| Fan Fiction |
by j.v.L
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"SOMEONE HELP!!!!!!!!!"
All of us kept screaming as I was constantly breathing hard and trying to get us some help. Minji was still unconscious and there was no sign of her waking up during the entire trip to the closest hospital
"JAEJOONG?!"
I immediately spun around and saw Donghae holding a bunch of papers, wearing glasses and a white long coat like every other doctor was wearing
"DONGHAE! HELP US! SHE FAINTED!!" Yunho shouted immediately
"SOMEBODY GET A BED OVER HERE!!" Donghae shouted immediately
We didn't have time to ask what he was doing so far away from Seoul, cause the most important thing at the moment was helping Minji and make sure that she was getting help and better. My heart was beating rapidly, causing me to sweat more now than I did earlier at the fight.
Donghae brought Minji into the Emergency room along with a few nurses and the doors was so closed, leaving the rest of us behind in the hallway. The emergency light was on and I knew this were going to take awhile
Min Young didn't say a word during the one hour we were sitting here and Yunho, Yoochun and Changmin had asked her a lot of times if she wanted to eat something, drink something but she continuously said no
"Hyung, drink something, you must be thirsty" Yoochun said
I shook my head
"I don't want anything right now" I mumbled as I kept staring at the doors
"Hyung, Come on, you were fighting earlier. You need something, energy" Yoochun said
I shook my head
"Don't force me Yoochun ah~ I really don't want anything right now.." I mumbled
"Just drink.. You don't want to faint as well cause if you do, you won't be able to watch over her" Kibum said as he sat down right next to me
I looked at Kibum who nodded towards the bottle of water
I rolled my eyes before taking it and putting it to my mouth. Within a few seconds the bottle was empty and I stared at it a bit astonished since this was not what I had predicted when I was being offered to drink it earlier
"Someone was thirsty" Kibum chuckled quietly and leaned against the wall
With my right hand only, I smashed the bottle and kind of destroyed it before throwing it into the garbage can and returned to my waiting position.
15 more minutes passed and still there was no sign of anyone coming out of the emergency room and I was starting to feel a lot more anxious, worried and not to mention fearing the worst. What if I did exhaust her out too much that it might affected her somehow, her brain and her condition at the moment?
Feelings of guilt started to flood inside of me as I was loosing my confidence, my faith and all kinds of thoughts were coming onto my head ..
"Kibum~ssi"
The voice that hadn't said a word during the entire time, ever since we arrived at the hospital finally spoke. All three of us, Yoochun, Kibum and I stood up immediately as Min Young were standing right in front of us with Hyun Joong behind her and Junsu, Changmin and Yunho diagonal from where I was standing
Kibum looked at min Young who was holding something in her hands. It looked.. like.. some notebooks.. if I'm not mistaken
"We returned to Hyun Joong's Oppas mansion in order to get these for you and also to put Unni in .. training. It was Unni's idea to get these notebooks.. and she thought it was important if you were.. to have these.." She mumbled
I looked at the notebooks and then at Min Young who was staring at the notebooks. Late on I turned myself to Kibum who was trying to control his breathing
"Why do I need those books? They're not mine" He said slowly
"They're not yours" Min Young said and looked up "They're Luna's.."
I felt Kibum's body becoming tense right next to me and I couldn't hear him breathing anymore. Min Young then for the first time after the collapse of Minji, looked straight at Kibum
"Take it.. I think it's good if you take yourself some time, sit down and read it.. It's about her thoughts and even though she got herself into those .. situations, She kept on writing and there are several.. pages where she writes about you Kibum~ssi"
Kibum's eyes widened in shock and I saw that he was trying to swallow but it was hard cause the throat was apparently dry and he probably needed some water or something
"About .. me?" He breathed as Min Young handed over the books
"Take your time and read it.. I believe it's very important for you to understand her.. Cause she never said.. or told you anything about her inner feelings.. right?" Min Young said
Kibum didn't answer
She wiped away a tear from her right cheek and smiled at Kibum.
"I guess she never got her chance.. and so didn't you. Read this.. when you're ready" Min Young smiled
Kibum caressed the book's cover as if he was imagining himself caressing Luna's cheek. Or if you ask my, that was my opinion.
As the silence was still obvious between all of us, we suddenly heard a sound that caused everyone to look at the Emergency light, it went off. I stared at it and I could tell that no one was breathing. We waited patiently for a sign, a human, ANY PERSON to come out of those damn white stupid doors that prevented us from coming in
And about 4 minutes, 47 seconds later finally there was a sign. Donghae came out while taking off his gloves and he threw it in the nearest garbage can and the nurse handed over a folder with lots of papers. Donghae let out a heavy sigh as he started to read those papers
"Donghae!"
"Donghae"
"DOnghae!!"
His name was repeatedly being called by us and we surrounded him as we were waiting for him to answer. He was immersed in those papers, I could tell cause I saw his eyes darting from side to side, reading line by line
"Donghae? How is she?" Junsu asked
Donghae soon signed a paper with his signature and then looked at us, lowering the folder he had in his hands and he watched us carefully
"How is she? Say something!!!" Yunho said frustrated
"You.. want to see her?" Donghae asked tiredly
"WHAT HAPPENED TO HER DAMN IT!??!?!" I shouted again
Donghae gestured us to follow him and so we did. Donghae's silence was freaking me out and I didn't know what to expect. I looked behind myself as Hyun Joong was quietly following behind, Yunho having his arm around Min Young's shoulder while whispering comforting words to her. Junsu was dazed, Kibum shocked and Changmin and Yoochun were just trying to make Donghae walk faster.
We soon came to a long hallway and we passed several doors before stopping outside room 745. Her name was already there, Donghae put the folder on the door's holder for folder's and then he opened the door.
It was dark in the room,the only and timid light was coming from above of the bed, shining down on Minji who was now lying there, having a oxygen mask covering her nose and mouth, drop stick, connected to her hand wrist and other tubes. The beeping, the sound of her heart was being heard, echoing int he room due to the silence.
I was at the verge of crying, seeing her in this state was heartbreaking, reminding me of the time when we have found her at the underground. I sobbed, and I could hear Min Young's sobbing as well. silent tears were being shed as the started to fall on the other guy's cheeks. My heart was bursting, feelings of guilt are flooding..
I grabbed her hand as I sat down on the edge of the bed, staring at her. No response, just her smooth and silky skin was being felt, with my thumb, caressing her.
"What happened to her?" I choked, my voice barely audible and I sounded, defeated
I looked at Donghae and so did the rest of us, all of us were looking at Donghae as he were studying the machines that was constantly making sure that she was ok
Finally Donghae turned himself to us and looked at us and there was an awkward smile on his face
"What's that smile about? We're being serious here" Yunho said irritated
Donghae raised an eyebrow and then looked at me
"save those tears so that you will be able to share happy ones"
"Happy ones?" I asked slowly
He smiled
"Congrats, She's pregnant Appa JaeJoong"
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