woke up several times during the night and so did Yunho. Kibum was exhausted cause he had some bad dreams and as for me.. well.. I had no idea if I had been sleeping or not..
"I wonder how the girls are doing" Kibum mumbled
"Me too.. I want to check up on them but I don't want to disturb them while they're sleeping" Yunho said
Suddenly I felt like something was clearing up. I stood up and the guys looked at me
"JaeJoong? Something wrong?" Yunho asked
I looked at the clock
"I just feel that you just gave me the answer to why I wasn't able to sleep during night. I just couldn't put my finger on it, couldn't put my finger on what was so wrong but now when you guys started to talk about the girls, it feels like.. it has something to do with them.." I said
"Why do I feel like I'm agreeing with you on that term?" Junsu asked
"Me too" Yoochun said slowly
No one said anything else and soon all of us took off and went to the girl's bedroom. The door was indeed close . We had no idea what we were expecting on the other side of the door but it didn't feel good at all
"It doesn't feel good" Kibum mumbled
"Open it" Changmin said
I opened the door slowly and all of us entered. Kibum switched on the lights and YUnho hurried over to the windows in order to pull the curtains to the side and letting in the sun that was about to rise. All of us gasped when we saw the big bed empty, the blankets neatly folded and the pillows neatly placed. I looked around int he room, Yoochun ran to the bathroom and Kibum just stared at the empty bed. I checked the wardrobe and everything was still there..
"OUT HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Junsu shouted
All of us ran out of the bedroom down the hallway and followed the coldness that was coming from the front door.
We stopped at the garden, seeing my car was once again gone and the tracker on the grass. Junsu sighed heavily
"They took off again" Junsu mumbled
"But how is that possible? Why did they go? Where did they go? Why didn't they tell us?!" Changmin said frustrated
I sighed and bended down to check the tracker
"They didn't leave us.. they're coming back" I said
"Mwoh?2 All the guys chorused
I looked up
For the first time I felt like I was somehow starting understand and letting the ropes that was holding MinJi back go.. She was indeed not the same person she used to be and I knew that she didn't need my protection as much as she did in the past.. No matter how many times I've tried to block those thoughts they were finally here taking over my entire brain..
"They'll be back.." I said
"We should go and get them.. They might be in danger.. the criminals that was working for Mr L might still be out there" Yunho said
I sighed and looked at them
"Let them run for a bit.. we can track them down" I said and went back inside the house
"Track them down? How? They ripped off the tracker" Yoochun said
I laughed and looked at the guys
Soon Kibum joined in and so did Yunho. At least someone was getting it
"Wait a minute.. why are you laughing?" Junsu asked
I rolled my eyes
Finally Yoochun understood as well and so did Changmin. Junsu was the only one who was clueless
"How are you suppose to find them when the tracker on your car is on the floor?" Junsu asked
I rolled my eyes
"Junsu?" I asked
"What?"
"How did we find Minji last time she took off with my car?"
Junsu raised an eyebrow and soon a smile appeared
"The navigator in your car?" He snickered
I laughed
"Now.. turn on the laptop and track them down.. We can follow them but we won't interfere with whatever unless it's an emergency" I smiled
"What's up with the change of attitude ?" Kibum asked
"What?" I asked
"You went from being all overprotective to understanding.. Minji all of sudden. Don't get me wrong, it's not a bad thing.. it's just a bit unexpected" Kibum said
I laughed and Yunho rolled his eyes
"Why are you rolling your eyes?" I said and stopped laughing
Yunho smirked
"He's not being understanding.. Well a bit maybe but not that much. He's still protective. He's following her right now.. "
My smile disappeared. When I thought I was changing a bit, Yunho completely destroyed my happiness when I realized that I wasn't really letting go of her, I was still.. obsessed with the fact about protecting her..
"Oh my.. someone needs a wake up call" Junsu laughed as he tapped me on my back and went inside his bedroom to change clothes and get ready
Soon all the guys joined Junsu and laughed at me as well and I felt my pride fading away. I let out a sigh
I thought I was changing but I guess.. I was still a bit overprotective.. and Worried.. and just.. yeah..
"Aish.. Whatever.. I'm worried about her.. Why are they laughing?.." I muttered annoyed as I went inside my room
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