| Fan Fiction |
by JaE-LoVe
You talked with Nickhun happily and crying sometimes seeing that you at least had one family left that you could talk to and connect to.
You hadn’t seen him for many years, while you were at Paris every since high school and university, he was at Korea training in JYP. You didn’t know anything that was going on and neither did he know about your whereabouts so there was no contact ever between you two.
All this time you two were catching up on the things Nickhun had missed out on you. You told him what happened in Paris all the way until now about Jaejoong.
“Long as he’s keeping you happy, I approve.” Nickhun chuckled as you hugged him.
“It’s been a long time ever since I’ve seen my little baby sister~” Nickhun cooed, patting your head.
You pouted and giggled. “Hey I’m not a baby anymore!”
Nickhun rolled his eyes and hugged you. “You will always be my sweet little baby sister no matter what!”
You sniffled and nodded slightly whimpering. You started remembering your foster parents and how they hated you, and always saw you as the reason why your parents had died. Only Nickhun had accepted you truly as a family member.
“Even though their gone, I bet they still hate me wherever they are right now…” You softly cried.
Nickhun shook his head as a single tear dropped down his cheek as he remembered his own parents. “They never hated you ~~~~-ah, who can? You were such an angel and innocent girl, they were just venting their anger out on you since even if your parents knew they were dying in their last breath…they stilled barely whispered. ‘Protect our angel’…forgetting whether their own lives would be saved or not they saved their last breath for you… My parents just were so emotional that they took out their sadness and anger of their death on you, you were innocent ~~~~-ah~” Nickhun gently cooed explaining everything.
“Here it says it all in this letter.” Nickhun gave you the letter.
You took the letter and as soon as you were about to look at it your phone vibrated with a text…
A text from “Jaejoong”.
[Text]
Baby, come to the SM office, I have a surprise for you~
<3 Jaejoong
[End of Text]
“Nickhun Oppa, Jaejoong Oppa is calling me to the SM office for a surprise~” You happily cheered. “Oppa why don’t you go and get your stuff from 2 PM’s apartment?! Then Jaejoong Oppa can meet you too!”
Nickhun laughed and nodded his got up from the couch pulling you along too.
“We can probably come back here before the others do and surprise them!” You happily clapped as you skipped towards the door.
“Come on I’ll drop you, then you come home by taking a taxi with Jaejoong or his car.” Nickhun offered.
You nodded and walked out the door with him.
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You waved bye to Nickhun and slowly walked to the office. You didn’t know why but your heart was thumping real fast and that feeling you were getting before the show was coming back…
*Please don’t to this to me…please…* You prayed, clutching the hem of your shirt.
As you got closer and closer to the office you started hearing moans, and deeps sighs. You heard a loud scream which made you even more tensed and worried.
As you touched the door knob you got a sudden flashback of your dream…
{Flashback of the Dream}
You were happily walking into your locker room with a fruit and a knife when you saw the most devastating image:
The person you loved most kissing the girl who always wanted to ruin your life. The worst part was when the person you loved turned around he smirked and kissed that girl deeper. You saw the twinkle of evil success in the girl’s eyes. You had no idea what you had ever done to her to deserve a punishment that pierced through your heart like sharp shards of glass.
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{End of Flashback of the Dream}
You opened the door and softly whispered. “Jaejoong Oppa?”
Then you gasped.
Your nightmare…
It was clearly standing right in front your eyes.
Jaejoong and Jessica making out on the sofa.
As Jaejoong saw you, he closed his eyes and kissed her deeper, digging the anger he had for you.
“Why?” You whispered. “Where did we go wrong?”
Jaejoong looked your innocent yet complete hurtful face. He felt like as if a big piece of shard penetrated through his heart as if he done some kind of big mistake.
But through the stubbornness of his anger and sadness took over him. He pushed Jessica away from him, gave her a signal to get lost.
“I’ll see later then Jaejoong OPPA…” Jessica purred, bitting his earlobe, before she smirked at you and left.
You stood there in frozen and shock that Jaejoong betrayed you again…
But you didn’t want to draw any conclusions so for the last time you asked him, “Where did we go wrong Oppa? Why did you do this do me? Why? I thought you said you would keep your promise and won’t let anything or anyone break us apart…why Jaejoong Oppa?”
Crystal tears started dropping your rosy cheeks which tempted Jaejoong even more to kiss you and wipe them away but instead strode over you and pinned you to the wall.
He held both of your wrists tightly over head and closed the distance between you two.
“I should be asking you that…WHERE DID WE GO WRONG THAT YOU CHOSE TO BETRAY ME? DID YOU THINK YOU COULD TAKE YOUR REVENGE AND PLAY WITH ME ~~~~-AH? WHO DO THINK I AM? A TOY?” Jaejoong yelled.
You whimpered and shook your head. “ I would never betray you, why would I do that?! I love you Jaejoong Oppa, what’s wrong with you? Where’s the Jaejoong I fell in love with and loved me?”
“DON’T GO AROUND MAKING EXCUSES! Oh~ the Jaejoong you fell in love with is right here ~~~~-ah but you broke his trust to make him into who I am now…” Jaejoong snarled.
“What trust Oppa? What are you talking about?” You whispered, each word you spoke it felt like your heart was cracking even more.
Jaejoong released you and took the photos on the table and slammed them on a desk beside you.
“WHAT IS THIS ~~~~~-AH?! ISN’T THIS BETRAYAL?” Jaejoong sneered.
You gasped and looked at all the photos. They were never true. Though all the photos were from cloths that you and Nickhun wore today you never did any of those things with him…
“Oppa this is all a misunderstanding, Nickhun is my----”
“YOUR WHAT? YOUR LOVER? YOUR FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS? If you really wanted someone like that what was wrong with me? Was he a better person that showered more money and gifts over a gold digger like you? Did he give you more pleasure in bed than I could ever have? Did he--” Jaejoong started insulting you with all things different things that you could never imagine him saying to you, cause he knew that you were never that type of girl.
Right then a sizzling and hard slap went on Jaejoong’s cheeks.
“How dare you…” You softly whispered.
“HOW DARE YOU SAY THIS TO ME KIM JAEJOONG? OUT OF ALL THE PEOPLE OUT THERE YOU SHOULD KNOW ME THE BEST! HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME AND SAY ALL THESE THINGS TO ME? WHY WOULD I BETRAY YOU WHEN THE PERSON I LOVE MOST IS YOU? WHY WOULD I GO OUT WITH ANYONE WHEN I HAVE YOU? I WOULD I MAKE OUT WITH ANYONE IF I ALWAYS WANTED MY FIRST TO BE WITH YOU? YOU KNEW ALL THIS THEN WHY DID YOU NOT EVEN THINK ABOUT A SECOND WHO IS DOING THIS AND TO WHAT EXTENT SHE CAN GO TO, TO TEAR US APART?!” You screamed, hitting your bruised wrists softly on Jaejoong’s chest.
You cried and sobbed, hitting his chest as hard as you could.
Jaejoong’s mind couldn’t think or set out anything straight, he simply shut your whimpers with his kiss.
He softly yet passionately tried to kiss you, but instead he met your cheeks.
“NO! DON’T YOU DARE TOUCH ME WITH THOSE LIPS AFTER THEY TOUCHED HERS!” You screamed and pushed him off.
“I trusted you Kim Jaejoong with everything I could possibly have, and the first straw of our love which was growing just snapped cause of this stupid misunderstanding you believed and went for…you didn’t even give me a chance to explain…” You whispered.
“I don’t want to hear it, their probably lies too!” Jaejoong sneered looking at you with his piercing eyes.
Tears rolled down your cheeks. “I guess we’re over…but this time forever, I kept my promise always Kim Jaejoong, but in the end you broke it.”
You walked up to with the last strength you had and cupped his cheeks, before giving him a soft and loving kiss on his cheek.
“Au Revoir~ Ma amour, jusqu'à notre prochaine rencontre~ **” You whispered.
[ ** = Goodbye~ My love, until we meet again~ ]
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Is this really the end?
There is still an additional twist to the past~ ^^
A painful one too it's in the next chapie~ What will Jaejoong do? Chase after you or let you go...?
COMMENT REPLIES~
ilovekimbeom: I know! Finally! Omg unnie I'm so sorry I'm not getting a chance to comment on ur ffs! SO SORRY! lol YAY! <3 JJ <333 my boo~ XD Awww but Su is pouting now! C ur making him sad~ *gasp* UNNIE!
Harmony&Julie: Schedule? Oh~ but isn't it hard to follow it and like put self-control over yourself? XD I think that's also one of my problems =[ No! It sounds really good! But idk if I can do it... I'm okay, like I'm super tired, and exhausted by the end of day or even in mornings at school cause lack of sleep, school the subjects are getting hard...idk if I'll get good grades... I don't have faith in myself T.T Awww no I don't mind at all! XD I think this chapie is painful so I don't know if you enjoyed it XD
XD SMART <3 UR SO FUNNY UNNIES! <3 Awww TY <33333333 I will do my best to update!
-DBSKluver-: I KNOW! lol same it didn't work be either. XD You will want to hurt in this chapie even more lol XD I'm trying my best it's pretty late and I just came home and I will have to do hwk =[ I will do my best to update!
-DBSKluver-
Khimme: I know huh?! LOL Yeah he's ur stepbrother lol XD Omg I know! Same! I couldn't access to winglin either for like 3 days!
~DeNiSe~: lol no I haven't seen you comment here, but I'm so glad to have a new reader~ <3 YAY! Aww n p!
Jae Yeon: ^^ LOL Told you won't like it, and this one...even more XD Hm~ Maybe~ U'll find out in the next chapie what she did~ =.= JJ is *sigh* I can't blame him totally though, his mind was fuzzy too remember that~ Awww r u sure? lol btw how old r u? I'm still very tired, like right now it's around 9:18 and I just came from school T_T and I still have hwk but I wanted to update you guys lol
aww thanks!
azn_fanatic1995: Yup! XD Me 2! lol it is~ Aww that can't be so bad, the real one is uh~ lol XD it's cut annoying Aww I'm sure u did awesome! Oh~ i c it sounded like a rock band more like a choir XD LOL Haha awww thanks dongsang u need to teach me more korean, chinese, and japanese cause ur so good at it XD Okies I will email u when I get time recently I'm going to be REALLY busy with school but hopefully I'll get to update at least one chapie a day~ XD What did he say? lol
JaeSu fan: XD Do you think so that you would do something like that to JJ? lol sadly~
JiYul: XD Wheee~ One of my favorite dongsangs~ lol well I love all my dongsangs and unnies! XD Awwwww thank u SOOOO much for saying so~ XD That's why I'm updating tdaoy~ Awww I will try not to! <3 u too~
dbsk408: LOL TY unnie! XD U DO! U even left us in a cliffy in ur latest chapie! Sorry! I will comment on it asap right now I just came back from school it's like 9 18 pm and I still have lots of hwk to finish! T_T Oh~ haha you yet have to see how far she really goes~ XD Awww it's fine~ GL! I'm sure u'll do well! Gah~ I don't even know what those are XD awww thank u for ur support unnie <3 u!
Kiyoko;<3: LOL I KNOW! Finally~ XD lol She doesn't care long as she hurts you and gets Jae =[ XD He's cute isn't he? Awww I have to finish alot of mine too =[