| Fan Fiction |
by kate~
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With Jemun at her mansion....
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A Thrusday,9.30 in the morning,Jemun was still asleep in her lovely king sized canopy bed.Then her alarm clock ringed to the music DBSK's TAXI that was the same as her phone alarm.
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Jemun's POV:
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I turned from left to right around my bed in my comfy pajamas,but there's just a sound that kept bugging me,that i can't go back to sleep,i gave up dragged myself to sit upright,and slowly peered open my eyes and saw my room still dim dark,thanks to my wonderful anti sunlight curtain,it let me sleep better always!I turned to my bedside table and saw my alarm clock light blinking,and DBSK's TAXI ringing out of it.I grabbed it and stopped the song right away.
"I forgot to change my alarm tone,i'll do it right away"I said to myself as i change it to SNSD's ☆★☆ and placed it back on my bedside table.
I streched my arms up in the air as i let out a yawn,rubbed my eyes and reluctantly drag myself out of bed and opened my curtains as the bright sunlight shone in,walked to the bathroom and bath,brushed my teeth,washed my face and had a fresh change of clothes.I was about to hed down and make breakfast for myself but as soon i was about to reach and open my door,my phone ringed from my bedside table,i ran towards it and saw the ID it was Yooyin*.I smiled and picked up the call.
"Hey Yooyin,good morning!"I said trying to sound as cheerful as possible.
"Morning to you too Jemun!How are you?"said Yooyin.
"Oh i'm fine,thanks,i was just heading down to make myself some breakfast"I said although i wasn't 100% right about me being completely fine.
"Ahhh so i see,about Yunho..."said Yooyin as i stayed silent for a few seconds.
"Oh!How is he doing?Have you've been taking care of him as i asked?And how's everyone doing?"i said trying to sound like me and Yunho was just the greatest of friends.
"Jemunnnnn....He's doing fine too,everyone's doing fine,oh ChangMin the same old ChangMin always wanting food,he said he missed your cooking alot..."said Yooyin as i was shocked.
"Oh?--Oh!Oh!Great that he's doing fine,i'm glad to hear that,oh ChangMin??I--"said Yooyin as i heard noises as if her phone was being snatched.
"Hello?Hello Jemun ahh~It's me ChangMin!When are you coming backkkkkk?I want your cooking!!!"said ChangMin sounding all childlike the way he was cute in.
"Ohhh hey ChangMin~Ermmm i'm not exactly sure when will i be coming back got lots to handle here sorry,come on JaeJoong oppa's cooking is as good as mine too"I said trying to sound happy when clearly i was on the verge of crying again.
"Finish your work fast and come back it's been so long,we missed you,i missed you too!!!It's true Jaejoong hyung's cooking is good,but whenever we eat his attention is all on JaeYin!And i have no one to brag to when your not here,it's no fun!"said ChangMin as i heard a faint voice in the background JaeJoong was screaming "I heared you!",i laughed a lil'.
"When i'm ready to come back,i will,so bare a little longer ok?When i'm back i promise to cook a big meal for everyone ok?"I said holding back my tears as hard as i could.
"Ahhhhh,ok ok then,you take care ok?Here Yooyin's back"said ChangMin as there were noises again.
"Hello Jemun?"said Yooyin.
"Heyy,Yooyin i've gotta go now,i'm really hungry now,my stomach is growling!You take care and send my regards to everyone,bye!"I said as i hung up straight away before Yooyin had a chance to answer me.
I dropped my phone on my bed,and tears started to roll down my cheeks endlessly,i knelt down beside my bed and started sobbing.I missed all of them so badly too,but i can't go back yet,i just can't,i'm not ready,i'm sorry ChangMin,i'm sorry everyone!I'm truely sincerly sorry!As i cried harder.Hearing their voices had been truely a pleasure to me,wished i was there with them.It's been 3 long weeks,i tried my best to put my feet back on the ground which i did after 3 weeks i've only cried now,and i don't wanna be pushed back down again,i have to get up,get up Jemun!!GET UP!I mentally screamed in my head.
I pulled myself and walked towards my bathroom,washed my face and looked into the mirror.Jemun,stop,be strong!be strong!You can do this!I smiled to myself though the mirror.I walked out the bathroom picked my phone and went downstairs made myself breakfast and ate as much till i was full,washed up the dishes and sat in the living room listening to music.Suddenly i recieved another call and it was from Mr.Im this time.I picked up.
"Hello Mr.Im?"I said.
"Hello Miss Jemun,i hope you don't mind,but you have 1 task to do,and i'm sorry i can't handle it,they need your presence"said Mr.Im apologeticly.
"Ohh it's ok,thanks for calling me on this,it's just 1 task anyway,i can handle it!where am i suppose to go?"I said asking.
"To New York Miss Jemun,it'll be next week monday so you'll leave by this coming Saturday"said Mr.Im.
"Oh!New York!YAY~Ok i'll pack up soon"I said half heartedly happy.
"And after the press conference you'll be attending,you can have a week's holiday day if you wish"said Mr Im.
"Sure i'll take that offer,which hotel will i be staying,and so i'll be in New York for 2 weeks then?Awesome!a getaway~"I said excited and also to get away a little further.
"Sure Miss Jemun,for 2 weeks,you will be staying at one of New York's best 5 star hotel called "The Plaza",you will have a royal terrace suite,everything is already booked and ready for you,i have already informed Mr.Choi,your flight will be 8 in the morning as it will take you 5 hours and 10 minutes to get there,i shall be attending you in this"said Mr.Im.
"Oh ok thank you,bye"I said.
"No problem Miss Jemun,bye"said Mr.Im as we both hung up.
I stood up,and went out to the lawn,the garden,that was freshed with all kinds of different beautiful flowers,i went up to have a sit on the bench and stared up straight into the sky admiring the clouds that had me imagine all different shapes that end up looking like things i thought it looked like.After 15 minutes of enjoying the nature around me i went back in and head straight up to pack up for my 2 weeks buisness/holiday/getaway trip to New York~
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Meanwhile back in Korea with everyone else....
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Everyone was having a walk at the park,they decided to step out for a bit and have some fresh air,JaeYin was as usual with JaeJoong,ChangMin and Junsu was with Yoochun why is that it's because Yooyin feels like she needs to be with Yunho too,so Yooyin is with Yunho sitting at the park bench under a big shaddy tree,where fresh air never fail to come across.
"Hey you ok Yunho oppa?"asked Yooyin in concern as she hold onto his arm.
Yunho hold onto Yooyin's hand."I think so,you know Yooyin ah~this is where me and Jemun hung out together at night sometimes,i would catch her fireflies cause she couldn't reach them,we took pictures here too it was the day before she suddenly dissapear and gone to America come to think of it now...I miss her alot Yooyin ah~"said Yunho sadly as he held Yooyin's hand tighter.
"Don't worry Yunho oppa,i know it's really hard now,but please give Jemun some time,she's in a not-so-good state right now,from what i sense,but when the time comes for you to get her back,you better be ready!"said Yooyin smiling.
Yunho let out a small chuckle."If it's anything related to Jemun,i'm always ready!Don't U-Know Yunho?"said Yunho as he strike a cool pose,Yooyin laughed and punch him lightly in the arm"Oppa!"she said,and both of them laughed.
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With JaeYin and Jaejoong sitting on a mat that was laid out on the green clean fresh grass....
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"You and Yooyin alright with handling stuff since Jemun went back to the states?"said JaeJoong as he held JaeYin's hand.
"Yeah,we're cooping up well,come on,we work under Jemun's company,how much work do you think we went though?"said JaeYin matter-of-factly.
"Oooooo babe,i'm guessing alot,if you need our help,just tell us ok?"said JaeJoong smiling.
"Thanks"said JaeYin smiling back at him.
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With YooChun,ChangMin and Junsu under another big shaddy tree,but they were sitting on the clear grass....
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"So how's Yooyin doing hyung?"asked Junsu.
"She's doing fine i guess,this has been a hard 3 weeks"answered YooChun looking up at the sky.
"I know,i just hope Jemun and YunHo would just get back together again!"said Junsu as he sighed.
"Exactly what i was asking for too,but for now it isn't gonna be easy"said YooChun.
"Is it because Jemun is just to far away from where we are now?"asked Junsu.
"That is 1 of the reasons,but to be wiser on our side,they both need space for now,YunHo is obviously in a condition which he is not him at all,i don't know about Jemun but i get a feeling she's the same,just that we can't witness that"said YooChun as he laid back on the grass with his hands behind his head.
"I know,i know,Yooyin and JaeYin are on it right?"said Junsu as he laid beside YooChun.
"Yeah they are,hard to believe my girlfriend and her best friend/sister is working in Jemun's company as the excutive director,and Jemun?!The owner of the company!wow!blew me right of head!i wouldn't wanna compete against her or JaeYin much more Jemun in buisness,we'll just get beat up not literally ofcourse"said YooChun as he laughed a lil.
"I know,they've disguised well,and JaeYin holds what position in Jemun's company then?"asked Junsu.
"The vice president Junsu,the vice president"answered YooChun trying to get the fact into his mind.
"Ohhhhh ok,ok,i get it"said Junsu.
"Yeah,and what position does Yooyin hold again?"asked ChangMin clearly trying to test Junsu's memory.
"Yooyin is the excutive director!the excutive director!"answered Junsu proudly as ChangMin and Yoochun laughed.
"Yes i am the vice president,why are you guys talking about it?"said Yooyin out of no where,he approuched them with Yunho just behind her.
The 3 of them looked up and stopped laughing.
"No,we were just testing Junsu's memory to see whether he remembers your status and JaeYin's"said YooChun as he stood up and look straight into Yooyin's eyes as she let out a soft giggle.
"Ahhh so i see,but guys do becareful when you talk about this ok?I don't want people overhearing you guys about this"said Yooyin seriously.
"Sure,no problem,we'll becareful"said YooChun with a smile and grab hold of Yooyin's hand.
"Shall we take a walk around the park?"asked YooChun in the most cheesy way he could.
"Sure,and stop that,it's toooo cheesy"replied Yooyin as she laughed and they both trailed off to the huge garden.
"Don't look at me hyung"said Junsu as he stood up straight.
"We know,we know,they're acting oh so lovey-dovey"added ChangMin as he too stood up and looked at the butterflies that were flying oh so freely up in the air.
Yunho just let out a small laugh"Guys trust me,you don't have to remind me about that"he said.
"Speaking of which,have you seen lovey-dovey couple number 3 or whatever places their in?"asked ChangMin.
"Well,they're right there,sitting on a mat fit for just 2!I know don't start"answered Yunho as Junsu gave a knowing look.
"Ok then,can we go home first?I'm hungry"said ChangMin right that exact moment his stomach growled!
Both Junsu and Yunho laughed at how ChangMin's like so connected to food,but netherless smiled.
"We got it,let's go,truthfully i'm getting a lil hungry as well"said Yunho as he start walking infront.
"Ok,let's go,let's go and get out of this lovers terittory"said Junsu as he and ChangMin walked further infront of Yunho.
Yunho pulled into halt and looked back at the bench where he and Jemun used to spend some of their lovely times there and sighed in content."I miss you so much....Jemun ah,i hope you're doing well..."he whispered to himself as he placed both his hands into his pocket and walked towards where Junsu and ChangMin are,heading back to their 'Home'.
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Back with Jemun in America....
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Jemun's POV:
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I zipped my 2nd luggage bag tight.Phew!Finally done,since i'm done with packing,my stomach growled,stating my stomach needs some food,i tied my hair up into a loose ponytail,and went downstairs to cook myself some dinner,oh and yes it's evening now,nearby the time when the sun is about to set.I stared at my kitchen and my cravings for ddokboki came rushing though my head,yeah i could just cook it myself but it'll take time,and i don't think i can wait any longer,i'll just go out and buy some then,and other dishes too,i ran back upstairs and got my handbag,i didn't need to change my clothes cause what i'm wearing is suitable to wear whether i was at home or out.
http://yeinjee.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/05/korea-song-hye-kyo-013.jpg (I know it's Song Hye Kyo,i just happened to love what's she's wearingXD!)
I locked up my house,got in my car as the gates were already opened for me,i drove out and headed to buy myself some yummy food!When i reached a korean food store,i parked at a obvious spot,so that i could see my car even though when i'm buying my food,i don't want to end up carless and have to walk back home.I stepped out of the car make sure it was secured and locked,and i headed to the korean food store.When i went in there was a bell sound,and the workers just brightfully shouted 'Welcome',i smiled and headed to the counter to get my food ordered.
"Good evening miss what would you like to order?"the lady that goes by the name Ashley on her name tag asked.
"I would like to order for a take away,i would want some jjajang myeon,and ddokboki please"I said.
"What size shall your ddokboki be?small,medium or the large?"asked Ashley.
"Medium please"I replied with a smile.
"Sure,that would be 7 dollars please"said Ashley.
I took out my wallet and handed her a 10 dollar bil,since i don't have any small change.Ashley then gave me back my 3 dollar change and i shifted to a side to let the other customer take their order,as i waited for my food to be done.After a good 10minutes my order was packed up nicely and the aoroma of the food just flowing though my nose,i thanked Ashley and headed out the store with sounds of workers saying 'Thank You Please Come Again',i turned back and smile and walk towards my car,placed my food properly so it wouldn't spill or anything,wore my seatbelt,locked my car doors and drove off heading home.Got home,parked my car and went in,head straight to the kitchen unpacked my food and placed it neatly on the plates,brought it to the living room,sat down and start eating.On the TV and was watching Family Outing.
I was happy eating the food i craved for a long time,while laughing at total funny moments on the show i was watching,but seeing Family Outing where it's a show where everyone did everything together,laughing together,cooking together etc.Made me tremble,i looked around placing my ddokboki on a fork down,knowing i was alone,it only hit me then,that i was kinda lonely,i imagine when i was back in Korea in our home,JaeYin,Yooyin and me,memories of us flowed though my mind,found my tears flowing out silently but slowly,i wiped them off quickly,and shook my head,i focused back on the TV show and smiled though the moments,and then picked up my fork and continued eating my ddokboki.When i was done eating my dinner,i threw out the rubbish and washed the plates,head upstairs into my room and took a warm bath,changed into my oh so comfy pajamas and went out to my balcony,to do some star gazing.Normally in a big city like Los Angeles,United States of America,you won't find as much stars with all the night city lights,but for where my house is,you can see many stars at night shinning brightly,twinkling themselves,that does not mean i live on the outskirts of L.A,i do live in L.A nearby all the malls and everything,but where my housing area is placed the city lights doesn't direct in our way,and you don't hear much sounds from the streets too,My parents got me this house,they let me choose the designs and everything,i know it's surprising,i was very young when my parents let me choose the texture and designs of this house,this area has the most secured securities,and that's also one of the reasons why my parents chose this area,2nd was because of lesser noise compared to elsewhere in L.A and stars are very visible from my house.I still remember my mom once told me"Jemun ah~me and daddy got you this very beautiful house just for you,and mostly everything is chosen and picked out designs by you,i hope you'll always treasure this house Jemun ah,and when you grow up me and daddy wanna see our cute little grandchildrens running about on your pretty wide garden lawn,and all our penny would be inherited to you and no one else,i want you to use it wisely ok?she would say,she would smile,oh my mom's smile was brighter than the sun could ever shine,she would hug me the arms i would always feel loved in,how i miss her hugs and smiles....To think that now,they're no longer here in this world,i've realise what mom said to me about wanting to see my childrens,and her grandchildren,was no longer a posible thing for them to achieve,mom and dad,both,goshhh....but 1 things for sure i'll tell my childrens about their grandparents!
And daddy?oh he was a funny and sweet man!At times we wouldn't get along,but at times we surely would,i know daddy loves me very much,when i was a little kid,he would always read me fairytale stories before i went to bed while mom would stand by my door watching us both,ofcourse he couldn't do it everyday,back then i didn't know how much work did daddy have and how we're the top family in the world,but he would always try his best to spend as much time as he can with me,this house that i'm living in now,this is my house from my parents,but before,we live in a different house,yes it was also mansion,but just not here,wondering where this house is now?.It's still alive and still standing,ever since both my parents passed away,i never put it on sale,but i kept it instead,and every week i hired workers to clean the house,but me?myself?i haven't visited my old house,because a few years after my parents death,i moved to Korea,i met JaeYin and Yooyin in America,and we've bonded really well,and they are basically my only true friends,that are like my sisters,which i've considered them as my sisters already.That was then,there's no change in now,but i've made new friends,and that is ofcourse non-other than Yunho,JaeJoong,YooChun,JunSu and ChangMin oppa,together,we're become close too,but looking at the situation now,between me and YunHo,not so good is my answer,my fault.And my old house?Maybe 1 day when i can bring myself to go there,when i'm fully ready,i definately will.Mr.Im and Mr.Choi,Mr&Mrs.Lee has been very close workers/partners with mom and dad,and therefore,they watched me grew up,and i'm grateful towards them too,Mr.Choi,daddy's loyal pilot was passed down to be my pilot now,and never fail to bring me to any part of the world i wanna go,and always caring for me,i could see why daddy chose him,Mr.Im my loyal and hardworking assistant,that once worked for daddy too,was assend to me too,Mr&Mrs.Lee my aunt and uncle,i love them alot too,but we haven't seen each other in such a long time.I wonder how they're doing.And....
Mom,Dad.....I looked up at the stars that was twinkling and gaze at the moon that it's light has shine down upon me too,tears weld up in my eyes,and they started to fall,endlessly,mom i said as i choked on my own tears,dad i sobbed over & over again,i've missed you sooo much,i hope you're doing well up there in the heaven,please i ask of you give me the strength to go though this safely,i prayed.Then i walked back in my room and closed my door that leads to the balcony,closed the curtain and slowly walked back to my bed and drank a few sips of water i'd prepare on my bedside table,i climbed up on my bed and got in under the covers,and laid down slowly.
Jemun,you could do this,mommy and daddy are watching over you from above,be strong,you've been though something like this when you lost them,in life there's bound to be something like this,face it not neglect it.Don't let it build up infront of your eyes.And let situations get worse,you wouldn't want that would you Jemun?Mom and Dad raised you to be a strong one and so much more,so live it!Don't worry just 1 more day,then you're off to New York! I mentally talked to myself.I closed my eyes,and after a few moments,everything was pitch black,that's when i knew i had fallen asleep.
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End of Chapter 37,
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