| Fan Fiction |
by JaE-LoVe
You continued walking out of the building, you stopped and wanted to turn around to see Jaejoong for the last time, but you refused your temptations to get the best of you. You forcefully walked ahead until you were out of the building. You fell down and started crying, and as if the sky was sharing your pain, the clouds started to darken and rain started to pour down.
“Why me? In the end why do I lose everything? What did I do to deserve this? Don’t I deserve to be loved?” You sobbed, covering your face.
As you up, you continued to fall down, and drop dead on the ground. With the final energy you had you walked home in the rain through ‘Jaejoong’s secret route’. You softly smiled at the memory.
[Flashback]
Within no time you guess reached to ‘Jaejoong’s secret route’…the apartment’s back door. “Quite impressive to please a baby! Come on Jaejoong Oppa even the kids have a better imagination using Narinia or the Bridge to Teribithia than the BACK DOOR of a apartment building” You said in pure sarcasm and sighed. “AHEM I don’t think you remember who’s holding you” Jaejoong smirked pretending to drop you as you quickly wrapped your arms around and him. *hmmm…She smells so delicious like strawberry* Jaejoong felt warm with your body crushed to his. “~~~~~-ah are you listening ~~~~~-ah” Jaejoong softly cooed into your ears and cradled you to notice that you had fallen asleep. Jaejoong chuckled and sighed *She looks like an adorable yet hot baby.* Jaejoong held You carefully against his chest and lead you into the apartment.
[End of Flashback]
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You had changed into different cloths and put out your disguises so no one would recognize you when you would leave the building alone.
“Maybe I shouldn't have fell in love with you, maybe that way I wouldn‘t have lost you…” You whispered, painfully smiling as you looked at the picture of you and Jaejoong kissing at the beach.
[Flashaback] (dedicated to KimJiJae <3 TY for letting use your quotes <333)
You and Jaejoong were walking hand in hand at the Eiffel Tower before he had confessed to you.
You were talking to him when you suddenly started talking about the biggest fear.
“Sometimes…I wish I can love someone as much they can love me again~” You softly whispered as a tear rolled down your beautiful cheeks.
Jaejoong gently wiped your tear away and held you close. “What do mean that again?”
You hugged Jaejoong close and shut your eyes tightly as you whispered, “I lost the two most important people of my life and if I’m loved again, I’m afraid to lose them again.”
More tears started to roll down your cheeks as overwhelming feelings started to pour out.
You had started to fall for Jaejoong but you didn’t want to lose him just like that.
Jaejoong soothingly patted your back and kissed your neck sending shivers of pleasure down your body.
“Maybe you just have to learn to trust your destiny and what he has in store for you, sometimes not everyone gets a happy ending, but what if…I give you one?” Jaejoong asked.
“What?” You couldn’t believe what he had just said.
“Uh~ Nothing!” Jaejoong chuckled.
[NEXT DAY]
One day You and Jaejong were by the Eiffel Tower walking around and talking when Jaejoong suddenly asked about your family.
“You’re quite ~~~~-ah even more than DBSK.” Jaejoong joked.
You didn’t like talking about your parents. You had done everything to please then, get good grades, get medals, but they were always out doing some work and to get a great discovery.
You knew how alone and horrible You felt on those birthdays all alone and the days in private school, how You gave everyone your fake sweet smile showing how happy and cheerful You were when You were being torn inside.
Tears started to brim around your eyes as one slide down your rosy cheeks.
Jaejoong immediately shut up and regretted he ever mentioned your parents.
He slowly stopped and hugged You from the back causing your heartbeats to race.
“Jaejoong Oppa…” You whimpered.
Jaejoong hushed You and slowly swayed You side to side as he slowly turned You around to face him.
“Baby Girl~ don’t cry!” Jaejoong whispered huskily to You as he cupped your face.
You hiccupped and looked at him with your crystal eyes as they shone in the sunset above the most romantic place on Earth…the Eiffel Tower in Paris.
He suddenly had a sudden urge to kiss your beautiful soft lips as You looked at him.
You saw something different in Jaejoong’s eyes, something different compared to when You first met him.
You could easily tell that he wanted to play with You at first but day by day You were confident that he must be falling for You the same way You had started to fall for him.
You unknowingly wrapped your hands around Jaejoong’s neck as his one hand cupped your cheek and the other wrapped around your waist.
“Baby~ I love you~” Jaejoong finally said the three words he truly meant without knowing that himself.
Right then he leaned and slowly yet passionately kissed your lips underneath the Eiffel Tower as the fireworks started shooting in the sky.
People around the distance started clapping and cheered on for both of you as You blushed and hugged on to Jaejoong.
Jaejoong chuckled and kissed your forehead.
This was the happiest day of your life.
You just had your first kiss in the most romantic setting ever but what You didn’t know was a pair of eyes were looking at You with burning jealously and was setting a plan that would change the rest of your life.
[End of Flashbacks]
“I should have known happy endings were never meant for me…” You whimpered.
“I’ll make him forget me…” You headed off to your room and packed every possible thing that reminded you of Jaejoong and all the photos that you had of both of you together. You packed everything into your suitcase and went into Jaejoong’s room and looked at it for the last time.
You took all the pictures of you together, and anything else you could think of that would remind me of you.
No matter what he did, you didn’t want him to live in that guilt, you rather have him move on.
Lastly you went to Jaejoong’s closet and took sweatshirt and scarf with his scent on it. You put the sweatshirt in your suitcase and put the scarf around your neck so it felt like Jaejoong was hugging you.
A silent tear slide down your cheek.
You took a final look at the apartment and then took your suitcase and put on your sunglasses on before you left.
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Will Jaejoong stop you in time?
Will He know the truth?
Will he realize his mistake and fix it?
What about the others? How will they react?
What did Jessica plan and do?
DUN DUN DUN~ Stay tuned to find out~ XD XD
lol *cough* sorry couldn't help that! =3
COMMENT REPLIES~
Urye: LOL I know huh?! XD I'm trying my best! Oh~ That's good! You should study a lot and work hard for that! oh i c i c I'm sure you will do ur best unnie! Btw what do you study?
ilovekimbeom: LOL unnie by any chance did your comment get cut off? You may want to avoid using the arrow thingys ^^;;
-DBSKluver-: LOL I'll try not to I still have SOOOO much work to finish and it's late again T_T XD lol hm~ idk lol XD XD But remember how his mind was fuzzy a bit? lol Me 2!
~DeNiSe~: Awww it's fine I understand! I'm glad to c ur comment now <333 lol I hope he'll catch soon too T_T
Khimme: I know! *sigh* But remember his mind is a bit fuzzy so he can't think straight ;) XD lol i c~ I was planning to change it to Tiffany but then I already started from Jessica so I leaved it that way XD You don't like Tiffany?
Jae Yeon: LOL Ur welcome~ XD Told you wouldn't XD I know TT.TT He's such a *sigh* LOL awww JaeYeon you always make me smile lol so funny and cute! lol
kim_1060: I will do my best to update soon~ <333
Shaki<3: Awwww yes ur my dongsang <3 N P! That's cute! YAY! New Reader~ <333 lol Awww I'm sorry I made you cry but I'm glad you liked it! lol no way! I'm not a good writer at all I wish was XD Being honest you should ask all my unnies and everyone how much I think my ff is bad lol TY SO MUCH!
azn_fanatic1995: Nope I have never heard of the Sica effect lol XD AWW still that means you did good! 98 % right? XD But that's still good! I don't even get time for that T_T I have other things like this ff...etc in my free time or sometimes even sleep T.T lol you should create a dictionary lol Okies~ Awww Jeri dongsang is falling in love~ Omg wow!keke! *sigh* I know huh? You should watch Taeyang's MV for Wedding Dress I almost started crying T_T
JaeSu fan: I think you will get to know what the picture thingy was in this or this next chapie~ ^^;; I'm glad you're wanting to know more! XD
dbsk408: Hi unnie~ Awww thank u for ur sweet comment! I'm sorry I haven't been getting a chance to comment on your ff T.T I still have SOOO much hwk and i really want to sleep too T_T XD I had to~ <333 and I really wanted to! One of the reasons why I used it is because "you" (in the story) come from Paris remember? lol and it fit so perfectly and there were other reasons to it too~ keke xD I know huh? =.="" that guy has issues... *sigh* I know huh? I felt so bad writing it and I was close to crying T_T I KNOW!
V ii e t . B b y: OMG YAY! NEW READER! lol well XD Awww TY SO MUCH! For opening up and finally commenting <3 It really means a lot! OMG really? I don't think my story is that good =( lol I know Jessica is *speechless* XD Hm~ I wish but that pabo =.="" U DO! Awww how old are u? Btw love your user name <3 it's so cute! XD <333333 loved your comment!
Harmony&Julie: LOL That's why I said I have a feel that you guys aren't going to like the next few chapies XD *hides* XD Maybe~ ;)
Harmony&Julie: Wow you guys are SOOOO lucky that you two are SO determined! TT^TT I wish I could be more like you two =[ LOL But really I feel like I'm losing my confidence day by day... I should lol like right now it's almost 10 pm and I still have alot of hwk to finish T_T XD Of course funny and cute! XD I will do my best to update cause I don't want to leave you guys hanging! Aww thank unnies!
Kiyoko;<3: LOL No way! It's not going to end yet~ Still a few more more chapies left~ XD It was wasn't it? I know that pabo =.= XD lol I know what you mean! I hate hwk too =.= it really sucks T_T I have SOOOO much hwk! I have 16 LONGGG questions to finish T_T Awwww that's cute! I remember those cooking classes lol now whenever I get a chance I have to learn from my mom! LOL YES! aww take it easy~
KimJiJae: Awww it's fine~ XD You gave me the comment for the first chapie I posted yesterday ^^ <3 XD SAME! I have like 16 LONGGGG questions left for english =.=