Fan Fiction

The Love Behind The Melody

by JaE-LoVe

Chapter 57

{Chapter 53} - {How Can I Be Happy Without You?}

[LISTEN: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MNW_EOs524M LOVE IN THE ICE-DBSK]
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You cried and sobbed silently as a little girl came and sat in your lap.
“Unnie why are you crying? Don’t cry I’m sure whatever is wrong your Prince will come and save you from it~” She gently cooed, wiping away your tears.
You smiled at the little girl hoping her wish would come true and kissed her cheek.
As you were humming her a lullaby to sleep, you finished reading the letter and looked out the window.

[LETTER]

Dear ~~~~-ah,

We’re dearly sorry for treating you the way we have all these years, the time when you will read this we do not know, but it will definitely after we’re no longer alive. We do not have the courage to give you this while we’re alive and face you with the guilt and shame. So when we would die, we put this with our will and properties that we would share with you and Nickhun. We are sorry that we let all the anger out on you for your parent’s death…in truth your parents were killed in an accident they were murdered, by the parents of Jung Jessica…we do not know who she is or how we can locate her parents, and due to this frustration we released our anger and sadness on you. We are truly sorry. We always loved you and sent our silent love and blessings to you. Sorry that we didn’t show you any and caused you many tears. In your parent’s last breath, their last wish was us to protect to you. But cause of our coldness we could never keep that wish true.
But that’s why we also asked Nickhun to always keep an eye on you, protect you, keep you happy, and always be a good older brother.
We love you ~~~~~-ah, we care for you as much as your real parents did, but we failed to show it.
We’re sorry for that.
Please forgive us if possible.
We’ll be watching and protecting you in heaven.
Be safe…but take a risk in life…fall in love, make mistake, be happy, smile, and learn to love~

(Their Signatures)

[END OF LETTER]

*Jung Jessica you took everything I had away from me, my love twice, and your parents they took the two most important people in my life, I’m not so low that I make your life miserable, but I will get justice for what you did to me and what your parents did to my parents.* You promised yourself as you dreamed of Jaejoong and you happily together.
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Jaejoong went into his room and used the first aid kit to clean his wound. He winced at the pain but he knew it was nothing compared to the pain he always gave you and the one that he had right now in his heart.
He finished wrapping it and looked around the room.
Something was wrong, everything seemed like the time before you had come back into his life.
Just then Jaejoong stopped his chain of thoughts and looked at his picture frames and photo albums.
All the pictures of you together were gone, all the possible things that reminded him of you and that were outside were gone.
“No, please don’t give me such a big punishment! ~~~~~-ah please baby… don’t do this to me!” Jaejoong pleaded.
Jaejoong knew there was no point in calling you cause you would probably change your number like you did in Paris when he had made his first mistake.
Just then he got an idea of two places where he could find his pictures. He took out his camera and his cell phone, scanning the image memory.
Finally, there he saw pictures of you…your amazing beauty, innocent smiles, sparkling eyes which were shining with love, rosy cheeks, sweet lips…all the things Jaejoong loved about you.
He smiled softly and laid by on the bed looking at your pictures.
“I wish so much right now that I can hold you, kiss you, wipe your tears, say I’m sorry…so many things…I’m so sorry for hurting you, but can’t you see by you being so far away from me, you’re also hurting me…? How can I be happy without you?” Jaejoong whispered.
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WILL YOU AND JAEJOONG MEET AGAIN?
WHAT WILL UR REACTIONS BE?
WILL YOU GET YOUR PARENTS JUSTICE?
WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO JESSICA?

LA LA LA~ LOL (Something nice for a change xD though it sounds weird =.="" ) LOL

COMMENT REPLIES~

V ii e t . B b y: HEY DONGSANG~ lol I was thinking about where u went lol Oh~ By any chance did ur comment get cut cause that's what it looks like~ (avoid using the arrow thingies cause they usually cut the comments xD) Ur welcome dongsang~ =3 LOL Awww ur so sweet to say that! lol Awww I wish I could I really do! Maybe you will be with him soon~ xD *gives you a DBSK tissue box* lol Awww don't cry! Sorry for the late update and ty so much for ur comment!

Urye: Awwwwwww I'm sorry! I really am! XD But I'm glad you like it! I will do my best to update soon~ I don't have a break until next week *sigh* like and it's just a day extra that's all...so tired~ lol oh as in a detective?

ilovekimbeom: LOL Unnie you really hate her don't u? Do u like anyone in that group? XD You'll c~

ilovekimbeom: UNNIE! Gosh~ lol ur kidding me! LOL Awww I know what u mean but LIKE PERV thoughts? O-O lol dot dot dot... Awww don't cry! I'm sure DBSK will make it through <3 always keep the faith~ what is the MAMA? LOL Random but sweet~ Oh~ really? O.O what is about? LOL Sorry I haven't gotten the chance to comment T_T

-DBSKluver-: Awww I'm really sorry! DON'T CRY! Hopefully they will be~ Myabe~ ;) Ur welcome <3 but it's true ur very sweet and caring!

~DeNiSe~: Awww I'm so sorry for making you almost cry! I didn't mean too lol XD XD Awwww lol that's funny xD

Khimme: It was wasn' it? LOL I know! Aww it's fine~ I understand that ur busy~ I'm so glad you like it though~

Jae Yeon: XD You completely exploded this chapie XD XD I know huh? =.= That's exactly what "you" said to him at first but him and his fuzzy mind lol XD Aww u won't tell me =[ it's fine~ xD Aww same I'm going to miss u A LOT! *huggies* LOL *hides my evil plan away* about that haha~...lol Aww thanks <3333 TY SO MUCH! <3333 for always being here really it means A LOT! oh btw r u my unnie or my dongsang? You sound like my unnie~

Shaki<3: Awww ur welcome~ <33 Really O-O The other authors you commented on didn't reply back to you? Awww I'm so glad you like the chapies~ =3 OMG don't cry! lol Awww thanks dongsang that's really sweet of u!

azn_fanatic1995: Wah~ Really? I thought of this all on top of my head O-O where did u read a similar scene to this? o.O Oh i c i c~ oh wow! lol that's cute though! Yup I saw the YG version lol really I didn't notice but it was so sad and I think Taeyang's dancing is good <333 XD XD I know what u mean! lol hm~ idk simple korean things lol OMG ur lucky u have no school fridays! Awww don't be~ I'm sure u will fine~ just do ur best and remember to have fun~ <333 awww ty dongsang <333

Harmony&Julie: Ur welcome unnies~ I think you guys are really a beautiful inspiration and encouragement to many people <333 xD I hope I do, I'm SO scared, sometimes I get so confused and tired in class it's crazy... T.T I'm so exhausted that I can't pay attention in class... I really hope I do unnie, u really have no idea how freaked out and crazy I feel =( I feel so helpless and worried... O.O and what grade is Julie unnie in this yr? 11th? o.O OH WOW! I wish I could be like you both, the only advance course I could take was eng honors cause they don't have AP this yr (that's next yr) but in the other courses I moved a bit late so I can't do them cause of the way the state exams follow and stuff =.= and she also managed to work? oh wow...unnie how can you guys possibly make it? r u a senior or in college? oh~ that's good! LOL *escapes behind Jaejoong Oppa and gives you guys puppy eyes* Awww you ALWYA ALWAYS make me smile <3333 it's just a charm u guys always give off~ <3

Kiyoko;<3: LOL I'll try~ <3 XD I know huh? Same~ I felt so bad writing that! LOL Well you got more time to study~ on the bright side~ u also have time to recover~ YAY! I'm so glad ur feeling better! Ewwww~ I know what u mean! Our school lunch it's gross so so so gross trust me! *sigh* U should avoid eating that and take lunch from home~ =3