| Fan Fiction |
by KiSun
I don’t understand what happened, but I feel terrible.
Hope you can forgive me.
Zhou Mi
HanKyung subconsciously smiled at the card and placed the roses on the counter. The door bell rang again he sighed. “Okay, Calm down Han, calm down.” he mumbled to himself. Mao Mao barked and trotted to the door wagging his tail; he looked back at HanKyung and barked again. “I was gonna open it, geez.” He chuckled as he opened the door to see SiWon standing there. “Hi SiWon.” HanKyung stepped back to let SiWon come in.
“Hey HanKyung…” His voice trailed off as he looked down at Mao Mao whom was looking up at him. “Well hey to you too.” He looked back at HanKyung. “You got a new puppy?” He didn’t sound angry, but rather surprised and happy.
HanKyung smiled and picked up the puppy. “His name is Mao Mao.” He handed him to SiWon who gladly took him. “Find anything on Rong Rong?”
“Nothing, but I’ll keep looking.” SiWon cradled Mao Mao in his arms. “We’ll find him.” HanKyung didn’t say a word all he did was sigh, now the words Zhou Mi said played in his mind. ‘Have you found your puppy, My Love?’ “HanKyung…” HanKyung jumped slightly and looked at SiWon. “Did you hear me?”
“No, sorry what did you say?”
“I said I got your message saying you had something to tell me, and I do know that it didn’t sound like a new puppy was involved.” He and HanKyung chuckled when Mao Mao gave a small growl and looked up at him. “I apologize Mao Mao.” The little puppy snorted and wiggled out of SiWon’s arms. “I take it he’s mad at me.”
“I guess so.” HanKyung watched as Mao Mao went into the kitchen. “Uh, can we talk in the living room?” SiWon nodded and followed HanKyung in pursuit. HanKyung sat on the couch with SiWon in the love seat, he gave an inaudible sigh everything he recited ran out his head, but it came back only to have him thinking it was stupid and made him sound desperate.
“Han…are you okay?” SiWon watched as HanKyung played with his fingers and stare at the ground as he mumbled something to himself. “Han…HanKyung?” He snapped his head up. “Are you alright.”
“I’m…Okay.” HanKyung rubbed his hand together and dropped them between his legs. “No, I’m not.” He stared at his hands. “SiWon…the truth is…I miss you.” SiWon eyes widen, but quickly retracted. “I didn’t need HeeChul telling me that yesterday because I already knew.” He looked up at the ceiling. “It’s because of my naivety and ignorance I couldn’t tell you.” He looked at SiWon. “I realized I had already forgiven you when you came by the other time.” He didn’t care anymore whether it made him sound desperate or not he needed to get this entire stuff out. “I tried to make myself hate you and forget about you…do you know how hard that is? You’re so addicting and unforgettable!” HanKyung stood up and paced around.
SiWon watched as HanKyung paced in front of him. He took in every word his wife said. “Han…”
“I’m not done!” HanKyung cut him off before he got started. “I’m getting everything in my heart out.” HanKyung wiped away a lone tear. “Do you know what I realized?” SiWon didn’t say anything. “I realized our wedding vows…I said, I do because I had you to have and to hold, for better or for worse.” HanKyung looked at SiWon. “For better or for worse, SiWon and what you did was just a small deep wound that can heal over time if you bandage it up correctly, blocking out anything that could affect it.”
HanKyung walked to SiWon and hugged him. “God, you don’t know how much I miss hugging you, kissing you and listening to your heart beat.” He tightens his grip. “But what I miss the most…is your love, it something noone else can give to me even if they tried.”
SiWon wrapped his arms around HanKyung. “Han….I’m sorry, I don’t know how many time I have to say it, but I am.”
HanKyung pulled away from SiWon. “You don’t need to keep saying it, I already know how sorry you are…and besides love is learning to say I’m sorry and move on.” HanKyung pulled SiWon into a kiss, the kiss he longed for and was glad to feel on his lips. The kiss of his now and always forever husband.
_______________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________
The END!! Just kidding um..yeah more chapters will continue
I hope many are glad they have made up I know I am!
Um let’s see, Zhou Mi seems to be freaking everyone out, but his behavior will be explained in the most unimaginable way… and as for Rong Rong…He’ll show up
Thanks for reading and commenting I love you all!!